Chapter 156

"Are we alone because of what I said to James the other day?" I ask Dr. Salazar.

"No, this part of your treatment is personal. Group therapy doesn't go as deep as one-on-one sessions,"

"Oh," I nod. "What do you want to talk about?"

"All right," he smiles. "I'd like to ask how you're feeling. We've been working together for a bit now. How do you think things are going?"

"It's been twenty-six days," I say.

"It has," he nods.

"I feel well rested. My mind is a little clearer,"

"Good," he writes it down. "Now that you've had some time to think. What is it that you want to achieve in your time here?"

"I want to get better,"

"You've said that, but what does that mean to you? When you say I want to get better. Better at what?"

"In general. I guess,"

Explain," he encourages. I don't know what to say. I end up just staring back at him and shrug. "All right. W somewhere small? Was it something someone said or did that made you realize that who you are now is wrong:

"I guess it started when I was sold to the King," I shrug.

"Okay, tell me about that day,"

"I had just gotten released from the precinct I worked at,"

"Were you there working?"

"No, I had gotten arrested for telling the Alpha and Luna off the night before. I had been really drunk,"

"Continue,"

t we start

"Jake, my father-in-law, drove us home. Beta Tyler was waiting for us when we arrived. He asked me to get presentable because he was escorting me to the pack house,"

"Were you

and Tyler close?"

my mate. We all went to the academy together for beta training. I know his mate

showered, brushed

my

with him and four others. He told got -me I fucked up and that the Alpha was no

"Did you struggle?"

I hadn't slept in a while and I was probably still

to hurt him,"

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told your alpha and Luna off.

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to the pack house to celebrate the announcement of

momentous event in a pack's history.

The announcement. The Luna. The Alpha. All

"Why?"

in my head, but choosing the

did their joy bother you,

they didn't deserve it," spills from my mouth, and as soon as it's out there, a flood of guilt just washes over me. The part of

Morgan was treated in the years after Darren's death. The changes to her person Calvin made. The modifications she went through. The fake tits, the long hair, the makeup, and the pathetic princess

dropped out of the hunting program despite being top of her class. She stopped going

who took his family out of the shit

closed because neither Morgan nor myself was helping them get by. Her siblings were rejected from the academy and forced to go public. I see

that Calvin was her actual mate. Had he looked past the superficial he would have known that Morgan had been born to lead. Before him, she

had this special aura that drew people in while I pushed them away. It

what he did to her. She didn't deserve what I did to her. Hot tears stream down my face. Dr. Salazar offers me a tissue and I sigh when I reach for the box to see it's fucking Lightning McQueen themed. "Why

betrayal I felt. I still feel it. Every time I think of her. Every time I think of how I lost everything. She's

were

above the apartment my mom and I stayed in after my dad died. She and her siblings

Let's talk about her. What was she

I've kind of always been an asshole. I

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When my mom would disappear and I had no money for food or hygienic stuff. She'd take my clothes in her backpack and wash them with hers. I'd wake up with a freshly folded pile of clean laundry and a leftover tupperware. "When I learned to hack the ATMs, she was the one that kept me from emptying them. At first, she was pissed but after sleeping on it she knew that there was no other way. I was eleven and no one was going to give me a job because of who my parents were. She was my lookout. Literally, anything that's redeemable about me can be

changes in her attitude leading up to your

were really excited the night before. She had a date and I had just given

I took the opportunity to go to the doctor since Darren always made a huge deal out of everything. I had just found out I was five weeks pregnant and she was the first person I told. The following week she went with me to get an ultrasound and I asked her to keep it to herself until I got back. She

little scared because we were nineteen and barely on track to where we wanted to be but I was scared for nothing. He was so happy. So, I called her and told her. We were both delighted and she told

lidn't happen,"

on my way back home the sirens for a rogue attack blared. I backtracked and headed towards the pack house where Darren was stationed. I was two minutes away when he was

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