A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 57

Chapter Fifty–Seven – Pt# 1 

‘I killed you,‘ I whispered in my head. ‘You did nothing wrong and I killed you.‘ 

“Ahh...,” was the only sound that left me. 

I was fairly certain that telling him that information didn‘t exactly scream that he could trust me; a vital part of any possible relationship to start. Would it be wrong of me to keep it a secret? It seemed like such an unnecessary gamble to ruin something that didn‘t need to be tarnished so quickly. 

“...Aria?” he prompted. 

“I‘m trying to remember,” I lied. 

I could see it now... his eyes changing to become wary, unsure of who I was. His death was just the start o fa list of names whose lives I had ended up claiming. Would he see me as a murderer? 

| swallowed back my hesitance and cleared my throat. If I was willing to finally put the past behind me then there was no reason to ruin my future because of it. 

“No,” I eventually answered. “I… can‘t recall ever having met you. I was never running late in the library that day since there was no reason for me to be so distracted. And because I wasn‘t running late, I never accidentally collided with you in the hallway… therefore we never met to my knowledge.” 1 

It wasn‘t necessarily a lie. We technically had never met, it‘s just that I‘d managed to orchestrate his entire demise from the comfort of my own home. 

“Ah, I see...,” he said in thought before smiling. “Man, your life really was tragic, aye?” 

Texhaled in relief disguised as a laugh. “I‘m sure your ego kept you company adequately enough.” 

We continued to chat whilst we walked and I did my best to explain everything as best I could; though purposely remained vague in regards to any of my less pleasant actions or his death. I told him about my life from where it diverted; about the Goddess, Myra, my visions, and about Thea... or what I thought knew about Thea at least. 1 

“It all weirdly explains a lot of the things that used to confuse me about you…,” he said as we walked across the threshold of where he was staying. 

Both of us had instinctively walked back to his place without needing to confirm where we wanted to go. I certainly didn‘t feel up to facing my parents right now. 

“...And why you were blaming yourself about Myra,” he continued, closing the door behind us. 

A pit of guilt churned in my stomach. “I couldn‘t save her the second time. I don‘t know why I didn‘t see it i na vision like before.” 

“Hey, it‘s not your fault,” he said as he stepped closer, “You can‘t blame yourself for not knowing... and you especially can‘t blame yourself for some random power thing you‘ve don‘t have control over.” 

I sighed, closing my eyes a little in relier. It felt nice to hear those words from someone who knew the full picture. It made me feel like I wasn‘t alone. Here was someone who wasn‘t required by my birth to care for me, and they were telling me i wasn‘t to blame. And I loved my father, don‘t get me wrong, but nothing he could‘ve said would have made me feel quite the same since Cai had no real obligation to me. 

After a few moments passed though, I became painfully aware that both of us were standing silently at his door, neither of us moving. 

“Okay,” I finally said, breaking the silence. “I should probably get some sleep since it‘s been a rough night. I sit okay if I crash on your couch––,” 

I didn‘t get to finish my request though because his lips were then suddenly on line, hungrily drinking me i 

...And miraculously, I wasn‘t so tired anymore. 

I instantly dropped the dagger from my hand, letting it fall to the ground with a clunk, and reached up to grab his shoulders, pulling him towards me 

A low growl in approval sounded from his throat that did all kinds of inexplicable things to my insides, and he quickly hoisted me up against the wall, my legs wrapping around his waist as if they‘d always belonged there. His hands were gripped firmly around my thighs as he‘d positioned himself perfectly between them and I could feel his desire as he pressed himself against me. 

“Fuck, Aria,” he groaned as he kissed me along my neck. “Do you have any idea how crazy you make me? How long I‘ve wanted to do this?‘ 

Thad every mind to reply but honestly, at that point, I wanted nothing more than for him to just continue touching me everywhere, to continue making me feel more of him against me. 

The only reply I managed in the end was more of a whimpering of his narne as my back arched inwards to meet his body. Something that was met with only more kissing and a grunt of his own. 

I felt his hand travel under the hem of my dress and try to work its way up but my clothes were too tight around the chest area, restricting any more access. 

“Too many clothes,” he grumbled, feeling around my back until he touched the zipper. 

He didn‘t pull it down though, his hand pausing for a moment as if in thought, and instead he threw me over his shoulder in a fireman‘s carry, making it seem as though I weighed absolutely nothing 

Cai!” | Squealed in surprise, unable to stop my giggling. “Put me down! I can walk!” 

as he began walking towards what was probably the bedroom. “You have a habit of storming away whenever I finally get to kiss you. This

though I did feel a little bad. But I couldn‘t help it. Something about being carried like this was too exciting to mull in guilt.

my want for him higher. A part o í me even wondered what it would be like once I was shifted and became open to senses far more

it would be nice nonetheless. If it was between purely a fake emotional attachment induced by the Goddess‘ choice, and someone who genuinely cared about me but wouldn‘t give

all this talk of mates was me getting a little ahead of myself. I hadn‘t even spoken to Cal yet about us.. about how it would even be possible for us

time to go into all of that yet..

unzip the back of my dress. His touch was a fire that made me want to forget all my worries, but I managed to

“Cai,” I whispered. 

at myself though when i realised that it didn‘t even sound

him to stop what

I repeated, trying again. “Hang on a second. I need to ask you

a daze. My heart swelled a little at seeing him like that, seeing the effect I had on him, knowing that it was me that had done that. It was identical to how my mind

he asked, his breath

myself say in my head as I gazed

what your relationship with Iris is. Iris Sullivan from the Hidden

stared at me in disbelief almost as if he couldn‘t believe I

Did you ever

was someone who would be a good match for Cai, I could see how someone like Iris would be a perfect fit. She was of Alpha blood too, attractive, smart, funny... kind even to strangers. Clearly, she was into Cai since she‘d called him her ‘hot date‘. If they were or had been together though, then it meant that the words Cai had told me the

not sleep with

I felt so much better, more assured.

called you her ‘hot date‘... what was

up and rubbed at

Her father propositioned me to take Iris as a chosen mate in the event neither of us found our destined ones. Given our families lineage and the affiliation it could create, it seemed like a good deal for both our packs. Iris even came to me and confessed

how the proposal would have been extremely beneficial to both parties. They really would be a

you say?” I asked hesitantly, now unsure if I even wanted to know about this anymore.

be with this one very stubborn, very annoying old lady who always makes me constantly

I knew that, as nice as being with Cai

world. Our relationship would possibly ignite a war, something that I‘d been trying to push out of my mind to just enjoy the euphoric moment

there was whether he‘d meet his destined mate. Something I would be helpless to stand in the way of once he experienced it. I knew how good it felt to

Fifty Seven –

would be

already experienced it once, I was far better prepared to deal with it and see it for what it truly was; an unwilling decision decreed by a deity that, according to Selene herself, wasn‘t able

Cai didn‘t have a mate, Luna, or child prior to his death. A death

risk I‘d have to be willing to accept and step back from, no matter how

Chapter Filly–Seven–Pt# 2 

“Aria?” Cai asked, pulling

gently reached out and poked a finger between my brows, making me realise I

me you‘re overthinking something...

his joke. I hadn‘t realised

sorry,” I said, as I stared into his pure golden eyes that had always made me want to melt. “...I‘m not going anywhere, I promise. I... I want to be

it‘s just temporary,‘ I finished in my head.

for me when I‘d cried and broken down, unsure of who I was or who I could lean on. And it was true he‘d ended up hurting me, but I‘d hurt him too. Yet somehow, he‘d realised sooner than me that

feel safe, comfortable, and... wanted. Things I‘d never felt in my past. Was it so wrong of me to desire that for myself, even if it could end disastrously?

goddamn did he know how t o kiss. I felt like I was going to burn everywhere he touched me; along my thighs, around my waist, up my back. He‘d managed to unzip my dress already and so it was then just a matter of

as he grabbed at my arms before I could completely cover my torso with them.

said gently. “You‘re so

wasn‘t unattractive but I‘d never seen myself as anything overly special. How could I given my history? I‘d tried to make myself prettier in the past to impress Aleric and it

I shivered under his touch. Everything he did was driving me crazy, especially as he then began lightly tracing the outlines of

he restrained himself, wanting to make the moment last as long as he could. I could barely take it any longer though as a little whimper escaped me involuntarily.

hand. However, instead of letting me lift it off, he clasped my wrist gently and kissed it, leading me

this before?” he

I paused in thought, considering his question further.

and was trying to make up for my past. Already I had felt more in these last few minutes than any prior experience and I

his other hond started to venture lower... and lower.. and lower... untill gasped out, squirming under him.

realised how sensitive I was there until now, hor had I realised just how amazing this could feel. H e kissed me gently around my neck... my chest.. my stomach, all the

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