And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 147: Denying the Bond 

Cassie. 

Trixie’s outburst caught both mine and Sansa’s attention. She jumped to her feet, huffing and puffing, and I could have sworn her eyes turned brighter than usual. It was as if a flip switched in her, and she was slowly spiraling from it. The guilt that filled me over her looking upset, tore at my heart. I had never meant to hurt her, and biting my bottom lip, the confidence I usually felt slowly dissipated. 

“Trixie, I’m so sorry. Please don’t be upset.” 

“Upset?!” She scoffed with laughter. “I’m not upset because I’m his mate.” 

“What? Then what’s wrong?” Confused beyond belief, I ‘tried to understand what was going on. Why was she acting like this if she wasn’t upset by the news? 

Shaking her head, she paced around the little seating area we were in with her hands on her hips. “I never wanted a mate, Cassie. As surprising as that may seem, in my world, when you take your mate, it means you start popping out babies, and just because my older sister wants to do that doesn’t mean I want to.” 

Trixie’s confession was slightly unexpected. She was  usually so sweet and bubbly, and right now, she was acting completely different. “Trix-” 

“No, Cassie,” she sighed, snapping her gaze at me. “Let me  finish.” 

I gestured with my hand for her to continue. After all, who was I to honestly stop her? It was obvious the girl was on a mission, and as she ranted about how people always treated her like she was stupid and how her mother wanted her to settle down, I couldn’t help but think of how similar we actually were. 

“If your brother thinks for one minute he can disregard me, regardless of me not wanting to mate anything, well, he has another thing coming.” 

“Whoa–what?” I gasped, coming back to reality at her  words. 

What the hell was she talking about? 

“You heard me, Cassie,” she replied with a triumphant smirk on her face. “I’m going to take a chapter out of your book.” 

Sansa kicked my shin, causing me to gasp as I sent a daggered glare in her direction. “What the hell was that for?!” 

“Look what you did!” she groaned, gesturing to Trixie, who pulled out her phone and seemed to look at herself in her reflection. “She has lost it!” 

as if to ask her what she wanted me to do. It wasn’t like I asked for

down the sidewalk in the same dark jeans and t–shirt I had seen him in the other day, which

that he hadn’t been home or anything.

for which way he had gone. The thought of finding him was the only thing pushing me forward as I turned left and headed up the street in

area for any sign of him, and when I thought I’d never find him, a firm arm reached out from within the shadows of an alley and pulled me in, the seductive, sultry scent I had grown used

against the wall, I stared up into Lucas‘ dark steely eyes. My heart was racing at the feeling of his body 

he snarled through a narrowed

following you? I have been looking

up on how tight he was holding my wrist. For a moment, I hoped this moment might turn sweet, no matter how much my affection for him confused

through his dark hair as he always did when he was

talk about.” His words were hurtful, and as the hollow pit in my stomach opened, trying to swallow my heart, I refused to believe

care for him more than I thought? Maybe I

trying to understand what the hell changed his mood so quickly. He seemed different today as if something had happened, and he no longer cared about me being his mate. “Maybe because I wanted to

baring his fangs. “We have nothing to talk about.”

talk about?” I gasped in disbelief, “we have a

he stared  at me with a smile on his face. I wasn’t sure what the hell his  problem was, considering he literally had fucked me stupid last night, and now he was acting

know this won’t work, so stop pretending and move on to some other poor, unsuspecting soul who has time

exclaimed. “What the fuck

heard what I just said, but I had no plan of letting him go. Grabbing his wrist, I stopped him in his tracks, and as

by my hair and pressed me back against the brick building he had pinned me against before. His fangs bared and with lips only inches

ever do that again-”

what?” I quickly said, cutting him off. “What

movements turned into hungry, frenzied motions of wandering hands and heated passion. I wanted him right now,

he slid his hand beneath. my leggings and cupped my aching core that throbbed with the desire to have more of him. I was wet, so fucking wet, and when

purred in my ear as a smile graced his lips, highlighting the glint of amusement that lay at the forefront of his gaze. “You wanted to be my good girl

I giggled as I nipped at his bottom lip. “Who said anything

rubbed circles around my clit. He made me ride out my orgasm with his hand. The euphoric bliss of his actions had me begging for more, but when I reached for his belt, he pulled back.

shook his head with a grin. “I think I’ve had enough fun for the day, Cassie. Perhaps