Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 20

Chapter 20

“I think we should make camp here,” Raven told me after we’d walked for a while. “It’s getting dark and you look pretty tired.”

I sighed in agreement. “Yes please”

She was right. My feet were killing me, and I was pretty worn out. What I wanted right now was to have something to eat and then sleep. I heard pregnant she-wolves at the pack hospital where I was volunteering complain about how they were always tired, but I always thought that they may have been exaggerating.

When I’m not plagued by my thoughts or what I have been through in the past few months, I have two extremes. Either I am hungry or really tired, and sometimes both.

I always knew that I wanted the whole fairytale kind of happiness. A mate and a whole bunch of pups. The bigger part of my fairytale consisted of Alec being my mate and the father of my children. I used to see it so clearly that I could almost taste it.

Who would have thought that things would have turned out this way? That things would turn out so sour. Alec didn’t turn out to be my mate, and I didn’t get the fairytale happy ending I was wishing for. Instead, he turned out to be a monster, and my fantasies turned into nightmares. Alec is the father of my child, so that part turned out to be like my dreams. I wish I could change that fact, though, but unfortunately I can’t.

“Sadie, are you listening to me?” Raven shook me a little, pulling me out of my thoughts.

“I’m sorry I tuned you out.”

She shook her head before folding her hands under her ribs. “You’ve been doing that a lot lately. Do you know how dangerous that is? You could get attacked while lost in thought and you wouldn’t realize it until it was too late.”

defense, these past few months have been a rollercoaster that I’m still

baby wants me dead? Or that someone could potentially have it out for me, and that’s why they

it

“Sorry”

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Remember, you have a baby that depends on you.

careless about my safety when I was pregnant. Instead of answering verbally, I just nodded

my

you going?” I

what I’m going to

left. I would have helped,

stuff. It was the least I could do after all she’s

just the unlucky victim of whoever was trying to weaken Alec, or was I chosen for

escape, Jason had told me that they had

extent, I get Alec’s anger towards me. Any normal wolf would have done the same if

believed that I was behind it. He didn’t investigate further. He didn’t try to look at it from another angle. He didn’t even think for one second that maybe someone else had planned everything. That was just something I could never get over. That and how he punished me for

was angry and bitter, and the emotions felt like they were drowning me. I imagined it was Alec’s face I was hitting over and over because it would be so

have here?” A creepy voice made me