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“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

of person that holds on to the dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them brutally. That guy looks at you like the

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve told him to f****k off and he thought it

f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms. He’s

Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all we did was try

to change that. I wouldn’t be the insufferable know-it-all I am without him pushing me to this. I was nineteen when he was murdered, Knight. We had time to figure

of him or anyone else’s. I’m just glad you’re alive. Even if you look like a

said the same thing even before my

were such a soft

No, I wasn’t,” I

but you were up there. You had this face that said Baby

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didn’t. Shut up,

3

do you think all the guys

King’s men want to protect

their Queen and I hope they do. You

it’s because you’re a baby. A six foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering baby and I’m six years older

belt when you

need two more to complete the set. I’m keeping

got them for me,” I reach over to get some of the bags he pushed off the table

“Sure,” he agrees.

agree? What if my

I know.

agree. “She’s mean as

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