Untouchable by Marii Solaria

Chapter 25 – Destiny Isn’t Always Right

“Does the walker choose the path, or the path the walker?“–Garth Nix

Neron

“You’re not wearing the ring.”

“Huh?”

“Your Alpha Ring.” Kiya gestured to my bare ring finger. “I’ve never seen you wear it.”

Ah, the Alpha Ring; the physical, symbolic item passed from each generation of Alphas in my family. My grandfather passed it to my father, him to me, and I am to pass it to my firstborn child. A thick golden band with the zircon stone displayed proudly at the center–a shimmering blue diamond holding the honor as the king of my pack.

I haven’t worn that thing in years.

Flexing my fingers, I noted the lightweight feeling of not having that ring confined on my finger. Whenever I wore it, a crushing sense of heaviness came about. It’s supposed to make me happy, but it made me miserable. Unworthy. Like this thing isn’t meant for me, nor did I deserve it.

I received the ring a day after Kiya’s ‘death“, ignoring the chaos of the Betas to receive the last memento to solidify my Alpha status. The prestige was seductive, and wearing it made me feel like a king–one blind with arrogance. I couldn’t be that man again.

“I don’t mind it,” I confess, swirling my drink with its straw. “It’s freeing. I keep it in my office in a drawer below my desk. Why are you so curious about it?”

Kiya shrugs, popping a fry into her mouth. “Because Dad always wore it. Anthony wears it. He never takes it off. Some Alphas who visited Garnet Moon had theirs. I was just wondering.”

“Alphas wear their pride on their sleeve.” My eyes wandered to the crowd of humans passing by, carrying bags or snacks in their arms. I spot a few affectionate couples on distant benches, planting k*sses on each other’s ch*eks. For a moment, I dreamed for Kiya and I to be that couple. “The ring is just that. Generational pride. But, it’s not something I want or feel like I should carry. It’s a reminder of the man I used to be. I don’t think I’ll ever look at it again without feeling disgusted.”

My mate was silent. The shuffling of food wrappers and drinks stilled. Her breathing is even, and her sweet scent is as strong as ever. I turn to her to see her eyes had that faraway look, debating if to say something.

“You never wanted to be Alpha.”

“Nope.”

“Do you still feel that way now?”

“A little.” I shrug nonchalantly. “I had dreams. But when high school ended, I prepared to take over. There wasn’t time for fun and games because protecting and securing the pack came first. I’m responsible for hundreds of wolves, young and old. It got easier over time, though.”

Chapter 25–Destiny hint Always Right

“Hmm.” Kiya tapped her fingers rhythmically against the table. “Hypothetically, let’s say you never became Alpha. What would you do?”

“Hmm. I’d travel to Norway, maybe stay for a couple of weeks with my mom’s family. We haven’t talked in a while.”

She nods enthusiastically with a grin. “What else?”

“I’d also travel around the world and taste different foods. That sounds like fun.”

“That’s awesome!”

“I would try crickets.”

gagged and I bust out laughing. “Neron, what the hell?!”

laughing, not even when my mate tossed a used napkin at me. “Hey, don’t hate! I bet

things I’ll never put in my mouth. Bugs

sources of protein!”

eyed me again

stuff that isn’t considered actual

to bring me here!

stop criticizing my curiosity!”

up in surrender before laughing with me. This is how it should

don’t know what I’d major in–maybe

you used to draw!” My happiness sparked up at her recalling that long–forgotten talent of mine. “You used to draw landscapes, like the forest and mountains. I remember

her sugar–sweet k*sses. “Yeah. She loved it so much that she

and Adolescent Development,” Kiya answered with a small

she’s a source of protection. I’ve watched young boys and girls come to her for help or to chat. The pup trainees

me with wide eyes. “You think

21–Destiny lint Atenes light

“Kids love you. You’re intelligent and dedicated. You’d be very successful!”

there, aren’t you?” Despite her complexion, I can see the blush rising to her ch*eks as her eyes dart to the side nervously. “Thank you. It means a lot. Just two more years of

not too late to go

hope, but my brain sparks with disappointment. As much as I’d love to, I couldn’t.

if you don’t want to go, it’s your choice.” Kiya sips her drink, soaking in the heaviness that draped us. “You’d make a great artist. You seem at your happiest when you’re drawing.”

distraction now. I can’t afford distractions

sucks ass, Neron. He needs to let you live your own life. Not everything is about being Alpha and it sucks that you have to put your dreams on

it’s written in stone by destiny.” And it’s a birthright I wish I never had. Being Alpha is rewarding, but it’s suffocating. That power is easily misused, and it shouldn’t be such an enormous

their leader.

fates may not have been ours to choose, but we sure as

each day. The attitude in Kiya takes a dark turn whenever the subject of my father came up and within reason. I’ll protect her

and lavender suddenly invaded my nose, followed by a “Kiya?” We both turned to see a woman with jet–black ringlets and deep blue–green eyes dressed in black and fishnets lingering with a smile. Kiya’s eyes immediately

leaped like a rabbit into the taller woman’s arms in a bone–crushing hug. “It’s been so long! How are you?”

it?”

back softly. “Things are going great. The band and I

I’d see you here.” Her eyes turned to me, squinting like she was trying to remember my name.

the one who helped rescue us with my

We shook hands. “It’s a pleasure to

Violetta. I’m glad to see you’re doing

a smile, she turns back to Kiya. “What’s been happening?”

up, a blinding chill swam down my back so fast

my back like a predator watching their prey–and I’m the prey. All the hairs on my back

to what Kiya said earlier

F*ck.

breath and remaining calm,

that Kiya understood and like the smart she did. Reluctantly,

twoman she is;

It was nice meeting you again, Kiya, and you too Neron!” Once Violetta

trash like clockwork.

to the bathroom before we leave.”

in my head. Even Onyx is urging us to haul our asses out of here. Kiya nods firmly.