Winning Back His Ex's Wife's Broken Heart by Hayley

Chapter 41

Sarah's pov.

Sitting in my office, I stared at the email that just came through. "Congratulations, Sarah Williams. The deal has been approved. Looking forward to working with you."

It was official-my company had just landed the biggest deal of its career, a partnership that would launch us into a whole new level of success.

I sat back in my chair, letting the weight of it all settle in. This was the moment I'd been working toward for a year now.

The validation that every late night and stressful meeting had been worth it. I should have been over the moon.

And I was-at least, on the surface. But why did I feel like something was missing?

Before I could dwell on it too much, my phone buzzed. It was Emma.

"Hey, superstar!" Her voice was bright and cheerful. "Just heard the news. How does it feel to be on top of the world?"

I laughed, but it came out a little forced. "It feels... surreal. I mean, I knew we had a good chance, but seeing it in writing makes it real, you know?" "That's because it is real," Emma said firmly. "You've earned this, Sarah. You've worked your butt off to get here."

"Yeah, I guess so," I said, still staring at the email."It just feels... weird. Like, I should be celebrating, but something's holding me back."

There was a pause on Emma's end. I could practically hear her wheels turning, trying to figure me out, as usual.

"Alright," she said slowly, "spill. What's really going on? Is it Richard again?"

I sighed. Emma knew me too well. "I don't know," I admitted. "Maybe? I mean, I've been telling myself I'm over it, that I've moved on, but..." "But you haven't," she finished for me.

"Exactly," I said, rubbing my temples. "And I hate that. I hate that he's still in my head, even after everything. I'm finally where I want to be professionally, but emotionally, I feel like I'm stuck." Emma let out a soft laugh. "Sarah, you're not a robot. You don't just flip a switch and turn off years of feelings. You're human. It's okay to feel conflicted, even when you're killing it in business." I leaned forward, resting my elbows on my desk. "Yeah, but I don't want to feel conflicted. I want to feel like I've truly moved on. Like this deal, this success is enough to close that chapter for good."

"Look," Emma said, her tone softening, "you've been through a lot. Richard put you through the wringer, and it's not going to magically disappear just because you landed a huge deal." "But you're doing the right thing. You're focusing on your future, not your past."

"I know," I said, nodding. "It's just hard sometimes. I feel like every time I make progress, something pulls me back."

I'm over him, I'll see his name pop up somewhere, or I'll get a stupid reminder of our past, and it throws

But the fact that you're noticing them and still moving forward? That's growth. You're not letting him define you anymore." I leaned back in my chair, staring out the window. "I guess I just thought by now, I'd be... free.

how far you've come. A year ago, you wouldn't have been able to take a step like this,

making deals that will change your company's future.

a way of putting things into perspective. "You're right," I said. "I just need to stop being so hard on

a laugh. "Besides, this deal is just the beginning.

there was still a

this success was tied to my past, like I couldn't fully enjoy it because I hadn't let go of Richard?

Have a glass of champagne or something. You

hung up, I found myself staring at the city skyline

business was thriving, and I was standing on my own

me wondered if I'd ever be able to fully separate

to him-both the good and the bad. He had pushed me, in a

this point, I had to wonder-how much of my drive was fueled by the

driving me? Could I really keep moving forward without looking

my phone buzzed again. I glanced at

ignore it, but I knew I couldn't keep avoiding him forever. We had history, sure, but I

the call with

his voice smooth as always.

flatly, not

serious," he continued. "It's a big win

it is," I said, not quite sure what

and I could hear him shifting, probably trying to figure out how

he said finally.

my eyes.

you've

another long pause. I could almost

said slowly. "I do.

snapped, more annoyed than I'd meant to sound. "You think we can just go back to the way

I mean. I just... I don't know, Sarah. I miss