Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 66

Chapter 66

Sadie

My heart starts racing the moment the pilot announces that we will be touching down in the next five minutes. I don’t think I’ve ever been this anxious in my life. Not even when my water broke during labor.

Closing my eyes, I breathe in, then out, but the air gets stuck, and I feel suffocated. I keep reminding myself that things are going to be okay. That I am stronger now. That I don’t have anything to fear.

A hand grabs mine, and I turn to see Raven watching me with worried eyes.

“Are you okay?” she asks, her shifting between mine.

It’s been three years. Three good years, yet the fear of going back to Alec’s pack is still there.

I shake my head and stare at my lap, “No.”

This was so fucking hard. I thought that I’d gotten over my fear. I thought that I was doing okay. I thought that this would be a piece of cake. It isn’t. As much as I try to be strong, that terrified girl from three years ago is still buried inside me. She still shows her head once in a while.

It sometimes makes me wonder if I am indeed strong. If indeed I came out at the top… Or was it all just pretend. Was I lying to myself? Faking it in front of the others, but knowing deep down I’m nothing like I’ve portrayed myself to be.

Nyx’s warmth engulfs me. It feels like being held in a tight and fluffy hug. Despite the love I feel, it does nothing to wipe away the remnant tendrils of fear and agony.

“It’s going to be okay, Sadie,” Raven whispers, trying to assure me.. “This time things are different. This time, you are different.”

Sighing, I take a deep breath, then straighten my back. “You are right. I am different. No one can hurt me.”

“Exactly. No one will hurt you”

it doesn’t drive away the negative feelings, I feel a bit better. I

to a complete stop. After the flight attendant tells we can leave, I unbuckle my seat belt before turning to my baby girl She had fallen asleep about

her cheeks, her pink lips were slightly open and small snores escaped her mouth. It was so cute. Watching her sleep,

carry her?” Alec’s voice startles me. I was so focused on Aspen that I didn’t even hear

him honestly. Not that I wanted to,

he showed just how much he hated me when he threw me into the dungeons without a second thought. Why was he now trying to be part of my life?

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change?

those thoughts away,

This is on him. None of what happened is my fault. If he had been a little more diligent, a little more merciful, we

and head towards them with Martha and Raven falling in step besides

an elder, who, I don’t remember his name, calls in

basically no one. I was insignificant. Because of my case though, I become famous in the pack and not for the right reasons, as you

a thin line, I don’t say anything. It was obvious I was alive, so there was no need to confirm what he

is

see you” Alec’s voice interrupts from behind. “Let’s leave, we’ll explain everything

she did. They still believe Lola was your mate.” Ah, so Alec’s pack doesn’t know that Lola was a fraud? That’s interesting. I wonder why he hasn’t told them given he knew the truth way before we

replies dismissively. “There

questioningly before he nods his head and moves aside. Unlike before, this time I

so much misery raised my hackles even higher. A very small part of me wanted to run and never look back. I just didn’t know whether it’s

telling me how he loved me. imagined his voice getting even deeper when he was aroused. I used

It reminded me of how deep and dangerous it got right before he caused me pain while I was locked up. It reminded me of his taunts as I begged him to believe me. If I could shut him permanently so that I didn’t have to listen to him, then I

just wanted to ask if you are

scoff at

where I suffered