Your Love Is My Weapon

Chapter 89

Arya didn't want to see Xavier's gloomy face.

To her, it was an accident. It was a light in her dark life and also a painful spot that she no longer wanted to touch in her life.

She and Xavier couldn't be together. Why should they have a child?

It would be fine if the child was safe and healthy, but if it was like four years ago, she would die. She couldn't bear the pain again.

Xavier held her face and made her look at him. He said in a deep voice, "You don't even want to see me, do you?"

The terrible pressure made Arya hard to breathe. She said in a choked voice, "Don't force me." Xavier resisted the urge to strangle her and said word by word, "Let me ask you again, are you willing to give birth to a child for me?"

"No... am not...

Xavier quickly held her chin and kissed her on her lips. She couldn't say anything now. Xavier's face became gloomier, and the fire in his eyes was surging, which was extremely terrifying.

He clenched his back teeth, pressed his thumb against her lips, and pressed them hard. "I'm afraid it's not up to you!"

Arya's only feeling was pain, but his words hurt her more.

Xavier tugged at her collar and stripped her clothes despite her will. Arya struggled, "I don't want it"

Xavier didn't seem to hear her and she was no match for him in physical strength.

"Xavier! Don't make me hate you!"

Xavier's hand paused. “What did she call me just now?

“Xavier?!

Her address to him had always been Mr. Jones. No matter how close they were, she always addressed him in a polite, distant way.

'Did she just call my name?"

His mind was in turmoil because of her calling his name. His heart was pounding and an indistinct feeling swamped him.

Slowly, he let go of her, but his heart was filled with emotions.

He wanted to smoke to clear his mind, but there wasn't one in his pocket. Arya saw his intention and quickly grabbed the cigarette on the table and handed it to him.

looked up at her and

still tears in Arya's eyes, and she looked into Xavier's eyes. "Our relationship is

He was Harriet's fiancé.

it or not,

Harriet, they

he afraid that they were not humiliated

was angry,

was trying to say and took the

give up on the idea of letting her

nothing more

rid of it before

to smoke?" Xavier took a deep look at her, and her careful look gradually calmed Xavier's

lowered his head so as to light the cigarette, and the smoke from his fingertips drifted. After a while, he said, "Did I scare

head decisively and

gently caressed her cheek and stopped on the light scar on

he forget how stubborn this woman

hurt herself to

his fingertips. "I don't like that. When Edward comes

she had got it. Every

yours." Arya knew that he was no longer angry and sat beside him, leaning on him. There was a smell of tobacco on his body, and

in his arms and sighed. “What should I do with

the door of the room was knocked, and soon Nanny Joy's

is Jacob here

wrinkles on his collar. "He must

came back from the

must have something to tell him

room. Downstairs, Jacob stood

saw this and asked, "Why didn't you come

accidentally slipped on the snow and twisted her ankle. Nanny May couldn't get through to you, so she called me." Jacob

several calls from home. He grabbed his coat and went out. When he reached the entrance,

Joy nodded

she had hurt her bone, so she'll have to recuperate

to go back.

been sent to

just came back

also saw her and asked,

bones were hurt and should recuperate for a period... Be careful. Madam is not happy.” Nanny May wanted to remind