Your Love Is My Weapon

Chapter 46

Xavier quickly took her to the hospital.

Arya heard Sunny crying in the ward when she was walking in the corridor.

Arya quickened her pace and pushed open the door. Two nurses couldn't control her, and Arya stepped forward to help.

"What are you doing?" Arya didn't understand why she was like that. When she left, Sunny was not so emotionally irritated.

It seemed that Sunny had found a straw to save her life and she held Arya tightly. “I'm so scared being here alone. Those images haunt me when I close my eyes.”

Arya understood her breakdown and patted her on the back to comfort her. "You will be okay. Everything will be fine while time passes.”

But she knew that the pain would never be alleviated. And the pain may even become sharper and made her suffer for the rest of her life.

Sunny held Arya and put her chin against her shoulder, trembling. "You won't understand. They tortured me... I would rather die. I'm miserable.”

"If you die, no one will know what you have experienced. But those who had hurt you can still live a happy life. Your death will not affect anyone but only make your parents suffer.”

When Sunny said she wanted to kill herself, Arya thought of herself in the past. She also wanted to die. It was the child who came to her by accident that saved her.

Arya felt pain when thinking of that child. She closed her eyes. "What I've experienced is even more terrible, but I'm still alive. You will not have the chance to punish those who hurt you if you kill yourself."

Xavier stood at the door and was shocked to see the sadness in Arya's eyes.

He knew that she had experienced a lot, but he was eager to get close to her and to hear her stories now.

'What exactly had she gone through so she could say that?"

Sunny was comforted by Arya and calmed down gradually. She didn't say that she wanted to die but she refused to let Arya go.

"I don't want to be alone.” She couldn't sleep and she would think too much if she was alone here. Arya patted her on the back. "I won't go. I'll stay with you.”

"I want to go home.” She felt that others looked at her with strange eyes.

She could not stand others’ gossip.

Arya agreed to take her home.

However, she didn't dare to let her stay at home alone. “What if she hurt herself again?"

She looked up at Xavier. "Can I not go back tonight?"

Only then did Sunny found that there was another person standing at the door. When she saw Xavier's face, she opened her mouth wide in disbelief. 'Why is he here?’

“What is the relationship between Arya and him?"

Xavier pursed his lips and did not answer.

Arya thought that as long as she was obedient to him, he would be kinder to her.

She lowered her head in disappointment, not even wanting to see him

"How do you know you will be rejected before I say anything?"

Arya raised her head abruptly and asked in an uncertain tone, "You agree?”

Xavier didn't answered directly, "Pack your belongings up and I'll help you with discharge formalities.”

he turned around and

was still

His attitude and his actions were

that your relationship is special. Otherwise,

coat for her. Sunny grabbed her hand. "Do you know

relationship. I just..have a deal with

have misunderstood her relationship

something but

tell that Arya was not

discharge formalities, and Arya had packed up Sunny's belongings and

He glanced at Arya through the rearview

told her the address

had been living in Xavier's

knew that her relationship with Xavier would come to an end and she

got off the car

go in." Arya

Xavier nodded.

disappearing into the night. Instead of

through his expression was under the colorful

up the bed. No one had

the bed. She opened the window to get some fresh air

became complicated. She could not see Xavier's expression clearly and could only see that he

what are you doing? Can you sleep

"Oh, okay."

and turned

any

"I can't fall asleep.”

yes and went to get her the wine. It was bought by

in with the wine

leaned against

poured

you tell me about you?" Sunny looked at

the

she poured

want to tell me,

also gulped down

right.

gave birth to twins, a boy and a girl who are one year younger

My mother found out the truth and couldn't bear it... She jumped down from the

pain. She widened her eyes

sorry, I shouldn't

tightly,

what her mother said to

you alone in this terrible world. Promise me. You will live a

unable to stop

forget how her mother was lying on

away the tears from the corner

suicide, but she

could not be weak. She had promised her mother to

anyone know? Other people

no longer as excited as when she talked about his mother. She said mockingly, "My father sent me to prison for his only son. He probably didn't want to admit that I'm his daughter too." She omitted the experience that she had been

She looked indifferent.

still felt