Chapter SeventyThree 

... What the fuck are you doing back here?Aleric asked

He stood in my doorway, arms crossed, staring at me like I was insane

But I didnt care. My mind was made up. There was no way I was going to have this conversation tonight

No,” I answered flatly

No?” 

No, Im not doing this now,I clarified. Im too tired. We can talk later.” 

I rolled onto my side, facing away from him, and pulled the blanket up over my shoulder. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he would just leave on his own accord

Aria, you need to tell me whats going on,he pressed. Joseph told me you came back over the border and I thought he was joking until I caught your scent by the stairs. Did something happen? Were you caught?” 

No,I mumbled, repeating myself once more

Stop that. Regardless of how tired you are, this is more important. I need to know if something went wrong.” 

I groaned out in frustration but reluctantly sat up, my head immediately pulsing with a migraine.

Nothing went wrong, Aleric. Just let it go.” 

Obviously something went wrong or you wouldnt be here.” 

He was getting angry at me and it was only making me more irritated that we were actually having this conversation

Fine then,I snapped back, turning to look at him. You want to know what went wrong? The entire thing. The whole plan. How stupid do you think Tytus is that he wouldnt find out that you were planning to hide me in the Silver Lake?” 

His eyes widened a little in surprise. You’re joking, right? Cai didnt organise to move you somewhere else?” 

More like didnt want to move me somewhere else,I thought, recalling our earlier exchange. And that was only after finding out about Caitlyn

Evidently not,I answered, not wanting to elaborate further on the other reasons Id returned

So... what? Youre just going to come back here and pretend everything is normal? That you didnt almost get killed here? After risking everything to get you out?” 

I don‘t know, Aleric!I yelled back. I dont know, okay? I dont know what to do about me, or Tytus, or Cai ... and I *especially don‘t know what to do about you.” 

He paused, frowning. ...About me?” 

Ah, fuck. I’d said too much

Wait, are you angry at me because of what I told you in the car?he asked, piecing together my silence

I rubbed my eyes, hoping that this was just a bad dream....No.” 

But I didn‘t sound very convincing

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Seriously? How is that fair on me? You were the one who was angry at me for originally not telling you.” 

That did

me once more despite my exhaustion. Crumbling that final piece inside me that still cared about what he would think once he finally heard the truth.

said to me throughout my lives. I would have preferred it if you

you say

him. “This version of you who is so goddamn unpredictable that I feel as though everything I learnt the first time around is completely useless. That it was meaningless. That

s that fair?” 

the fuck are you talking about?”

I snapped, moving to the edge of the bed. “I‘m telling you what you always wanted to know! The reason I was so scared of you, the reason I always looked at you as if you were a monster. Because i n my eyes you were, Aleric. You were my torturer, my abuser, and you would parade that bitch Thea in front of me like a prized possession you loved more than anything; never caring what

Aria.” 

continued, my eyes now filling with tears. “Everything. Anything that was within m y power to give, I gave it to you. You wanted the world to kneel before you? I gave you the path to

attendant who in the end threw

maybe you would love me... so that maybe you would just look at

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all from happening again. That if I don‘t then everyone dies. And so that‘s what I did. I worked hard to stop the same future

hell is this? You‘re saying I apparently rejected you? Hurt

lips, realising I‘d forgotten the

just rejected,” I said, a smile slowly creeping onto my face. “You see, to be reborn, you don‘t just get plucked out of thin

was going with this, his face quickly starting to pale, and my smile only grew despite my tears.

“It was yours, Aleric. It was you who believed Thea over me, you who convicted me o f crimes I never committed, and you who held the sword as it came crashing down, slicing through my neck at the trial grounds. You killed me, Aleric. You killed me once I was no longer of any

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put

but no words came out. Instead, he just looked at me,

tightened around the blanket beneath me,

get to dictate what‘s unfair this time...,” I choked out slowly. “And you don‘t get to say that you love me. It‘s

once he kneeled down to eye level, I still

me,”

my head, wiping at my face.

at me,” he repeated.

me but I just shook my head once

Aria, look.” 

he gently grabbed my chin and raised my head up to finally meet his gaze, to meet his green

expression serious. “Because the reality is... it‘s not okay. And I can apologise for those things if you want, to say that I‘m sorry but, at the end of the day, even if I did, it wouldn‘t mean anything. Yes, I‘m sorry that those things happened to you, but I can‘t look you in the eye and genuinely apologise for something I never did, and

did.” 

young,” I whispered. “You have time to

looked back down at my hands, making

persecute me for sins I‘ve never committed? When have I, m e personally, ever hurt you, Aria? When have I ever given you a reason to not trust me? It‘s true that there i s nothing I can say to make right

knew he was right.

I went through were never going to be okay. Because the person I needed

to me time and time again that I could. And yet I still refused to let myself give in. On even the small chance that things

become a Luna again, always living in your

nupied scrantyce 

look up sharply in surprise. “I never expected you to sit back passively i in the shadows as a Luna anyway. I just want you to help me make

much different. It still sounded basically the same as what I did for him in the past.

been? Hate me for the rest of your life if you want, but I would rather we work together than end up divided in a civil war for power,

the impact it would have on Aleric. At the time, I couldn‘t risk tarnishing our current relationship for fear it would lead to the very doom

it was clear

true then this

something that was the last thing I ever expected to hear from his mouth This would mean no Alpha commanding servitude from a Luna But more like split Alphas working together

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