Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0184

When I got out and started changing, I didn't know that I would be giving Sadie a strip show. Not that I am complaining anyway.

I turned when I felt eyes on me. That's when my eyes landed on her form, standing by the window. She didn't flinch or move when I turned, even though I was stark naked in front of her.

I admit that I sometimes expect her to behave like her old self. She didn't, though. Instead of turning around and hiding, she kept her eyes on me. I know that she wasn't looking at me in a sexual manner, but I couldn't help but feel like her gaze was like a smooth touch that lit a fire on me.

"You have to do something, Alec, especially given that the full moon is in two weeks."

Yes, the full moon. The day when my mate's heat scent will drive me and my wolf crazy.

"We are idiots, you know that?" Knox mumbles, his eyes staring lazily at me.

"Why do you say that?"

"We never thought about it back then," he answers. "During the full moon, we never really felt any strong pull towards Lola like most people said we would when we met our mate, and she went into heat."

true. We did scent her heat, but it didn't do much. The desire to bend her over was

deeper. I shouldn't have been able to resist her. I've never heard of any alpha who was able

my mate and our bond, even though I felt the connection? Hell, everything we were taught would happen when you meet your mate, happened. I felt like

to have found my mate and my pack's salvation that I chose not to

mumble, raking my fingers

it's time to admit that I was played and Lola probably had a hand in it. Because of her, I tortured and tormented

I feel defeated and dejected. I seriously have no idea what to do. Fuck, I don't even know if I can fix things with

turn and face him at the mention of my name. I uncurl my fist. I didn't even realize it when I folded them

look; you

win her

asshole,

to give up on

want."

he's right. "I've never screwed

like

mutters. "But the Alec I know takes without permission, fights for what is his, and rarely asks permission or apologizes for it. You usually go