Chapter 188 I Was Always a Nobody
I was floored!
Jason had already grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.
"I suppose you can't sleep either, right? Neither can I. How about we get a room and chat for a while" Jason asked.
For some reason, I just trusted Jason. He seemed like someone who could handle things and was worth trusting.
The room was pretty basic, small but had everything-a private bathroom, TV, double bed, a sofa by the window, and a little round table. The best part? It was super clean.
The walls had this khaki wallpaper with subtle patterns, and the lighting was warm and cozy.
Jason stepped out to the balcony for a smoke, and I followed him.
Below us, the night market was buzzing with noise.
Luckily, we were high up, so it all felt distant.
"Emily," Jason called out, but then he hesitated.
"You don't have to convince me," I said. "Getting here wasn't about one or two things; it's been building up for a while. I'm ready for this."
Jason leaned on the railing, staring into the distance.
"So, where are you planning to go? Starting over isn't easy, especially for a woman," he said.
I gave a bitter smile. "I had nothing to begin with."
"You don't have to leave, you know." He rubbed his temples, probably feeling the effects of the alcohol.
I shook my head. "I don't have a reason to stay."
Jason sighed and instinctively reached for a cigarette. I had noticed earlier that he had tossed the empty pack in the trash. He seemed to remember and gave up, shoving his hands in his pockets instead.
on the balcony carried a faint smell of alcohol, making
noticed and turned to me, saying,
about to head back inside,
love you!" Jason's confession was hoarse
but he held me tight, not letting
you. I'm terrified of you getting hurt;
and said
bitter laugh in
I'm drunk. Otherwise, I'd never have
lingered, mixed with
didn't want to mess up your life. But seeing you unhappy now really hurts me. Emily, give me a chance to take care of you. Whether you stay or
and firmly broke free from Jason's embrace, feeling touched and
good to me since we were kids, and it's the same now. I'm really grateful to
it. I always knew this would happen, so I never told you how I felt. As long as I didn't hear your answer, I could keep hoping and stay your friend. Emily, I feel your pain. I was really scared. If
steps back, leaning against the
in his
that moment, I was deeply
have to face it myself. I'm not a kid; I'm an adult who
his eyes filled with helplessness. Finally, he said with a
cold wind, he seemed much
here.
jacket and lay
take the bed; I'll crash on the sofa.
room had air conditioning. He wouldn't be cold on the sofa, so I didn't bother with formalities and climbed into bed, lying down
down, sleep was nowhere to be found,
away from
road ahead was long, and for my baby's
morning, even the night market downstairs had quieted down. I could
got out
a stack of cash from it, grabbed my luggage, and left the motel. Then, I took
arrived in Riverdale Falls, it was nothing but trouble. I just wanted to get out of
I quickly
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