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instinctual reactions to him. I don't want them to but they still feel a little filthy to me. Disrespectful somehow.

The King stares at me with panic in his eyes before he pulls me into a hug. Dammit, he smells amazing. All I want to do now is breathe him in. My impatience from earlier is starting to melt away and my thoughts are a little clearer now. I don't know how I feel about my "None of that was your fault," he says after a long pause. A pause long enough for me to convince myself to step back, but his hold on me is tight.

"Maybe it wasn't, but the fact is that I'm carrying it and it's really fucking heavy. I infected you once already. I don't want to do it again," I don't want to hurt him or be the reason why he turns feral. "Believe it or not, that's progress," Dr. Salazar says.

"Shut the fuck up, Ed," the King growls. I hate that I think it's hilarious and I'm grateful that I am buried in the King's chest, so the man doesn't see me laughing at him. "Get the fuck out," "My King," he bows. "My Queen,"

The poor man all but runs out of the study. Silas finally breaks and bursts into laughter.

"You have to give the man credit for that. The moment you growled the first time, anyone else would have dropped it,"

"Get out, Sigh," the King glares at him. He smirks at me and steps out shutting the door behind him.

"Are you okay?" I ask him. He finally releases me and steps back. I welcome the space because his expression tells me he's not. "I'm sorry,"

"What are you sorry for?" he shakes his head.

"I don't know. Stressing you out like this when you should be focused on everything else at court. I honestly feel like me being in the looney bin would help,"

says frustratedly. It's a good look on him. I'm glad because there's probably going to be a lot of that

this would

does and

the situation myself," I shrug and drop into the seat across from his desk. "Just the evaluation made me want to stab him

belong here with me. By my side. I need

stir something in my belly and I have to avert my gaze. He's always taking so much. It's hard for me to keep

was being a piece of shit, it was called

that he needs just as much help as I do. That's

person who is ten steps ahead of the world. I'm always in control of how I do things and right now all I feel is guilt and fear. That's

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at fucking up. I look at you and I see how bad I made things for you.

don't want to move forward with you if I'm going to keep destrovin Mackenzie and Jake. I did it to myself. I can't do it to

I consented to all of it the same way you

just too distracted to see it. You have a purpose. A purpose great

give

more than what we're being forced to endure. For both of

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