Untouchable by Marii Solaria

Chapter 25 – Destiny Isn’t Always Right

“Does the walker choose the path, or the path the walker?“–Garth Nix

Neron

“You’re not wearing the ring.”

“Huh?”

“Your Alpha Ring.” Kiya gestured to my bare ring finger. “I’ve never seen you wear it.”

Ah, the Alpha Ring; the physical, symbolic item passed from each generation of Alphas in my family. My grandfather passed it to my father, him to me, and I am to pass it to my firstborn child. A thick golden band with the zircon stone displayed proudly at the center–a shimmering blue diamond holding the honor as the king of my pack.

I haven’t worn that thing in years.

Flexing my fingers, I noted the lightweight feeling of not having that ring confined on my finger. Whenever I wore it, a crushing sense of heaviness came about. It’s supposed to make me happy, but it made me miserable. Unworthy. Like this thing isn’t meant for me, nor did I deserve it.

I received the ring a day after Kiya’s ‘death“, ignoring the chaos of the Betas to receive the last memento to solidify my Alpha status. The prestige was seductive, and wearing it made me feel like a king–one blind with arrogance. I couldn’t be that man again.

“I don’t mind it,” I confess, swirling my drink with its straw. “It’s freeing. I keep it in my office in a drawer below my desk. Why are you so curious about it?”

Kiya shrugs, popping a fry into her mouth. “Because Dad always wore it. Anthony wears it. He never takes it off. Some Alphas who visited Garnet Moon had theirs. I was just wondering.”

“Alphas wear their pride on their sleeve.” My eyes wandered to the crowd of humans passing by, carrying bags or snacks in their arms. I spot a few affectionate couples on distant benches, planting k*sses on each other’s ch*eks. For a moment, I dreamed for Kiya and I to be that couple. “The ring is just that. Generational pride. But, it’s not something I want or feel like I should carry. It’s a reminder of the man I used to be. I don’t think I’ll ever look at it again without feeling disgusted.”

My mate was silent. The shuffling of food wrappers and drinks stilled. Her breathing is even, and her sweet scent is as strong as ever. I turn to her to see her eyes had that faraway look, debating if to say something.

“You never wanted to be Alpha.”

“Nope.”

“Do you still feel that way now?”

“A little.” I shrug nonchalantly. “I had dreams. But when high school ended, I prepared to take over. There wasn’t time for fun and games because protecting and securing the pack came first. I’m responsible for hundreds of wolves, young and old. It got easier over time, though.”

Chapter 25–Destiny hint Always Right

“Hmm.” Kiya tapped her fingers rhythmically against the table. “Hypothetically, let’s say you never became Alpha. What would you do?”

“Hmm. I’d travel to Norway, maybe stay for a couple of weeks with my mom’s family. We haven’t talked in a while.”

She nods enthusiastically with a grin. “What else?”

“I’d also travel around the world and taste different foods. That sounds like fun.”

“That’s awesome!”

“I would try crickets.”

I bust out laughing. “Neron, what the

not even when my mate tossed a used napkin at me. “Hey, don’t hate! I bet you’re curious

I’ll never put in my mouth. Bugs being the

excellent sources of

Kiya eyed me again and

stuff that isn’t considered

your idea to bring me here! Stop

criticizing my

with me. This is how it should be. No pain, not pressure–just fun between us.

to college. I don’t know what

long–forgotten talent of mine. “You used to draw landscapes, like the forest and mountains. I remember you drew a picture of your mom and gave it to her

“Yeah. She loved it so much that she started crying. I don’t think you ever told me

Development,” Kiya answered with a small smile.

a source of protection. I’ve watched young boys and girls come to her

at me with wide eyes.

lint Atenes

You’re intelligent and dedicated.

to her ch*eks as her eyes dart to the side nervously. “Thank you. It means a lot. Just two more years

to go to

but my brain sparks with disappointment. As much as I’d love to, I couldn’t. “Being Alpha is a full–time job. I can’t do this and

it now, I’m just saying…think about it. It isn’t going anywhere and if you don’t want to go, it’s your choice.” Kiya sips her drink, soaking in the heaviness that draped us. “You’d make a great artist. You seem at your happiest when you’re

now. I can’t afford distractions as

to answer. But I didn’t have to. She already knew. “Your Dad sucks ass, Neron. He needs to let you live your own life. Not everything is about being Alpha and it sucks that you have to put your dreams on hold for that.”

by destiny.” And it’s a birthright I wish I never had. Being Alpha is rewarding, but it’s suffocating. That power is easily misused, and it

their leader.

may not have been

a dark turn whenever the subject of my father came up

seawater and lavender suddenly invaded my nose, followed by a “Kiya?” We both turned to see a woman with jet–black ringlets and deep blue–green eyes dressed in black and fishnets lingering

a rabbit into the taller woman’s arms in a

it?”

Violetta giggled, patting her back softly. “Things are

think I’d see you here.” Her eyes turned to me, squinting like she was trying to remember my name.

was the one who helped rescue

shook hands. “It’s a

I’m glad to see

turns back to Kiya. “What’s

were catching up, a blinding chill swam down my back so fast

back like a predator watching their prey–and I’m the prey. All the hairs on my back of my neck rose

thought back to what Kiya

F*ck.

needed to leave. Swallowing my breath and remaining calm, I gather their attention with a wave of my hand. “I’m sorry to

conveying a message with my eyes, I hoped that Kiya understood and like the smart she did. Reluctantly, she

twoman she is;

nice meeting you again, Kiya, and you too Neron!” Once Violetta was out of sight, we both began packing our stuff

trash like clockwork.

to the bathroom

in my head. Even Onyx is urging us to haul our asses out