Chapter 139 

At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

a gap in my heart. Outside the window, the wind was howling. Soon, the

already one in the morning.

rain the last time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made some

the stairs to the

the plants were tilting to the side by the force of the raindrops. The sight of them

I had in common. With that thought, I walked into the garden and let the

it felt

so the rain was my chance to express my agony

with an umbrella, trying to drag me back to the house. However, she was not as young as me; if I

threw the umbrella aside and ran to the living room. When she came back out, she had a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t think about yourself, think about the baby

were lost in the howling wind. All I wanted to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could cry out all the grievance and misery in

was still a pregnant woman. Even if I were in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it after being in the rain

that moment, the world spun around

then, I heard Mrs. Eriksen’s

doorway. Then, he walked

up into his arms, he entered the

could see that he had a gloomy expression on his face. Then, I shut my eyes as

Ashton was back, Mrs. Eriksen no

closing the bedroom door, Ashton pulled off my

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