Wolf Bait (Perry and Jonas)

Chapter 121

"Jo, I barely like myself. I honestly like you more than I do me. Do you really think I'd let some other a***hole put his hands on me? That I could stomach it? This is it," I point between us. "It's you or the convent. Do you guys have that? We have a pack called sisters of truth," "No, we don't have that. Abstinence isn't something we regulate as Lycans. We're beasts,"

"Well, Sisters of Truth is still an option. I think they might make an exception for the Wolf Bait girl. Deal. All in," I agree.

"Deal," he smiles and then looks me over like I'm some stranger to him.

"What?"

Nothing. I just-"

"Spit it out, Lycan King. Your Queen demands it," my heart flutters in alarm when he stands and steps closer to me.

"You seem so different. I'm looking at you and I see you, but there's this light in your eyes,"

"The feral part of me that kept me locked in is gone. That coldness and rage was her. I mean I still have that, but not like that. It both feels like I've lost everything and gained it all at once. Does that make sense,"

"Yes," he nods gripping the front of my t-shirt to pull me closer. "It makes perfect sense,"

mark on him, it's only gotten stronger. This isn't what I wanted. I still have my reservations about the whole thing and I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to give him what I gave

very

matter anymore. Beating myself up over something I

what she expects me to do this time around. What I do know is that I want to do things differently. I spent so much time angry at everyone else and hating myself for it that I lost my best friend. I ruined her. Turned her on me and now she's gone. I

make them right. That's right, Crys. I'm taking accountability,

asks when we

his shorts. "You're naked. My clothes

He tears away my

this time?" he growls pinning my arms over my head. He leans in gently caressing the left side of my body where the King's marks had been. He gets to my knee and then slowly trails up until he finds the little aching bud begging for attention.

it to come out as broken as it did. His eyes

like resignation, Perry," the words feel like a slap across the face. It was just a couple of days ago that I'd tried to hurt him

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what they say, Lycan King. If you can't beat him. Let him

when slowly pushes inside of me. It feels a hundred times better than it had ever before. He growls coming closer to lick my skin. He bites and nibbles irritating the skin there and teasing

it to be a little like it had been the first time. His numbness. His darkness and pain. All of the words and actions make a little more sense now. Not that they didn't before. Fear and anger greet me along with a warmth I didn't think I'd ever find inside of him. For the first time since he started to fall, I believe him. The love and grief he felt in watching me fall apart are real. As our new bond snaps into place, our complicated emotions seem that much more, and then there's something I'm all too familiar with. Crystal's dominance. The beta call I had been missing since waking up. It's still inside of him and as his hips snap against my own I feel it bonding the two of us giving more than I deserve. I died his chosen mate, offered what