Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 19

Chapter 19

Sadie

So many times I wanted to turn back, but I couldn’t. It took Raven’s encouragement and push to keep me going.

I was still having a hard time letting go of everything I’d known. Damn, I’ve never been out of our city, yet here I was traveling to places unknown. Somewhere far away, where I didn’t know anyone except for Raven.

My heart bleeds, and I get angry every d**n time I remember all the things Alec has put me through. All the things he’s taken from me. I’ve never hated anyone as much as I hate him right now. As if that wasn’t enough, he rejected his own flesh and blood. Who the f**k does that?

I get his hate towards me, but what does he have against an innocent child? My baby did nothing wrong, despite what Alec and his stupid pack believed, yet he was ready to kill us both. What and

utter bastard.

“Are you okay?” Raven asks, her eyes shifting from my face to my clenched hands.

I breathed in and then out, trying to cool down the anger that was burning inside me.

“I will be.” I growled in anger and bitterness.

I needed to do better. I needed to get my emotions in check. The anger and bitterness and the overload of emotions I was feeling weren’t good for my baby. The last thing I wanted was to put stress on my child.

when I got the opportunity to visit a clinic, I wanted nothing. but good news concerning my

talk about

for werewolves to wander into such areas so that was our safest bet.

fight since, when I was in the pack, I didn’t need to know how to. I had always planned to start training when I reached twenty-one, but because of my circumstances, there will be a bit of

change of plans.

but I couldn’t expect her to fight everyone who brings trouble to us on her own. With that in mind, I decided that I’d start training immediately after I gave birth. I needed to be able

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me and

shook me gently, bringing me back to

right next to me. “I’m just angry and bitter. Sometimes I feel like those two emotions

hate and bitterness are a lethal combination. I’m not telling you to forget, but I am asking you to control

in frustration, needing to hit something or someone. “That is easier

quiet for a while. “Do you have any idea of who might

told me about herself, and

on the ground like a child was almost overwhelming. “I have

sure? There has to be

isn’t,” I breathed out. “I was well liked.I didn’t have any enemies. I’ve never offended anyone and I always made sure I was at peace with everyone and would go out of my way to be kind. Of course, there were a few mean people who didn’t like me, but that’s that. Come to think of it,

both quiet after that, both of us lost in our own thoughts. It just didn’t make sense, you know? I’m just an orphan girl, so why would someone set me up like that? Why would he or she want to destroy my

weren’t the one they were after?” Raven asked after a while,