Chapter FiftyEight 

So handsome,I thought to myself as I watched Cai sleeping next to me

I wasnt sure how long Id slept for but Id woken up to find him by my side. He looked so peaceful; his hair had tousled into a mess as his chest softly rose and fell. I could have watched him for hours

I lost track of time as I recounted the events that had transpired the evening prior but soon Cai stirred next to me. In his slumber, a strand of hair fell across his face and I couldnt help but reach out and gently brush it away back into place. It was so silky to touch

As my eyes drifted back to his face though I froze, realising he was now awake and watching me

Morning,he mumbled sleepily, reaching out to pull me close to him

Thad fallen asleep in one of his tshirts but could still feel his warmth through the fabric. If not for the confusion of his words, I would have melted myself into his touch willingly. But the nagging in my mind prevented me, forcing me to pick up on the oddity. How could it still be morning when I knew Id slept for a t least a few hours

...Morning?I asked slowly. How long have I been asleep?” 

Just over a day. You were dead to the world, completely comatose.” 

I tensed up immediately realising that, if that were true, then Id disappeared without notice for over an entire day. Were my parents freaked out? I knew I was exhausted from using that newfound authority but I hadnt realised Id be out cold for so long. The tax it took on my body must have been far more severe than I thought

I sat up and knew I needed to leave as soon as possible. If they already had people out looking for me then this was the last place they should find me

Why didnt you wake me?!” 

I tried to squirm off the bed but he held me back, his arm around my waist

Relax! I already handled it all. I told your attendant you were safe but had a rough night and were staying with a friend.” 

I turned back to look at him. ...No one can know Im here, Cai.” 

With a sleepy sigh and completely unphased by my stress, he shifted into a sitting position to tighten his grip on me. I already figured youd say that so I told her to be discreet with the information.” 

It took a few seconds to fully process his words but finally, I exhaled in relief knowing that Lucy would make up an adequate excuse to appease my parents. At least there was no search party out looking for

Come on,he said, guiding me to lie back down again

He pulled me up against his chest once more so we were facetoface and softly kissed my forehead between my knitted brows. I could already guess what he was thinking

You worry too much,he grumbled, confirming my suspicion

You need to take this seriously, Cai,I said quietly. Do you realise what would happen if word got out?” 

Im aware,he replied, much to my surprise

...If you know then why did you pursue me in the first place? ...Why come back to the Winter Mist?” 

wanity Light 

His eyes were serious, a sharpness to them I rarely saw. He was like a different person when he was this focused, so contrasted to his normally playful manner

Because its avoidable,he said. The issues are surrounding our positions and Aleric, right? There are ways around it.” 

him incredulously. If he knew the ramifications of this so well then he was just as insane as m e

with me really worth starting a war,

deep in thought. “...Maybe,”

status, then maybe I‘ll just... let it go. Personally, I think I‘ve missed my calling in life t o become a trophy husband. You can be the breadwinner Beta

joking, I still stared at him in disbelief.

just abandon your pack

you as my Luna anyway? You‘d probably be terrible at it. Only those with *seven years o f Luna experience need apply for the future entry–level job offered at the Silver Lake pack. Unfortunately, you‘re

to his amusement. He quickly restrained

seriousness,” he said, finally continuing, “it doesn‘t bother me. If it means being with you then I‘m happy to do

is literally the worst decision I‘ve ever made and I‘ve done a

shrugged. “Possibly, possibly.”

don‘t see a way where

the moment for a second. We have plenty of time to argue about whether we go public or not. And besides, it‘s not really much of an argument when I could just....” He started kissing his way up from my chest, along my shoulder... up until I could feel his warm breath on my

could picture it so clearly and knew how amazing it would feel to wear that mark. It would bring us together in ways no one else would ever be able to compare

if we were to go through a mate rejection post–marking, the process would potentially kill us. Our wolves were unlikely to survive the intense heartache associated

there could be no other mate until one of the bonded died. It was unquestionable, final. And whilst the normal death of a mate

my life would be fully tied to Cai and, by extension, his pack; something that Tytus would want to prevent at all costs... And yet a part of me wanted him to do it. To

 

Cai was okay because by that point it would be too late. By taking

to kiss me along that area of m y neck. “... Stop that.”

he replied.

definitely not today, but the excitement it caused was involuntary. That feeling of knowing it was so wrong that it made it feel even

him, as if he were a force of nature pulling me in via gravity... It was intoxicating. The more he was near me, the more he touched me, the more I felt my addiction to

prior, forcing my body to feel

wrapped in each other‘s arms, I couldn‘t help but

you could be anywhere...,” Cai asked softly afterwards, holding me against him, “doing anything at all

was such a strange question. There was no such thing as a perfect world, just one where death

about it...,”

but couldn‘t? You‘ve lived two lives but it feels like

think. What would I want

few moments,

needed to do. I would be living as far away as possible from the pack and all associated responsibilities. I would be living a quiet life where no one knew me or was looking for me...

thoughtfully as he took it all in.

I envisioned it. “In the woods. A small house just big enough for me that no one would find. I‘d be sure to spread rumours of a witch living theret o scare

partner?” he asked, hinting

want to join me in my little cottage? I thought you‘d be too busy in this alternate reality,

get behind the idea if it meant I got you to myself. In this world maybe no one will come looking for me too. I don‘t exactly enjoy the responsibilities involved with this life

the house planner to build some extra rooms then. I‘ll definitely need the extra space if it means putting up with you

ended up having kids then the extra

the unwelcome reminder assaulting me over something I‘d

his eyes. “I need to tell you... I‘m not

things

heart to tell him yet about my suspicions. Suspicions I‘d been thinking for a while now regarding a certain dead rogue doctor in a cave. However, if it turned out to

moments of silence. “If you could be doing anything right now in a perfect world, what would you be doing?”

repeated as he thought. “...You. I‘d be doing you in

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