Chapter 59 I'm Not a Stranger

"Back then, Ethan must've really loved her." That simple sentence felt like a knife to my heart, making it hard to breathe. My phone rang. It was Bella. I felt a bit let down. She asked where I was. I lied, said I was fine, and told her not to worry.

After hanging up, I stared at my phone, feeling lost. Ethan hadn't called since I left. Was he figuring out what to say, or did he just not care and kept having fun? "Did Fiona love him?" I asked, even though I knew the answer would hurt.

Jason, holding a cigarette and a beer, took a sip and said, "Fiona loved Ethan just as much. She was just more insecure and less brave."

I thought, 'Insecure and less brave sounds like me. Even the most confident woman might feel insecure around Ethan, let alone someone like me, a divorced woman.'

Jason continued, "Before we met Fiona, she was a well-known bar singer. But ten years ago, bars were chaotic. Female singers often got harassed by drunks, so the job was looked down upon. One time, Ethan fought a customer who harassed Fiona. That's how they met."

I remembered the fight at Blue Ocean Bar. Ethan's anger then was because Stephen harassed Connie, reminding him of Fiona.

That relationship must've been deep, so much so that even now, a similar scene could stir his emotions.

"Ethan and I got into med school together, but he was forced into it. My grandpa was a doctor and wanted us to follow his path. I liked medicine, but Ethan was into music. He started a band and dragged me into it."

I stared at him, shocked. "So you're in The Thorn Birds Band?"

Jason looked a bit embarrassed, flicking his cigarette ash. "Yeah, I'm the drummer and write lyrics."

I asked, "Did you write 'Flicker of Hope'?"

Jason smiled and nodded.

That song always gave me strength growing up. Now, the lyricist was right in front of me. I was surprised and in awe, forgetting my earlier sadness.

"I've always loved that song. It feels like it was made for me," I said.

Jason took a drag of his cigarette, his gaze warm. "I'm glad it resonates with someone."

you don't seem like a drummer," I

an eyebrow and smiled. "Really? What instrument do you think suits

for a moment. "Violin or piano. Drummers seem wild to

downed his beer, and said, "Maybe I have a

him drumming wildly, but

elbows on the table, looking at me with interest. "So, I chose the wrong hobby? Ethan's great

got mad at me was over a guitar.

seen him play. He said

died, Ethan never picked up the guitar again,

Ethan never got over Fiona. Arthur said Ethan wanted to sleep with his ex because

Why did she commit

The day after Fiona's incident, Ethan beat up Arthur at school. We think Fiona's death might be related to Arthur. Ethan was so aggressive that if

can down, I noticed Jason staring at me with a complex expression, like he was seeing someone

If I didn't, it wouldn't hurt, right?

Jason seemed to know the answer, smiling faintly and playing with a can tab.

didn't continue with music

but didn't rush to drink it. His arm hung over the back of a chair, and the lines of

his alcohol tolerance, but he hadn't drunk much, and his face was

a great business mind and is very successful now. Maybe choosing business was the right

about his dreams?' I thought. Maybe

were young, they placed their dreams on a pedestal. But over time, that passion faded, and setbacks made it hard to

distant. I should've seen it clearly and not

'Why do the people

drank a lot, and Jason, probably understanding my pain, didn't stop me. Instead, he helped me

people at the next table started arguing. It quickly escalated into a fight, and one of them

me. I blocked most of them, but my face still got nicked, and

quickly, pulling me

moved my hand

I was dizzy and could barely stand, but I was still worried about my

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