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... What the fuck are you doing back here?Aleric asked

He stood in my doorway, arms crossed, staring at me like I was insane

But I didnt care. My mind was made up. There was no way I was going to have this conversation tonight

No,” I answered flatly

No?” 

No, Im not doing this now,I clarified. Im too tired. We can talk later.” 

I rolled onto my side, facing away from him, and pulled the blanket up over my shoulder. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he would just leave on his own accord

Aria, you need to tell me whats going on,he pressed. Joseph told me you came back over the border and I thought he was joking until I caught your scent by the stairs. Did something happen? Were you caught?” 

No,I mumbled, repeating myself once more

Stop that. Regardless of how tired you are, this is more important. I need to know if something went wrong.” 

I groaned out in frustration but reluctantly sat up, my head immediately pulsing with a migraine.

Nothing went wrong, Aleric. Just let it go.” 

Obviously something went wrong or you wouldnt be here.” 

He was getting angry at me and it was only making me more irritated that we were actually having this conversation

Fine then,I snapped back, turning to look at him. You want to know what went wrong? The entire thing. The whole plan. How stupid do you think Tytus is that he wouldnt find out that you were planning to hide me in the Silver Lake?” 

His eyes widened a little in surprise. You’re joking, right? Cai didnt organise to move you somewhere else?” 

More like didnt want to move me somewhere else,I thought, recalling our earlier exchange. And that was only after finding out about Caitlyn

Evidently not,I answered, not wanting to elaborate further on the other reasons Id returned

So... what? Youre just going to come back here and pretend everything is normal? That you didnt almost get killed here? After risking everything to get you out?” 

I don‘t know, Aleric!I yelled back. I dont know, okay? I dont know what to do about me, or Tytus, or Cai ... and I *especially don‘t know what to do about you.” 

He paused, frowning. ...About me?” 

Ah, fuck. I’d said too much

Wait, are you angry at me because of what I told you in the car?he asked, piecing together my silence

I rubbed my eyes, hoping that this was just a bad dream....No.” 

But I didn‘t sound very convincing

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Seriously? How is that fair on me? You were the one who was angry at me for originally not telling you.” 

did it.

my exhaustion. Crumbling that final piece inside me that still cared about what he would think once

said to me throughout my lives. I would have preferred it if you had just told me you were trying to get rid of me because at least that would be something I could believe and know how to deal with.” 1

you say ‘lives‘?”

that I feel as though everything I learnt the first time around

s that fair?” 

fuck are you talking about?”

n my eyes you were, Aleric. You were my torturer, my abuser, and you would parade that bitch Thea in front of me like a prized possession you loved more than anything; never caring what it

Aria.” 

now filling with tears. “Everything. Anything that was within m y power to give, I gave it to you. You wanted the world to kneel before

who in the end threw

did it so that maybe you would love

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dies. And so that‘s what I did. I worked hard to stop the same future from happening, to stop myself from becoming your Luna, to stop you from trapping and hurting me again... and to stop myself from ever having to love you again... because I couldn‘t bear the thought of living through your rejection

saying I apparently rejected you? Hurt you?

my lips, realising I‘d forgotten the

of thin air by Selene and sent back. No, no… you have to die first, Aleric. I died. And guess whose face I saw in my nightmares

this, his face quickly starting to pale, and

I answered. “It was yours, Aleric. It was you who believed Thea over me, you who convicted me o f crimes I never committed, and you who held the sword as it came crashing down, slicing through my neck at the trial grounds. You killed me, Aleric. You killed me once I

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you put me

looked at me, his eyes full of confusion, and,

glared down at my hands which were now balled into fists, tightened around

slowly. “And you don‘t get to say that you love me. It‘s nine years too late for

me but, even once he kneeled down to eye level, I still refused

me,”

shook my head, wiping at my face. “No.”

*look at me,” he repeated.

I just

Aria, look.” 

finally meet his gaze, to meet his green eyes

said, his expression serious. “Because the reality is... it‘s not okay. And I can apologise for those things if you want, to say that I‘m sorry but, at the end of the

did.” 

I whispered. “You have time to change, time to become that person.”

pulled my chin out of his grasp and looked back down

he continued. “And yet you want to persecute me for sins I‘ve never committed? When have I, m e personally, ever hurt you, Aria? When have I ever given you a reason to not trust me? It‘s true that there i s nothing I can say to make right what happened to you, but I hope that my actions over these last few years have at least proven to you that, whoever

knew he was right.

the sting. The cold truth was... I was never going to get my sincere apology. And the things that I went through were never going to be okay. Because the person

not trust him. In fact, he had proven to me time and time again that I could. And yet I still refused to let myself give in. On even the small chance that things turned bad once more, I knew that it would break me beyond repair.

be,” || said, moving away from him. “I can‘t become a Luna again, always living in your shadow and hoping that what i do ensures

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expected you to sit back passively i in the shadows as a Luna anyway. I just want you to help

not seeing how it was all that much different. It still sounded basically the same as what I did for

of your life if you want, but I would rather we work together than end up divided in a civil war for power, something that benefits neither us nor the pack. I‘m not so naive as to assume you haven‘t at least considered

the impact it would have on Aleric.

it was clear

offering was true then this was the

friendship He was oftenng me mutual control, something that was the last thing I ever expected to hear from his mouth This would mean no Alpha commanding servitude

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