Chapter 59 I'm Not a Stranger

"Back then, Ethan must've really loved her." That simple sentence felt like a knife to my heart, making it hard to breathe. My phone rang. It was Bella. I felt a bit let down. She asked where I was. I lied, said I was fine, and told her not to worry.

After hanging up, I stared at my phone, feeling lost. Ethan hadn't called since I left. Was he figuring out what to say, or did he just not care and kept having fun? "Did Fiona love him?" I asked, even though I knew the answer would hurt.

Jason, holding a cigarette and a beer, took a sip and said, "Fiona loved Ethan just as much. She was just more insecure and less brave."

I thought, 'Insecure and less brave sounds like me. Even the most confident woman might feel insecure around Ethan, let alone someone like me, a divorced woman.'

Jason continued, "Before we met Fiona, she was a well-known bar singer. But ten years ago, bars were chaotic. Female singers often got harassed by drunks, so the job was looked down upon. One time, Ethan fought a customer who harassed Fiona. That's how they met."

I remembered the fight at Blue Ocean Bar. Ethan's anger then was because Stephen harassed Connie, reminding him of Fiona.

That relationship must've been deep, so much so that even now, a similar scene could stir his emotions.

"Ethan and I got into med school together, but he was forced into it. My grandpa was a doctor and wanted us to follow his path. I liked medicine, but Ethan was into music. He started a band and dragged me into it."

I stared at him, shocked. "So you're in The Thorn Birds Band?"

Jason looked a bit embarrassed, flicking his cigarette ash. "Yeah, I'm the drummer and write lyrics."

I asked, "Did you write 'Flicker of Hope'?"

Jason smiled and nodded.

That song always gave me strength growing up. Now, the lyricist was right in front of me. I was surprised and in awe, forgetting my earlier sadness.

"I've always loved that song. It feels like it was made for me," I said.

Jason took a drag of his cigarette, his gaze warm. "I'm glad it resonates with someone."

don't seem like

eyebrow and smiled. "Really? What instrument do you think suits

thought for a moment. "Violin or piano. Drummers

Jason chuckled, downed his beer, and said, "Maybe I

to picture him drumming wildly,

elbows on the table, looking at me with interest. "So, I chose the wrong hobby? Ethan's great

first time Ethan got mad at me was over a guitar. Now I realized it wasn't about the guitar; it was about

"I've never seen him play. He said he

out his cigarette and sighed. "After Fiona died, Ethan never picked up the guitar again, and The Thorn

his ex because Arthur slept with Ethan's. But weren't

Why did she commit suicide?"

death might be related to Arthur. Ethan was so aggressive that if other students hadn't called the authorities, Arthur

Jason staring at me with a complex

I didn't, it wouldn't hurt, right? But if I do, when

and playing with a

he didn't continue with music either,"

His arm hung over the back of a chair, and the lines of his neck

his alcohol tolerance, but he hadn't drunk much, and his face was already a

is very successful now. Maybe choosing business was the right decision for him," Jason

dreams?' I thought. Maybe Ethan's

on a pedestal. But over time,

should've seen

pathetic. 'Why do the people I meet

pain, didn't stop me. Instead, he helped me open

at the next table started arguing. It quickly escalated into a fight, and one of them smashed a beer

we were close, glass shards flew towards me. I blocked most of them, but

reacted quickly, pulling me

okay?" He moved my hand

could barely stand, but I

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