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“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them brutally. That guy looks at you like the f****ng sun

you how many times I’ve told him to f****k off

this. Don’t let what could have been with Darren f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in

hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all we

wouldn’t be the insufferable know-it-all I am without him pushing me

opinion of him or anyone else’s. I’m just glad you’re alive. Even if you look

said the same thing even before

now. You were such

I wasn’t,” I

were up there.

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didn’t.

3

the guys see

the King’s men want to protect

they do. You guys are like fifty years older

because you’re a baby. A six foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering

when you go

more to

he pushed off the table

“Sure,” he agrees.

going to agree? What if my request

the least unreasonable person I

true,” I agree. “She’s

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