Chapter 48

Sarah's

pov.

I told myself over and over again, "We're just friends." That's what I had to believe.

But the truth was, every time I saw Richard, my heart did this annoying little flip, and I hated it.

We weren't supposed to be here-on the edge of something more. Not again.

It had started small, of course. Casual meetups, business dinners, nothing that screamed romantic.

But every time we sat across from each other, laughing about the most random things, I couldn't ignore that spark.

The way his eyes softened when I spoke. Or how he'd occasionally touch my hand, as if testing the waters.

I brushed it off. After everything we'd been through, there was no way I could trust him again. No way I could let myself feel that way. Right?

"Sarah, you're overthinking again," Emma had told me the other day on Facetime, her usual no-nonsense attitude shining through.

"Just enjoy it for what it is. You don't need to have all the answers right now."

But that was the thing. I did need answers. Because the longer this went on, the blurrier the line between friendship and... whatever this was, became. One night, after yet another business dinner where we somehow ended up talking about everything but work, Richard walked me to my car. It had become a habit at this point, something he did without thinking.

"Thanks for tonight," I said, fumbling with my keys. I was trying so hard to sound casual, like my heart wasn't racing just standing there next to him. "Anytime," he replied with that smile-that smile that used to make me melt. It still did, apparently, because I felt my face heat up.

There was a moment of silence, the kind that's supposed to feel comfortable but just felt loaded instead.

I cleared my throat, trying to break the tension. "Well, I guess I'll see you next week? We've got that meeting with the investors."

"Yeah, definitely," he said, but he didn't move. He was standing there, looking at me like he was waiting for something. And it made me nervous.

I turned to unlock the car door, needing an excuse to look away. But before I could reach the handle, Richard spoke again, his voice softer this time.

we're here. I mean, that we're... talking

shouldn't have said that. I paused, my hand hovering over the door. There it was-that shift, that emotional shit

want to go there.

too," I said cautiously, turning back

in defense, "I know. Just friends. I get

way he was

for some kind of

at least, I was trying not

rubbing my temples. "It's

calm, but there was something in it-an undercurrent of frustration

know I messed up. And I

in what felt like forever. He did seem different. More open, more

could stop myself, I

gaze softened. "Yeah.

between us seemed to shrink. My heart was racing again, but this time it wasn't

Something I hadn't let myself

to push it all down, but it was too late. We were too close now, and the

Richard started, but before he could finish, something shifted in

or the look in his eyes, or

my skin, his eyes searching mine for any sign that I might let

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

then, before I could stop it, his lips

light, so careful, like he was afraid I might

that cold, indifferent

barely touched mine, it was

he was waiting for me

we weren't that kind of couple anymore, that we

were both testing the waters, unsure

to pull away and remind him of all

telling me

slide to the back of my neck, pulling me

the hurt, the pain. All that existed was this-this kiss that shouldn't have happened but felt too

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