Chapter 139 

At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

on the bed all by myself, I felt as if there was a gap in my heart. Outside

was already one in the morning. Too frustrated to lie still anymore, I headed to the

the last time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made some modifications to

I went down the

garden. Now that it was raining heavily the plants were tilting to the side

common. With that thought, I walked into the garden and let the rain shower on

not cold, but it felt good to be in it. I had

so

Mrs. Eriksen found me, I was in the middle of crying. She anxiously came to me with an umbrella, trying to drag me back to the

her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t think about yourself,

to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could cry out all the grievance and misery in

in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it

moment, the

heard Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted

by the doorway. Then, he

lifted me up into

and I could see that he had a gloomy expression on his face.

Mrs. Eriksen no longer

door, Ashton pulled off my clothes

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