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“I know that. I-” I clear my throat. “I was committed for a while. I’m not going out of my mind because the blue monkshood that Darren wanted to use to help Mackenzie works,”

“You’re kidding,” he laughs. “You allowed yourself to be put in a m**ntal health institution?”

“I volunteered. Yeah,” I nod.

“Please tell me what f****ed up thing you did to convince yourself that it was time?”

“I was going feral and I’let Jonas mark me to extend my time. While we were bonded I opened up our mating bind to everything knowing that when I died he’d potentially become feral. Then I made him swear to kill me once I got him what he wanted. Then he did after I told him I loved him for never disappointing me,”

“Why would you do that? You said-”

“I know what I said,” I growl at him. “But they hadn’t paid for what they did to me and I knew that when I died he was going to go after everyone. You’ve seen him. He’s a monster just like us. Maybe he doesn’t have the experience we do, but the potential was f***king phenomenal,”

“You’re an a****ole,” he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I know. It got worse when I woke up like this,” I motion myself. “He made the connection when I woke immediately tried to rip my throat out in front of him,”

up

and I

“***k,” he comes over and wraps his arms around me now that I can’t stop crying.

“I f*****ng did that to him and he’s never punished me for it,” I choke out. “Look at all of this. I don’t deserve any of it. I’m the biggest piece of shit I know. It doesn’t make sense that I get to have any of it,”

holds on to the dark stuff the way we do. You should have seen him f***ing shit up with his brother. If any of my brothers ever tried half the shit he did, I would have ended any of them brutally. That

him to f****k off and he thought it was funny,” I push him away.

happening now with

the hardest when he died. Darren and I had known each other since we were pups. Growing up, all we did was

up being mates, wasn’t going to change that. I wouldn’t be the insufferable know-it-all I am without him pushing me to this. I was

get what you’re saying. It doesn’t change my opinion of him or anyone else’s. I’m just glad you’re alive. Even if you look like a dumb

same thing even before my

intimidating now. You were such

I wasn’t,” I

but you were up there.

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didn’t. Shut up,

3

all the guys see you

King’s men

their Queen and I hope they do. You guys are like fifty

foot, dark humor, sailor-mouthed, engineering

with her belt when you go

toys, you big baby. I’m invested. You need two more to complete the set. I’m keeping one if

These are all mine. My King got them for me,” I reach over to get some of the bags he pushed off the table earlier. I find another box with the same series picture as the first

“Sure,” he agrees.

going to agree? What if my request

the least unreasonable person I

agree. “She’s

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