Chapter 44

"Oh, mother moon," the Queen cries out when she comes in without knocking. I look back to see her staring at them eyes. wide with her hand on her pearls. "Your majesty. Maybe try knocking next time. I could have warned you,"

This

i

is my home, she dismisses me. "Are these real?"

"Yes, I fail at hiding my laugh.

weren't at dinner, she comes over to me and starts inspecting the guns without touching them.

I'm weren't

not hungry. It was a long day."

"Yes, I saw it

it on Wolf National, she sighs. "You're quite the troublemaker, Local L**,

before he buys them I shrug. Tm not apologizing

the chairs at the tea time- table. At least, that's what I think that's for. "Jacob told me some

father. The only one I've ever

I look them all over and wonder why the f****k I brought all of them. But I oddly feel

into her head. I know how he sees me. I've always known, but it's not the truth. Everyone sees what they want to see. That kid in the diner saw something that didn't exist anymore. I signed that picture because I'm no one to burst his bubble and who knows? He could be the next generation of betas to take the city. To try and make it a better home. Neither of them knows that the s**t that happened with Darren was just the final straw to all the other f****d up s**t I've had to endure. "Do you still have

her! "With

I

loved my mother too. When my father died, she had to get a second job. When I was ton, she stopped going to either one. Bills started piling up. She stopped taking care of herself and I started

debt and I tried to get her some help. I reach into my pocket and show her the

on wolves who need tumors removed. It stops the accelerated healing around our major o**ns. Then she took my

as open. I found her like that our bathroom. I had to sit there until the paramedics 18:17

away. That is one of dozens of stories about me and

you that I am the strongest person he knows. That maybe a long time ago I was the kindest. To you, I might seem like I have so much to live for. My work. My father. My friends that now include you and your family. There is this weight on me. Weight I've been carrying my entire life and I'm tired, Ally. The bad outweighs all the goodness that I once held on to. I don't want to be strong anymore." "You know, I never believed in fate, she wipes her tears away, "I rejected my mate long before my husband came along. We were friends before we found out, but he lived a certain kind of lifestyle

my parents arranged for me to meet the prince. I told him and he thought it was funny, I fell in love with this man who had been raised the same way I had been. We had so much in common. When I finally was able to get pregnant with Jonas, I came across my mate again.

The f

"Yes,she smiles. "That's him,"

"Do you regret it?"

my sons, and my baby, she

my

head

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