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... What the fuck are you doing back here?Aleric asked

He stood in my doorway, arms crossed, staring at me like I was insane

But I didnt care. My mind was made up. There was no way I was going to have this conversation tonight

No,” I answered flatly

No?” 

No, Im not doing this now,I clarified. Im too tired. We can talk later.” 

I rolled onto my side, facing away from him, and pulled the blanket up over my shoulder. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he would just leave on his own accord

Aria, you need to tell me whats going on,he pressed. Joseph told me you came back over the border and I thought he was joking until I caught your scent by the stairs. Did something happen? Were you caught?” 

No,I mumbled, repeating myself once more

Stop that. Regardless of how tired you are, this is more important. I need to know if something went wrong.” 

I groaned out in frustration but reluctantly sat up, my head immediately pulsing with a migraine.

Nothing went wrong, Aleric. Just let it go.” 

Obviously something went wrong or you wouldnt be here.” 

He was getting angry at me and it was only making me more irritated that we were actually having this conversation

Fine then,I snapped back, turning to look at him. You want to know what went wrong? The entire thing. The whole plan. How stupid do you think Tytus is that he wouldnt find out that you were planning to hide me in the Silver Lake?” 

His eyes widened a little in surprise. You’re joking, right? Cai didnt organise to move you somewhere else?” 

More like didnt want to move me somewhere else,I thought, recalling our earlier exchange. And that was only after finding out about Caitlyn

Evidently not,I answered, not wanting to elaborate further on the other reasons Id returned

So... what? Youre just going to come back here and pretend everything is normal? That you didnt almost get killed here? After risking everything to get you out?” 

I don‘t know, Aleric!I yelled back. I dont know, okay? I dont know what to do about me, or Tytus, or Cai ... and I *especially don‘t know what to do about you.” 

He paused, frowning. ...About me?” 

Ah, fuck. I’d said too much

Wait, are you angry at me because of what I told you in the car?he asked, piecing together my silence

I rubbed my eyes, hoping that this was just a bad dream....No.” 

But I didn‘t sound very convincing

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Seriously? How is that fair on me? You were the one who was angry at me for originally not telling you.” 

That did it.

struck a nerve, igniting me once more despite my exhaustion. Crumbling that final piece inside me that still cared about what he would think once he finally heard the truth.

anyone has ever said to me throughout my lives.

say

version of you who is so goddamn unpredictable that I feel as though everything I learnt the first

s that fair?” 

fuck are you talking

looked at you as if you were a monster. Because i n my eyes you were, Aleric. You were my torturer, my abuser, and you would parade that bitch Thea in front of me like a prized possession you loved more than anything; never caring what it did to me, never caring that it hurt me. Me, your mate.”

Aria.” 

everything,” | continued, my eyes now filling with tears. “Everything. Anything that was within m y power to give, I gave it to you. You wanted the world to kneel before you? I

in the end threw

maybe you would love me...

JOU 

the same future from happening, to stop myself from becoming your Luna, to stop you from trapping and hurting me again... and to stop myself from ever having to love you again... because I couldn‘t bear the thought of living through your rejection twice. That alone had been more painful than

you? Hurt

my lips, realising I‘d

said, a smile slowly creeping onto my face. “You see, to be reborn, you don‘t just get plucked out of thin air by Selene

was going with this, his face quickly starting

the trial grounds. You killed me, Aleric. You killed me once I was no longer of

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you put me through?”

no words came out. Instead, he just looked at me, his eyes

into fists, tightened around the blanket beneath me, and watched as my tears hit the fabric.

don‘t get to dictate what‘s unfair this time...,” I choked out slowly. “And you don‘t get to say that you love

step closer towards me but, even once he kneeled down

me,” he

shook my head, wiping at

me,” he repeated.

just shook my

Aria, look.” 

my chin and raised my head up to finally meet his gaze, to meet

the reality is... it‘s not okay. And I can apologise for those things if you want, to say that I‘m sorry but, at the end of the day, even if I did, it wouldn‘t mean anything. Yes, I‘m sorry that those things

did.” 

“You have time to change, time to become that

chin out of his grasp and looked back down at my hands, making him

When have I ever given you a reason to not trust me? It‘s true that there i s

knew he was right.

I went through were never going to be okay. Because the person I needed to hear the apology from was dead in another timeline that was

me a reason to not trust him. In fact, he had proven to me time and time again that I could. And yet I still refused to let myself give in. On even the small chance that things turned bad once more, I knew that it would break me beyond repair. It would be the final betrayal I couldn‘t

“I can‘t become a Luna again, always living in your shadow and hoping that what i do ensures my survival for one more day. I refuse to live in another

nupied scrantyce 

making me look up sharply in surprise. “I never expected you to sit back passively i in the shadows as a Luna anyway. I just want you to help me make this pack the best

not seeing how it was all that much different. It still sounded basically the same

life if you want, but I would rather we work together than end up divided in a civil war for power, something that benefits neither

this exact conversation with this but had turned her down knowing the impact it would have on Aleric. At the time, I couldn‘t risk

was clear now.

offering was true then this was the

expected to hear from his mouth This would mean no Alpha commanding servitude from a Luna But more like split Alphas working together towards

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