Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 66

Chapter 66

Sadie

My heart starts racing the moment the pilot announces that we will be touching down in the next five minutes. I don’t think I’ve ever been this anxious in my life. Not even when my water broke during labor.

Closing my eyes, I breathe in, then out, but the air gets stuck, and I feel suffocated. I keep reminding myself that things are going to be okay. That I am stronger now. That I don’t have anything to fear.

A hand grabs mine, and I turn to see Raven watching me with worried eyes.

“Are you okay?” she asks, her shifting between mine.

It’s been three years. Three good years, yet the fear of going back to Alec’s pack is still there.

I shake my head and stare at my lap, “No.”

This was so fucking hard. I thought that I’d gotten over my fear. I thought that I was doing okay. I thought that this would be a piece of cake. It isn’t. As much as I try to be strong, that terrified girl from three years ago is still buried inside me. She still shows her head once in a while.

It sometimes makes me wonder if I am indeed strong. If indeed I came out at the top… Or was it all just pretend. Was I lying to myself? Faking it in front of the others, but knowing deep down I’m nothing like I’ve portrayed myself to be.

Nyx’s warmth engulfs me. It feels like being held in a tight and fluffy hug. Despite the love I feel, it does nothing to wipe away the remnant tendrils of fear and agony.

“It’s going to be okay, Sadie,” Raven whispers, trying to assure me.. “This time things are different. This time, you are different.”

Sighing, I take a deep breath, then straighten my back. “You are right. I am different. No one can hurt me.”

“Exactly. No one will hurt you”

negative feelings, I feel a bit better. I feel a

the flight attendant tells we can leave, I unbuckle my seat belt before turning to my baby girl She had fallen

her cheeks, her pink lips were slightly open and small snores escaped her mouth. It was so cute. Watching her sleep, brought a sense of peace

Aspen that I didn’t even hear him approach. Harding my

Not that I wanted to,

much he hated me when he threw me into the dungeons without a second thought. Why

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change?

those thoughts away,

does nothin*g to me. This is on him. None of what happened is my fault. If he had been a little more

spot the black SUVs and head towards them with Martha and

elder, who, I don’t remember his name, calls in shock.

basically invisible. My parents were omegas, so I was basically no one. I was insignificant. Because of my case

into a thin line, I don’t say anything. It was obvious I was alive, so there was no need to

How is

behind.

so Alec’s pack doesn’t know that Lola was a fraud? That’s

to them,” Alec replies dismissively.

before, this time I travel with Alec in the

of me wanted to run and never look back. I just didn’t know whether it’s because I wanted to escape the pain, I tried so hard to bury or it’s because of the danger I was sensing in the

voice getting even deeper when he was aroused. I used to imagine that vibration against my c**t when he asked me to look at him while he did dirty things to me

and irritated me. It reminded me of how deep and dangerous it got right before he caused me pain while I was locked up. It

wanted to ask if you

at

going back to the one place where I suffered humiliation and you think I’d be happy? Or that I’d be excited to