You’re Mine by Penny Brooks

 Harper

 I didn’t want to go to Blake’s party, and I tried to come up with every excuse in my head to back out.

I even ran a few of them past Sadie once I found out Easton was dead set on going.

But each excuse I gave to my best friend, she returned with the same reply—that I was going no matter what, and her sassy self didn't want to hear any more abott it.

Anxiety ate at me all day.

I could feel it in my hands while I was getting ready, my eye liner a wobbly line, far too thick and beyond repairable.

But after that joint we smoked in the car and the electric blue punch that I've been sipping from Blake’s kitchen—that probably has thirty different kinds of alcohol in it, oops, whatever—I hate to admit that I’m actually having fun.

But I really am.

Blake’s game room, which is more like an arcade, is where we've spent most of the night.

The boys have been battling out an epic game of beer pong, Sadie and I jumping in to partner with them when we're not lost in our own war of Ms.

Pac—Man or bowling— because, of course Blake has a bowling alley in his basement.

And whenever we run low on drinks, Blake sends one of his servers to refill our glasses.

I've never been to a high school party that has waiters.

Not even Easton hires them for his ragers.

But I’m not surprised that Blake has gone all out, he doesn’t do anything half—assed.

Even as he’s standing next to Easton, partnering with him on this round of pong, he looks perfect.

His hair is more styled than mine.

His outfit is so put together, I swear he uses a Stylist.

He catches me looking at him and smiles and when he finishes the round with Easton, he comes over to the bowling area where Sadie and I are hanging out.

he says, clinking his glass

a good time?” He looks up at the TV

“Damn, you're on fire.

did I,” I admit,

few more of those”—he nods toward my glass—“and I just might be getting a kiss at midnight.” “Blake

friends, that's all we've ever been, and I know that.” “Damn it!” Sadie shouts at her second attempt, which turns out

ever wanted to protect you, right?” he says

want anyone hurting you,

that makes me fucking crazy.” “Thank you,” I whisper, feeling his words, the

known you've had my back.” That's

when I've allowed Sadie and Easton and Aisha to creep into my

went by my heart and the way it’s felt, I’ ve

“Good.” His grin grows.

I doing wrong?” Sadie whines, a quick glance telling me she went

in the air, like she’s trying to actually fight

to Blake,

tamed and make all this drama—the spray painting and the name calling and the WHGOSSIP posts—go away.” When I realize how silly I sound, that Blake doesn’t have control over

but it’s getting to be a lot.” “You don’t deserve it,

does it keep happening? Who am I hurting so badly that

“I wish I knew.

it all away and replace

the servers returns with a full glass of punch and a drink

them off the tray and hands

good news is, you're

attempts a fourth try and fails again,

of a new year and

start it off with a fucking dud of a night.” He's

last New Year's I'll

to college, everything

return home for the holidays, who knows if we'll

We could lose touch.

totally different

for having this party,” I