Wolf Bait (Perry and Jonas)

Chapter 200

“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

to see that he’s not the kind of person that holds on to the dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them brutally. That guy looks at you like the f****ng sun shines out of your

tell you how many times I’ve told him to f****k off and he

it doesn’t matter to him because unlike you, he’s a very forgiving person. I’ve never seen you like this. Don’t let what could have been with Darren f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms. He’s never going to compare what you can do to what he can. That’s micro-d****k **it

You took it the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all

know-it-all I am without him pushing me to this. I was nineteen when he was murdered, Knight. We had time to figure out how

opinion of him or anyone else’s. I’m just

same thing even before my hair

looks okay. You’re intimidating now. You were such a soft girl

No, I

as Violetta, but you were up there. You had this

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you think all the guys see you as

the King’s men want

I hope they do. You guys are

dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering baby and I’m six years

your mom hits you with her belt when you

I’m invested. You need two more to

got them for me,” I reach over to get some of the bags he pushed off the table earlier. I find another box with

“Sure,” he agrees.

agree? What if

person I know. That’s a Violetta-level

true,” I agree. “She’s mean