Chapter FiftyEight 

So handsome,I thought to myself as I watched Cai sleeping next to me

I wasnt sure how long Id slept for but Id woken up to find him by my side. He looked so peaceful; his hair had tousled into a mess as his chest softly rose and fell. I could have watched him for hours

I lost track of time as I recounted the events that had transpired the evening prior but soon Cai stirred next to me. In his slumber, a strand of hair fell across his face and I couldnt help but reach out and gently brush it away back into place. It was so silky to touch

As my eyes drifted back to his face though I froze, realising he was now awake and watching me

Morning,he mumbled sleepily, reaching out to pull me close to him

Thad fallen asleep in one of his tshirts but could still feel his warmth through the fabric. If not for the confusion of his words, I would have melted myself into his touch willingly. But the nagging in my mind prevented me, forcing me to pick up on the oddity. How could it still be morning when I knew Id slept for a t least a few hours

...Morning?I asked slowly. How long have I been asleep?” 

Just over a day. You were dead to the world, completely comatose.” 

I tensed up immediately realising that, if that were true, then Id disappeared without notice for over an entire day. Were my parents freaked out? I knew I was exhausted from using that newfound authority but I hadnt realised Id be out cold for so long. The tax it took on my body must have been far more severe than I thought

I sat up and knew I needed to leave as soon as possible. If they already had people out looking for me then this was the last place they should find me

Why didnt you wake me?!” 

I tried to squirm off the bed but he held me back, his arm around my waist

Relax! I already handled it all. I told your attendant you were safe but had a rough night and were staying with a friend.” 

I turned back to look at him. ...No one can know Im here, Cai.” 

With a sleepy sigh and completely unphased by my stress, he shifted into a sitting position to tighten his grip on me. I already figured youd say that so I told her to be discreet with the information.” 

It took a few seconds to fully process his words but finally, I exhaled in relief knowing that Lucy would make up an adequate excuse to appease my parents. At least there was no search party out looking for

Come on,he said, guiding me to lie back down again

He pulled me up against his chest once more so we were facetoface and softly kissed my forehead between my knitted brows. I could already guess what he was thinking

You worry too much,he grumbled, confirming my suspicion

You need to take this seriously, Cai,I said quietly. Do you realise what would happen if word got out?” 

Im aware,he replied, much to my surprise

...If you know then why did you pursue me in the first place? ...Why come back to the Winter Mist?” 

wanity Light 

His eyes were serious, a sharpness to them I rarely saw. He was like a different person when he was this focused, so contrasted to his normally playful manner

Because its avoidable,he said. The issues are surrounding our positions and Aleric, right? There are ways around it.” 

he knew the ramifications of this so well then he was just as insane as m e for

being with me really worth

remained deep

then maybe I‘ll just... let it go. Personally, I think I‘ve

if he was joking, I still stared at him in

abandon your pack

but okay, sure,” he said, not even trying to hide his smirk anymore. “But who said I‘d want you as my Luna anyway? You‘d probably be terrible at it. Only those with *seven years o f Luna experience need apply for the future

shoulder and started to play fight him much to his amusement. He quickly restrained me within his

said, finally continuing, “it doesn‘t bother me. If it means being with you then I‘m happy to do whatever,

replied. “This is literally the worst decision I‘ve

shrugged. “Possibly,

way where we can ever be public–.”

time to argue about whether we go public or not. And besides, it‘s not really much of an argument when I could just....” He started kissing his way up

and a shiver of pleasure spread throughout my whole body. I could picture it so clearly and knew how amazing it would feel to wear

was how mates completed their bond, a requirement for showing full commitment and becoming one. But a mark had its own complicated downsides; one of which was that if we were to go through a mate rejection post–marking, the process would potentially kill us. Our wolves were

mark meant that there could be no other mate until one of the bonded died. It was unquestionable, final. And whilst the normal death of a mate was painful, it did not mean the surviving party would die also like during the rejection

and, by extension, his pack; something that Tytus would want to prevent at all costs... And yet

 

okay because by that point it would be too

kiss me along that area of m

me,” he replied.

it caused was involuntary. That feeling of knowing it was so wrong that it made

him, as if he were a force of nature pulling me in via gravity... It was

had the morning prior, forcing my body to feel unimaginable highs, I knew I was only falling down a rabbit hole I should have

we were completely exhausted once more, wrapped in each other‘s arms, I

all right now in a perfect world, where would you be? What would

such a strange question. There was no such thing as a perfect world, just one where death was

it...,” I said

You‘ve lived two lives but it feels

paused to think. What would

after another few moments, I

and all associated responsibilities. I would be living a quiet life where no one knew me or was looking for me... and where I wouldn‘t need to worry about abandoning the people I

his head thoughtfully as he took it all in. “Living

that no one would find. I‘d be sure to spread rumours of a witch living theret o scare off

big enough for you? No partner?” he asked, hinting at the fact I hadn‘t included

little cottage? I thought you‘d be too busy in this alternate reality, living up a more exciting life. Why bother entertaining a forest

no one will come looking for me

the house planner to build some extra rooms then. I‘ll definitely need the extra space if it means putting up with you twenty–four seven.”

we ever ended up having kids then the extra space is probably a good

felt sick, the unwelcome reminder assaulting

eyes. “I need to tell you... I‘m not sure... ...

the things you told me about Thea. There are other options though if we

have the heart to tell him yet about my suspicions. Suspicions I‘d been thinking for a while now regarding a certain dead rogue doctor in a cave. However, if it turned out to be irrelevant then I didn‘t want to give him false hope prematurely... and

a few moments of silence. “If you could be doing anything right now in a perfect

thought. “...You. I‘d be doing you

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