Chapter SeventyThree 

... What the fuck are you doing back here?Aleric asked

He stood in my doorway, arms crossed, staring at me like I was insane

But I didnt care. My mind was made up. There was no way I was going to have this conversation tonight

No,” I answered flatly

No?” 

No, Im not doing this now,I clarified. Im too tired. We can talk later.” 

I rolled onto my side, facing away from him, and pulled the blanket up over my shoulder. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he would just leave on his own accord

Aria, you need to tell me whats going on,he pressed. Joseph told me you came back over the border and I thought he was joking until I caught your scent by the stairs. Did something happen? Were you caught?” 

No,I mumbled, repeating myself once more

Stop that. Regardless of how tired you are, this is more important. I need to know if something went wrong.” 

I groaned out in frustration but reluctantly sat up, my head immediately pulsing with a migraine.

Nothing went wrong, Aleric. Just let it go.” 

Obviously something went wrong or you wouldnt be here.” 

He was getting angry at me and it was only making me more irritated that we were actually having this conversation

Fine then,I snapped back, turning to look at him. You want to know what went wrong? The entire thing. The whole plan. How stupid do you think Tytus is that he wouldnt find out that you were planning to hide me in the Silver Lake?” 

His eyes widened a little in surprise. You’re joking, right? Cai didnt organise to move you somewhere else?” 

More like didnt want to move me somewhere else,I thought, recalling our earlier exchange. And that was only after finding out about Caitlyn

Evidently not,I answered, not wanting to elaborate further on the other reasons Id returned

So... what? Youre just going to come back here and pretend everything is normal? That you didnt almost get killed here? After risking everything to get you out?” 

I don‘t know, Aleric!I yelled back. I dont know, okay? I dont know what to do about me, or Tytus, or Cai ... and I *especially don‘t know what to do about you.” 

He paused, frowning. ...About me?” 

Ah, fuck. I’d said too much

Wait, are you angry at me because of what I told you in the car?he asked, piecing together my silence

I rubbed my eyes, hoping that this was just a bad dream....No.” 

But I didn‘t sound very convincing

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Seriously? How is that fair on me? You were the one who was angry at me for originally not telling you.” 

That did it.

struck a nerve, igniting me once more despite my exhaustion. Crumbling that final piece inside me that still

What you said in that car was not fair– not fair to me. In fact, it was the cruellest thing anyone has ever said to me throughout my lives. I would have preferred it if you had just told me you were trying to get rid of me because at least that would be something

say

of you who is so goddamn unpredictable that I feel as though everything I learnt the

s that fair?” 

what the fuck are you

always looked at you as if you were a monster. Because i n my eyes you were, Aleric. You were my torturer, my abuser, and you would parade that bitch Thea in front of me like a prized possession you loved more than anything; never caring what it

Aria.” 

that was within m y power to give, I gave it to you. You wanted the world to kneel before you? I gave you

in

love

JOU 

that‘s what I did. I worked hard to stop the same future from happening, to stop myself from becoming

rejected you? Hurt you? ...None of this is making any sense.”

my lips, realising I‘d

onto my face. “You see, to be reborn, you don‘t just get plucked out of thin air by Selene and

where I was going with this, his face quickly starting to pale, and my smile only grew despite my

answered. “It was yours, Aleric. It was you who believed Thea over me, you who convicted me o f crimes I never committed, and you who held the sword as it came crashing down, slicing through my neck at the trial grounds. You killed me, Aleric. You killed me once I was no longer of any use to

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you put me through?”

words came out. Instead, he just looked at me, his eyes full of confusion, and, slowly, my breathing turned into

now balled into fists, tightened around the blanket beneath me, and watched as my tears

this time...,” I choked out slowly. “And you don‘t get to say that you love me. It‘s nine years

him step closer towards me but, even once he kneeled down

me,” he

my head, wiping

*look at me,”

escaped me but I just

Aria, look.” 

raised my head up to finally meet his

said, his expression serious. “Because the reality is... it‘s not okay. And I can apologise for those things if you want, to say that I‘m sorry but, at the end of the day, even if I did, it wouldn‘t mean anything. Yes, I‘m sorry that those things happened to you, but I

did.” 

I whispered. “You have time

my chin out of his grasp and looked back down at my hands,

part in, that you died for those very charges,” he continued. “And yet you want to persecute me for sins I‘ve never committed? When have I, m e personally, ever hurt you, Aria? When have I ever given you a reason to not trust me? It‘s true that there i s nothing I can say to make right what happened to you, but I hope that my actions over these last few years have at least proven to you that, whoever the fuck you‘re talking

knew he was right.

And the things that I went through were never going to be okay. Because the person

trust him. In fact, he had proven to me time and time again that I could. And yet I still refused to let myself give in. On even the small chance that things turned bad once more, I knew that it would break me beyond repair. It would be the

him. “I can‘t become a Luna again, always living in your shadow and hoping that what i do ensures my survival for one more day. I refuse

nupied scrantyce 

don‘t,” he said, making me look up sharply in surprise. “I never expected you to sit back passively i in the shadows as a Luna anyway.

all that much different. It still sounded basically the same as what I did

up divided in a civil war for power, something that benefits neither us nor the pack. I‘m

down knowing the impact it would have on Aleric. At the time, I couldn‘t

was clear now.

true then this

no ruined friendship He was oftenng me mutual control, something that was the last thing I ever expected to hear from his mouth

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