You’re Mine by Penny Brooks

Chapter 167

Harper

Ever since my breakdown with Easton the other night, I feel like a complete idiot.

It's not like he can help where he gets accepted.

He's brilliant and rich on top of that.

I just had this oh shit moment of what happens to us along with the panic of how far we've come and what happens if everything gets stripped away? I'm not in the best mood when I get to school the next day, despite Easton's encouraging texts all night long and me apologizing, it just feels off.

I still haven't heard from any school, and no matter how many times you refresh your email on your phone, it's not like the colleges go, oh cool, she's finally ready for us to email her.

Despite all that, I still refresh my email once I'm in the parking lot of the school.

My hands shake as I stare down at the screen.

I have new emails.

And one is from a college, I panic, then get excited, then panic again.

I probably wouldnt even notice if Aisha was breathing down my neck like a dirty little dragon whore.

I click open.

And nearly drop my phone.

I got into San Jose State.

Granted, it wasn't my first choice, but I'm at least going to be going to a college and not having to explain to people that I wanted a year off or that I wanted to go to a community school.

God, that would have been horrible.

I smile down at my phone again.

"Looking at porn?" a deep voice asks.

“Hilarious.” I turn and throw my arms around Easton.

"Whoa!" He hugs me back.

“What's this for? The naked dudes you were just looking at or—" "—Shut it!" I squeeze him tighter then whisper into his ear, "I got into San Jose State"

His body tenses, then relaxes as he squeezes my body and rocks me back and forth.

“I'm so fucking proud of you"

on him the way you rely on air so you can breathe— and

slightly, enough to press his mouth against mine and make me

"This is epic"

"I know"

Tears fill my eyes.

“I wasn't," he

and start to move away, but he grabs

"I wasnt," he repeats.

any college would want

cant help my smile as I answer

on your hands and knees?" He immediately moves away and drops to his

"NO!" I laugh.

get up!" He shrugs and

Oh God.

starting

whole Dirty Dancing moment but the opposite

his name again as phones come out around

they're catching the

I dig it.

I really do.

slowly rises, his body sliding against mine until he’s

clothes could send us to Hell because

get so lucky? "About the crawling...”

kind of liked acting like

don't want

throw my head back and

you're out

Stanford"

were you just crawling toward her?" Ryan

Stanford students, do not

the minute Ryan

looks between us, then forces a smile and grabs Easton by

and reaches into his bag, handing over notes that just prove again why he got into Stanford and

in my throat and start walking while Easton jogs ahead, swearing that he forgot one of his

are these the last moments we're going to have? With us flirting in the parking lot, him running to class, and me watching everything pass us by

have left, because what if this really is the end of

hits me in the back of

you bang me over the head

of the

know that look, fuck I've had to live with that look and the fact that my sisters getting

overthinking this; it's just

I roll my