When There Is Nothing Left But Love (Ashton And Scarlett)

There were too many things that I had not yet achieved. I did not want to die or to freeze to death.

Under the deep biting cold, I became aware of my own labored breathing and the low electrical hum of the freezer.

I tried once more to call for help, but I was not able to utter a sound. The cold near the top of my head started to seep in slowly but surely. First, it penetrated my scalp, then through my skull, then it started to affect my nerves. They seared with pain and went numb.

It felt like an eternity, or maybe it was only a few minutes, but the act of waiting for death to claim me in the suffocating silence was awful.

I became aware of feeling sleepy and groggy. I suddenly recalled something being said a long time ago by someone. They said that true death came in three forms.

The first was the cessation of breathing. Your soul and body would separate and somehow feel your limbs stiffen up. This was the death of the body.

The second type was being declared dead. When you stopped breathing and lay in bed, someone would be there to declare you dead and state your time of death.

The last type was death in the memories of your loved ones. When your body and mind disintegrate, along with your existence in the world, and all the traces of you being on earth would go with it. Slowly, you would even fade away from the memories of your loved ones, until one day, you cease to even exist in the first place.

At the moment, I felt like I was experiencing the first type of death. The sound of my breath, no, the sound of my heartbeat was steadily weakening. It grew so faint that I could not feel my breath anymore.

Perhaps my time really had come. It was destined to be this very moment.

and felt a massive collision.

seemed to be the shape of

too much to describe; everything flooded my senses and overwhelmed

open and though it was still sub-zero out there, it felt warm to

lifted up in a

entire life. I huddled closer. A familiar scent flooded my nostrils,

I wanted to say was “Thank you,

had gripped me for the last few hours had dissipated. I shut my

had an infant in her arms. She walked in the snow for a long time until she was unable to

where it lay and departed on her own. The child, sensing the absence of its mother, cried out

afar. Fearful for the child’s safety, I had wanted to take a closer look.

the swing that hung from one of its branches. Grandma pushed me as she

a crowd and

closer look, the crowd lurched and

knew that the figure in the dream was Ashton, but whenever I reached out to try

Finally, I reached out into the

A voice beside

answer, but I was unable to