Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 19

Chapter 19

Sadie

So many times I wanted to turn back, but I couldn’t. It took Raven’s encouragement and push to keep me going.

I was still having a hard time letting go of everything I’d known. Damn, I’ve never been out of our city, yet here I was traveling to places unknown. Somewhere far away, where I didn’t know anyone except for Raven.

My heart bleeds, and I get angry every d**n time I remember all the things Alec has put me through. All the things he’s taken from me. I’ve never hated anyone as much as I hate him right now. As if that wasn’t enough, he rejected his own flesh and blood. Who the f**k does that?

I get his hate towards me, but what does he have against an innocent child? My baby did nothing wrong, despite what Alec and his stupid pack believed, yet he was ready to kill us both. What and

utter bastard.

“Are you okay?” Raven asks, her eyes shifting from my face to my clenched hands.

I breathed in and then out, trying to cool down the anger that was burning inside me.

“I will be.” I growled in anger and bitterness.

I needed to do better. I needed to get my emotions in check. The anger and bitterness and the overload of emotions I was feeling weren’t good for my baby. The last thing I wanted was to put stress on my child.

needed to get myself in check because when I got the opportunity to visit a

talk

at her. So far, we’ve been keeping to the dense, unclaimed forests. It was rare for werewolves to wander into such areas

was in the pack, I didn’t need to know how to. I had always planned to start training when I reached twenty-one, but because of my circumstances, there will be

change of plans.

to us on her own. With that in mind, I decided that I’d start training immediately after I gave birth. I needed to

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me and

gently, bringing me back to

step right next to me. “I’m just angry and bitter. Sometimes I

but I am asking you to control it for your own

sighed in frustration, needing to hit something or someone.

have any idea

now. During that week, she told me

on the ground like a child was almost overwhelming. “I have no idea who could have

be at least one person you

at peace with everyone and would go out of my way to be kind. Of course, there were a few mean people who didn’t like me, but that’s that. Come to think of it, maybel wasn’t

are both quiet after that, both of us lost in our own thoughts. It just didn’t make sense, you know? I’m just an orphan girl, so why would someone set me up like that? Why would he or she want to destroy

if you weren’t the one they were after?” Raven asked after a while, making me turn to