Untouchable by Marii Solaria

Chapter 41 – The Departure

“I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.“Andy Bernard

Kiya

Odessa didn’t die. I’m disappointed.

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Bonu

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However, because of her ghastly injuries, she is confined to a hospital bed. For how long? I don’t know. Visiting her at the hospital was out of the question, but I got my news from Raina. According to the doctors, her recovery will be slow, Ariel, her wolf, abandoned her and took her rapid healing ability with her.

We humans rely on our wolves to heal us quickly, especially in battle. Without Ariel, Odessa will heal a little faster than a normal human, but not as fast as a normal werewolf

I can’t say that I feel had for her. Searching for pity was like searching for a needle in a haystack; it was impossible. I felt nothing. In contrast, my happiness soared when I heard about her condition. As f*cked up as it is, she deserved it. Everything.

Odessa made my stay at Zircon Moon hell. It’s hard to find pity for someone who tried to kill me twice, sided with the enemy and ruined friendships. Her malice cost her, but as she fell into madness, she took me with

her.

Her horrid actions were for Neron’s love and attention–a privilege she felt robbed of. While I had no Intention of taking the Alpha from her, Odessa saw me as a threat. A threat needed to be eliminated.

It’s a shame. Sometimes, I think that if life didn’t throw us a curveball, we could’ve been friends. That dream will never come to fruition–it died before it had a chance at life. Odessa was relentless with her pursuits of my death.

But I have no regrets for what I’ve done. Payback’s a bitch, after all. She’s trash and will never be someone’s treasure again. But Selene has her ways of mending.

I have confidence that she’ll know what to do with Odessa, Our fates are ours to choose.

Many heard Odessa’s confession. Exposed in the front yard, her screeches of insanity and hatred carried with it her sins. The heavens heard her own up to all her bullshit. My friends, my parents and Neron heard everything! Our sensitivity to volume picked up her voice, so I have no doubts all of Zircon heard her..

Whether or not there was underlying guilt is not the issue. Her Instability sealed her fate. My assault simply propelled it forward.

However, I won’t be seeing what is to come to her.

Today marks the day that I’m leaving Zircon Moon for good.

There is too much pain for me to handle; too much anger and sadness. The foundation I’ve taken years to strengthen crackled and crumbled underneath my feet, plunging my body and mind into a sea of darkness and mental torment.

and I can’t escape.

inner beast clawing against its cage, demanding freedom. It’s hungry, wrathful, and bloodthirsty,

death, and ruin are excellent traits to pull me

strongest it has ever been was when I killed Tristan and almost murdered Odessa. It made me feel

Unhinged.

Zircon, I wanted their death. They were my lambs and I’m the slaughterhouse.

worse; losing myself. I had to get back home to recover and heal. They saw the carnage I committed and were already arranging my visits to see my psychiatrist.

chance of regaining some sense of normalcy in my life.

suitcases and a shoulder bag. Zipping up the last of my bath items, I stood up and looked at what is now my empty

to close out this chapter of my life forever.

my mind. During breakfast, Neron denounced Mikhail and Isalah as pack members. Neither man wanted to be apart from their mates, so they’re

his pack. members so easily. Oddly, he accepted their requests without question. Once the denouement ritual was concluded in his office, the two immediately packed what they could in their suitcases. The rest of their items: will be sent

place. A faint longing enters my heart. This place- this home

I’m ready to burn it out

bags and suitcases Inside, almost in a hurry. I chuckle because

Adonis immediately ran up and hug my legs with

Raina walks up with her husband in tow. Her glassy eyes held undeniable sadness but are masked behind a reprimanding look. “Let your Auntle go. She has

home is here, Mommy!” He retorted, squeezing my legs tighter. “It’s not fair! Why does she

leave

went to his curly hair, rubbing it lovingly. I love my nephew so much and huts to see him so sad. “I know

“Are you sick?”

I

the side, I smile down at the little boy. Curiosity is always a child’s cutest trait. “Kind of. I’m not feeling well, but it’s not like how you feel when you get a cold. Staying

have medicine here! You can

different type of medicine, Adonis, and only my home as It.” Explaining this stuff to a child is harder than it looks. “Donny, I’m not leaving

live so far away. Mommy said so.”

that doesn’t mean we can’t talk. If you feel like talking to me, ask your Mommy or Daddy to call me on the phone. It Isn’t

he rubbed his eyes a H! squeezed my legs

his height, I dropped my bag and pulled the boy into a light hug. His little head buried itself in my neck, sniffling heavily. Goddess, I promised myself

I love you, Auntle,”

you.

love you

but relaxed into. her warmth. I wasn’t expecting this level of affection from my big sister, but I welcomed It. With her arms wrapped tightly around my form, my head rested on her shoulder as I hugged her back, Ralna’s deep sniffle were heard as

wish I could’ve done more to help you. I’m an awful sister

always gets me misty–eyed for no reason. Why am I reacting this way? I didn’t want to cry for anyone, especially Ralna. “You’ve done what you can. I’m more f*cked up than

up and never were! You’re hurting. I think going home is a good idea. I don’t think there’s any

know.” My exhale is shaky. “I just…need more help.” Before I kill someone

it won’t come

heart stirs at her kindness, but soon stilled in attempts to remain strong and stole. She’s so different from the sister I