Wolf Bait (Perry and Jonas)

Chapter 121

"Jo, I barely like myself. I honestly like you more than I do me. Do you really think I'd let some other a***hole put his hands on me? That I could stomach it? This is it," I point between us. "It's you or the convent. Do you guys have that? We have a pack called sisters of truth," "No, we don't have that. Abstinence isn't something we regulate as Lycans. We're beasts,"

"Well, Sisters of Truth is still an option. I think they might make an exception for the Wolf Bait girl. Deal. All in," I agree.

"Deal," he smiles and then looks me over like I'm some stranger to him.

"What?"

Nothing. I just-"

"Spit it out, Lycan King. Your Queen demands it," my heart flutters in alarm when he stands and steps closer to me.

"You seem so different. I'm looking at you and I see you, but there's this light in your eyes,"

"The feral part of me that kept me locked in is gone. That coldness and rage was her. I mean I still have that, but not like that. It both feels like I've lost everything and gained it all at once. Does that make sense,"

"Yes," he nods gripping the front of my t-shirt to pull me closer. "It makes perfect sense,"

say anything else. This new bond is suffocating. It's strong and with my mark on him, it's only gotten stronger. This isn't what I wanted. I still have my reservations about the whole thing and I'm not

very

without him is killing me. I don't know, maybe this is my punishment. Maybe it's a gift. It sn't really matter anymore. Beating myself up over something I have no control over has always been

see the errors I made, Crystal had to sacrifice herself. I don't know what she expects me to do this time around. What I do know is that I want to do things differently. I spent so much time angry at everyone else and hating myself for it that I lost my best friend. I ruined her. Turned her on me and

I've done, but I can try to make them right. That's right, Crys. I'm taking accountability, you p**o. Even though half the s***t I

we land on

I say reaching for his shorts. "You're

I've never felt this ***ny before. It's like my numbed senses are coming alive and I just want to feel them all. So far, being a Lycan is turning out to be... Lit. He tears away my clothes I notice where every piece of ripped cloth lands as his mouth nips and sucks all over my chest. I shut my eyes letting our bond overwhelm what little reservations I have

stay this time?" he growls pinning my arms over my head. He leans in gently caressing the left side of my body where the King's marks had been. He gets to my knee and then slowly trails up until he finds the little aching bud begging for attention.

it then," I say, and I didn't mean for it to come out as broken as

Perry," the words feel like a slap across the face. It was just a couple of days ago that I'd tried to hurt him with them.

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Mon,

Chapter 121

King. If you can't beat him. Let him have what's

a hundred times better than it had ever before. He growls coming closer to lick my skin. He bites and nibbles irritating the skin there and teasing the bond driving me crazy. Just as

before. Fear and anger greet me along with a warmth I didn't think I'd ever find inside of him. For the first time since he started to fall, I believe him. The love and grief he felt in watching me fall apart are real. As our new bond snaps into place, our complicated emotions seem that much more, and then there's something I'm all too familiar with. Crystal's dominance. The beta call I had been missing since waking up. It's still inside of him and as his hips snap against my own I feel it bonding the two of us giving more than I deserve. I died his chosen mate, offered what I had