Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0183

Alec.

"You look deep in thought."

Micah's voice interrupts my musings, pulling me back to the present. It's been three days since we found out that a demi-god was probably imprisoned here.

I am in my office. I should be working. I had a lot of work load. Both from my pack and my security company, yet I couldn't get my mind to focus on the task at hand no matter how much I tried.

I drop the pen I was holding on my desk and push away the contracts I was supposed to be working on. After all, it's been nearly two hours since I sat down at my desk to work, yet I haven't done shit in those hours.

I can't stop my mind from thinking. I had a lot going on, yet all I could think about was Sadie and Aspen. It's like my mind has been invaded by thoughts of them. I can't get my head to think about anything else. "Let me guess, you are thinking about Sadie," Micah mumbles, sitting on the other side of my desk.

He isn't wrong at all. That's one of the things I hate and love about Micah. He knows me too well. Anyway, what kind of Alpha does that make me? Instead of thinking about my pack and the huge ass problem we are currently facing, all I can think about is my mate and our daughter.

I swallow "Yeah."

lean back against my chair and stare at my desk as if it has all

way. Even when I thought that Lola was my mate. What I feel for Sadie is indescribable. My soul craves her. Not just her body, but everything that is her.

who lacked any kind of

she wasn't

While other women did everything humanly possible to get their beauty noticed, she did everything possible to make sure no

me without stuttering. Her eyes were always cast down. She hardly ever looked me in

asked years ago whether I would ever be attracted to Sadie, well, the answer would be a definite no. It's actually

no one else apart

a long time. My thoughts are consumed by the woman who I hurt, and she wants nothing to

used to follow me and chase me around back then. Now, the tables are turned. She wants nothing to do with me, while I want

what's your plan?" Micha asks me, once again pulling me from my thoughts. "How are you planning to win her back because I can tell

I stand up and head to my window. I catch sight of her and for a moment my heart fucking misses a

have no fucking clue," I mumble, my eyes glued to