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“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any

times I’ve told him to f****k off and he thought it was funny,” I push him away. He scoots back

very forgiving person. I’ve never seen you like this. Don’t let what could have been with Darren f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms. He’s never going to compare what you can do

competed against the Rogue King since you joined the KNAVE. You took it the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all

without him pushing me to this. I was nineteen when he was murdered, Knight. We had time to figure out

opinion of him or anyone else’s. I’m just glad you’re alive. Even if you look like

thing even before

now. You were such a soft

off. No, I wasn’t,”

up there. You had this

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I didn’t. Shut up,

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you think all the guys see you as their

even the King’s men want

Queen and I hope they do. You guys

because you’re a baby. A six foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed,

with her belt when you go home,” I glare at him making him laugh

invested. You need two more to complete

some of the bags he pushed off the table earlier. I find another box

“Sure,” he agrees.

to agree? What

unreasonable person I know.

true,” I agree.

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