And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 148: Words with Silas 

Cassie. 

I hadn’t expected to run into Silas on the way home, but now that I was faced with him, I was actually pleased. I had allowed myself to face a moment of weakness by letting my heart play tricks on my mind. To think the mate thing was actually possible with Lucas was a stupid decision to begin  with. 

Pulling from Silas, I quickly wiped away my tears and pushed a smile on my face. 

“God, I feel completely stupid,” I whispered as I gazed up  into his hazel eyes, “uh–so how are you?” 

Silas gazed down at me, giving a small chuckle as he ‘reached up, rubbing the back of his neck as if hesitant to speak. “I’m okay. I actually was coming to see you, but I can. see that whatever I had to say can wait… what’s going on? Why are you crying?” 

He was coming to see me? The thought was sweet, but I wasn’t sure why he would have been going out of his way to see me. “Uh, nothing. I’m not sad, more angry than anything.” 

“Angry about what?” 

Shrugging my shoulders, I turned and made my way toward a small bench that sat off the edge of the sidewalk. “Men–in more precise measures, Lucas. It’s all stupid and not important, honestly.” 

Silas followed my movements as he came to sit next to me. He didn’t bother to push for more information and instead nudged my shoulder with his own, causing me to smile. 

“Well, the topic of men was the reason why I was coming to see you. I wasn’t sure if your brother had spoken with you yet, but I wanted to explain myself.” 

Confusion filled me as I furrowed my brow, staring at him, trying to figure out what exactly he was talking about. Taking a moment, I thought back to when my brother  confronted me in the hallway at the school, and suddenly what he had said dawned on me.  that was 

“So when he said the guys were talking about me, you?” The sheepish grin that crossed Silas’s face at my question let me know it was exactly what he was talking about. 

the hallway. Not only that, but the word had  gotten out, leading to Lucas hearing what

very quickly around this place, and that was something I did

I promise… Nothing was bad,” Silas said 

kind of guy who would just say shit for no reason. And, in fact, if he was

eyes and stared back into the bluish–green

the other night, and because of it, they assumed that we were hooking up, which of course, we didn’t. And then, they saw Lucas act the

his words as he spoke, and nodding my head, I  followed along the best I could, trying to understand his point of view. However, if

ridiculous rumors over something that didn’t even happen?” Silas gave me a meek smile, and that smile let me know he hadn’t entirely told them the truth, which pissed me off even more.

were putting me through, but on top of that, I had to deal with everything else in my life constantly spiraling  out of control. And now this issues with Silas because  people seem to think I’m a girl who likes to sleep around.

it reminded me so much of high school, so much of the drama, I was glad to

stayed in. The last thing I wanted to do was say something mean to Silas and cause even

if I didn’t have anything nice to  say, it was best not to

as I started  heading down the sidewalk, he was on his feet rushing after me, his hand gripping my upper arm as he

you about this. In fact,

his gaze, and as much as I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself and never put his hands on me

discuss? You made it very clear the guys here, and probably a lot of the girls, are

thought I was. I was 18 years old, trying to figure out my life and where

I have a rebellious nature? Absolutely.

the world as if I had my shit together. What I wanted was to

situation I couldn’t fix. However, this place turned out not to be the solace I was looking for, and instead, had become just as much a nightmare

what I had asked him, and he opened and closed his mouth as if he wanted to say something but

dinner with him, but I was  curious to know exactly what it was he was going to do to fix things. Taking him up on this offer was not going to make anything better between Lucas and me. But honestly, after the way Lucas had treated me today, regardless of what

hand that yes, I would. A bright white. smile crept across Silas’s face at my acknowledgment to