Chapter SeventyTwo 

...What‘s her name?I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present

Truthfully, I didnt feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me

He found his mate

But he was only nineteen. He shouldnt have found her so soon

Caius knight dies at the age of twentyone with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him

Caitlyn,he replied awkwardly. She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldnt bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough

Aria,he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. It doesnt change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore

No, now I was being set up to become Thea.

No,I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. No, Im not doing this.” 

Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way

Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

No, this was dumb from the beginning,I said. And Im not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. Its rushed and clumsy.” 

Weve got everything sorted. Well get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place Id go

Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?I asked, folding my arms over my chest. I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but Im quickly realising that maybe thats not the case.” 

He frowned. Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I havent seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then were back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

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Then we‘ll move you,he argued. We can go somewhere else until its safe.” 

Just the three of us, yeah?I snapped back snarkily. You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too familiar with the anguish of

myself. Go home, Cai,” I said,

my wrist and tried to pull me to face him

had a mate; that was always going to be a possibility and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the

situation already once.

to grab me, my

heir days, I still managed to quickly bring the dagger up

touch me,”

easily swat my hand away

back and forth

as appealing to the side of me that still cared for him, but now

my hand tightened

it?” I asked him, my eyes narrowing with the

it and he was trying to call that

cycle... the very fact he could even ask that of me made me feel sick. It made me regret so many of my actions and question why I had

who I really was, what I was

where I came from. Never forget

but I didn‘t wait. With my spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his torso down so I could speak directly into

done it before,” I whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone who has killed more people than

you talking

I didn‘t scare you away. But do you want to know the truth? The real truth? You see, I knew you in the past, Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were at war

look him in the eye. “Because of me,” I said. “I was your dooth. I killed you. I did it

my chest as I confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did it

attention he had so brutally deprived me olu! That was what your life was wortii, Cai. That is why I killed you. For me.”

hanging in the open as

that he didn‘t really have feelings for me, just a version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone who had wiped more territories off the map just

tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol in my

a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was never going to end well. Because now look at where we are.

let go of that delusion and prevent a cycle from repeating.

to move the dagger

my hand and push me away already. He could have overpowered me within seconds without any effort on his

point. Because, even though I didn‘t want to, needed him to at least believe I would, to take

you want to make it two for two?” I asked

to his side, acknowledging that there was nothing

naive it was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As

would be at least smart enough to realise that he should let m e go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part

quickly pulled away from him, taking a few steps backwards to create some distance.

home, Cai,” I said, my voice finally betraying my exhaustion. “Go

I

the key in the ignition, and

yet I realised that all paths ahead were likely the wrong choice. And so I

Chapter SeventyTwo 

second

to relax or give in to the pain just yet... because

doing my best to compartmentalise the aching inside, I tried

the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not

person who I could trust my

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