Chapter 200

“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of

tell you how many times I’ve told him to f****k off and he thought it was funny,” I push him away. He scoots back and

him because unlike you, he’s a very forgiving person. I’ve never seen you like this. Don’t let what could have been with Darren f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms. He’s never going to compare what you can do

joined the KNAVE. You took it the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since

I am without him pushing me to this. I was nineteen when he was murdered, Knight. We had time to

of him or anyone else’s. I’m just glad you’re

thing even before my hair

You were such a soft girl as a

No, I wasn’t,” I

you were up there.

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I didn’t.

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the guys see you as

King’s men want

Queen and I hope they do. You guys are like fifty years

six foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering baby and I’m six years older than

her belt when you go home,” I glare at him

your toys, you big baby. I’m invested. You need two more to complete the set. I’m keeping one

over to get some of the bags he pushed off the table earlier. I find another box with the same series picture as the first one. “Can you at least do

“Sure,” he agrees.

just going to agree? What if

the least unreasonable person I

true,” I agree. “She’s mean as

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