Wolf Bait (Perry and Jonas)

Chapter 121

"Jo, I barely like myself. I honestly like you more than I do me. Do you really think I'd let some other a***hole put his hands on me? That I could stomach it? This is it," I point between us. "It's you or the convent. Do you guys have that? We have a pack called sisters of truth," "No, we don't have that. Abstinence isn't something we regulate as Lycans. We're beasts,"

"Well, Sisters of Truth is still an option. I think they might make an exception for the Wolf Bait girl. Deal. All in," I agree.

"Deal," he smiles and then looks me over like I'm some stranger to him.

"What?"

Nothing. I just-"

"Spit it out, Lycan King. Your Queen demands it," my heart flutters in alarm when he stands and steps closer to me.

"You seem so different. I'm looking at you and I see you, but there's this light in your eyes,"

"The feral part of me that kept me locked in is gone. That coldness and rage was her. I mean I still have that, but not like that. It both feels like I've lost everything and gained it all at once. Does that make sense,"

"Yes," he nods gripping the front of my t-shirt to pull me closer. "It makes perfect sense,"

stronger. This isn't what I wanted. I still have my reservations about the

very

this without him is killing me. I don't know, maybe this is my punishment. Maybe it's a gift. It sn't really matter anymore. Beating myself up over something I have no control over has always been the reason why I end up losing in

do this time around. What I do know is that I want to do things differently. I spent so much time angry at everyone else and hating myself for it that I lost my best friend. I ruined her. Turned her on

but I can try to make them right. That's right, Crys. I'm taking accountability, you p**o.

we land on the

his shorts. "You're naked. My clothes are

like my numbed senses are coming alive and I just want to feel them all. So far, being a Lycan is turning out to be... Lit. He tears away my clothes I notice where every piece of ripped cloth lands as his mouth nips

of my body where the King's marks had been. He gets to my knee and then slowly trails up until he finds the little aching bud begging for attention. "What's left. Let me have

broken as it did. His eyes come up to mine. "Take it because

like a slap across the face. It was just a couple

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say, Lycan King. If you can't beat him. Let him have what's left. He might

where his mark had been. His teeth elongate and I find myself wondering why the f****k I can't put my teeth away. I gasp when slowly pushes inside of me. It feels a hundred times

first time. His numbness. His darkness and pain. All of the words and actions make a little more sense now. Not that they didn't before. Fear and anger greet me along with a warmth I didn't think I'd ever find inside of him. For the first time since he started to fall, I believe him. The love and grief he felt in watching me fall apart are real. As our new bond snaps into place, our complicated emotions seem that much more, and then there's something I'm all too familiar with. Crystal's dominance. The