Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 66

Chapter 66

Sadie

My heart starts racing the moment the pilot announces that we will be touching down in the next five minutes. I don’t think I’ve ever been this anxious in my life. Not even when my water broke during labor.

Closing my eyes, I breathe in, then out, but the air gets stuck, and I feel suffocated. I keep reminding myself that things are going to be okay. That I am stronger now. That I don’t have anything to fear.

A hand grabs mine, and I turn to see Raven watching me with worried eyes.

“Are you okay?” she asks, her shifting between mine.

It’s been three years. Three good years, yet the fear of going back to Alec’s pack is still there.

I shake my head and stare at my lap, “No.”

This was so fucking hard. I thought that I’d gotten over my fear. I thought that I was doing okay. I thought that this would be a piece of cake. It isn’t. As much as I try to be strong, that terrified girl from three years ago is still buried inside me. She still shows her head once in a while.

It sometimes makes me wonder if I am indeed strong. If indeed I came out at the top… Or was it all just pretend. Was I lying to myself? Faking it in front of the others, but knowing deep down I’m nothing like I’ve portrayed myself to be.

Nyx’s warmth engulfs me. It feels like being held in a tight and fluffy hug. Despite the love I feel, it does nothing to wipe away the remnant tendrils of fear and agony.

“It’s going to be okay, Sadie,” Raven whispers, trying to assure me.. “This time things are different. This time, you are different.”

Sighing, I take a deep breath, then straighten my back. “You are right. I am different. No one can hurt me.”

“Exactly. No one will hurt you”

negative feelings, I feel a bit better. I feel a

plane lands, and minutes later it comes to a complete stop. After the flight attendant tells we can leave, I unbuckle

cheeks, her pink lips were slightly open and small snores escaped her mouth. It was so cute. Watching her sleep, brought a sense of peace

on Aspen that I didn’t even hear him approach. Harding my tone, I give him a

understand him honestly. Not that I wanted

he showed just how much he hated me when he threw me into the dungeons without

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change?

thoughts away, I

If he had been a little more diligent, a little more merciful, we wouldn’t be here. He wouldn’t be

outside. I spot the black SUVs and head towards them with Martha and Raven falling in step

don’t remember his name, calls in shock. “You are

from being Piper’s friend, I was basically invisible. My parents were omegas, so I was basically no one. I was

thin line, I don’t say anything. It was obvious I was alive, so there was no need to confirm what he

How is

from behind. “Let’s leave, we’ll explain everything once we

believe Lola was your mate.” Ah, so Alec’s pack doesn’t know that Lola was a fraud? That’s interesting. I

Alec replies dismissively. “There has been

Unlike before, this time

and irritable. The fact that we were getting closer and closer to the pack that brought me so much misery raised my hackles even higher. A very small part of me wanted to run and never

dream of that same voice telling me how he loved me. imagined his voice getting even deeper when he was aroused. I used to imagine that vibration against

It reminded me of his taunts as I begged him to believe me. If I could shut him permanently so that I didn’t have to listen to him,

wanted to ask

at

I hiss. “I’m going back to the one place where I suffered humiliation and you