Your Love Is My Weapon

Chapter 89

Arya didn't want to see Xavier's gloomy face.

To her, it was an accident. It was a light in her dark life and also a painful spot that she no longer wanted to touch in her life.

She and Xavier couldn't be together. Why should they have a child?

It would be fine if the child was safe and healthy, but if it was like four years ago, she would die. She couldn't bear the pain again.

Xavier held her face and made her look at him. He said in a deep voice, "You don't even want to see me, do you?"

The terrible pressure made Arya hard to breathe. She said in a choked voice, "Don't force me." Xavier resisted the urge to strangle her and said word by word, "Let me ask you again, are you willing to give birth to a child for me?"

"No... am not...

Xavier quickly held her chin and kissed her on her lips. She couldn't say anything now. Xavier's face became gloomier, and the fire in his eyes was surging, which was extremely terrifying.

He clenched his back teeth, pressed his thumb against her lips, and pressed them hard. "I'm afraid it's not up to you!"

Arya's only feeling was pain, but his words hurt her more.

Xavier tugged at her collar and stripped her clothes despite her will. Arya struggled, "I don't want it"

Xavier didn't seem to hear her and she was no match for him in physical strength.

"Xavier! Don't make me hate you!"

Xavier's hand paused. “What did she call me just now?

“Xavier?!

Her address to him had always been Mr. Jones. No matter how close they were, she always addressed him in a polite, distant way.

'Did she just call my name?"

His mind was in turmoil because of her calling his name. His heart was pounding and an indistinct feeling swamped him.

Slowly, he let go of her, but his heart was filled with emotions.

He wanted to smoke to clear his mind, but there wasn't one in his pocket. Arya saw his intention and quickly grabbed the cigarette on the table and handed it to him.

up at her

Arya's eyes, and she looked into Xavier's eyes. "Our relationship is improper in the first place. What will our relationship be if

He was Harriet's fiancé.

not, she

Harriet, they were like

they

though Xavier was angry, she couldn't

what she was trying to say and took the cigarette from her

give up on the idea of

was nothing more

of it before the new

the cigarette for him. "Suddenly want to smoke?" Xavier took a deep

and the smoke from his fingertips drifted. After

shook her head decisively

gently caressed her cheek and stopped

could he forget how stubborn this

even hurt herself to resist

scar with his fingertips. "I don't like that. When Edward comes

scar, he could remember how she had got it. Every time he thought

am all yours." Arya knew that he was no longer angry and sat beside him, leaning on him. There was a smell of tobacco on his body,

and

the door of the room was knocked, and soon Nanny Joy's voice came.

frowned. "Why is Jacob here so

arms and reached out to smooth the wrinkles on his collar. "He must have something to tell you, or he wouldn't

bed now. I'll go down and meet him." Xavier also came back from the court today

something to

and left the room. Downstairs, Jacob

asked,

to you, so she called me." Jacob knew that Xavier would definitely go out when he heard this, so

several calls from home. He grabbed his coat and went out. When he reached the entrance, he called Nanny Joy.

Joy nodded and

that she had

nodded and asked Jacob to go

had been sent

at the ward, Nanny May just came back with

her and asked, "How's

careful. Madam is not happy.” Nanny May wanted to remind