Chapter 200

“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

around him enough to see that he’s not the kind of person that holds on to the dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them

off and he thought it was

f***k up what’s happening now with Jonas. The King knows what he has in his arms.

since you joined the KNAVE. You took it the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all we did was try to one-up each

I wouldn’t be the insufferable know-it-all I am without him pushing me to this. I was

you’re saying. It doesn’t change my opinion of him or anyone

the same thing

You were such a soft

No, I wasn’t,” I

but you were up there. You had this face that said Baby

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I didn’t. Shut up,

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think all the guys

King’s men want to protect

I’m their Queen and I hope they do. You guys are

foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering baby and I’m six years older

when you go home,”

toys, you big baby. I’m invested. You need two more to complete the set. I’m keeping one if you get an

the table earlier. I find another box with the same series picture as the first one. “Can you at least do

“Sure,” he agrees.

to agree? What if my

I know. That’s

I agree.

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