Babysitting The Amnesiac Lycan King

Chapter 90

Chapter 90

The palace gates slam shut behind me.

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Not metaphorically. Not in a poetic, symbolic way. No, they literally fucking slam. Cold iron. Loud clang. And me, standing outside as some kicked-out groupie who dared to dream too high.

Fuck.

My ears are ringing too loud from how hard I was sobbing just seconds ago. My knees are shaking, gravel biting into my skin. as I finally stand. I don't even brush myself off. What's the fucking point?

Sobbing on the palace steps though a goddamn idiot while two oversized wolves watched with blank expressions. One of them finally tells me, "Your things will be sent to your company. You should leave before you draw more attention."

Right. Because getting thrown out as a piece of trash wasn't humiliating enough-I should also worry about how I look.

I wipe my nose on the back of my hand. I taste blood in my mouth-I must've bitten my lip when I hit the ground. My throat's raw, as if I swallowed glass, and there's still that lump in there that won't go away no matter how many times I swallow.

I push myself up. My palms are dirty. Dress wrinkled. I'm trembling, but I smile like I'm not dying inside. Because that's what we do, right? We perform. We survive. We fake it.

Inside my head, something shifts.

I hear her.

Eris.

My wolf, the only one who's ever stood by me, the one who let me cling to her when I had no one else. She's quiet for a beat, and I stupidly think maybe she's gonna comfort me or say something vaguely helpful.

She doesn't.

"I can't believe you did that to him."

Her voice is laced with disappointment so sharp I flinch.

"Eris-"

"He was right,” she says bitterly. "Mates don't do that shit to each other."

And just like that, she's gone. Her presence flickers and disappears as someone

shut off a switch. Nothing. Not even static. She's blocked me out.

I'm alone.

Again.

More alone than I've ever been.

I swallow the lump in my throat so hard it burns.

I take a taxi back. Not even sure how I remembered to call one or where I found

the goddamn strength to climb in. I must look like shit because the driver doesn't talk. Good. I'm not in the mood to pretend I'm holding it together.

"WolfNet Media HQ," I whisper.

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God, I should run. Hide. Dig a hole and rot in it. But I don't. Because I'm a journalist. And journalists show up-even when their world is burning.

The moment the automatic doors to the company building slide open, I get hit with-

Confetti.

Fucking confetti.

“YOU GUYS! SHE'S HERE!” someone yells from the other side of the lobby. I blink, confused, as a bunch of my coworkers flood toward me as though I'm some war hero returning from battle.

There's champagne being poured, cupcakes on desks, and a big-ass sign that says CONGRATS ON GOING VIRAL, QUEEN!

My blood runs cold.

No. No fucking way.

Liam appears in the middle of it all, his tie loose around his neck, blazer half-on like he got dragged into the celebration five minutes before I arrived. He spots me

and smiles, the first genuine grin I've ever seen on that man's face.

"Well, well," he says, raising a glass in my direction. "The star of the show arrives."

I don't move.

I can't.

Liam's voice cuts through the chaos. "The genius behind the most talked-about exposé of the year." His smile is smug, arms wide like he's about to hand me an Oscar. "Taryn fucking Sinclair. Holy shit, you've made us a fortune."

I'm frozen there on the welcome mat while coworkers I barely know start crowding around, clapping me on the back, handing me drinks, spewing praise as though I didn't just burn down my whole life.

I barely catch the glass of champagne someone pushes into my hand. I don't drink it.

My fingers are numb.

"That article," one guy gushes-Josh, I think? From finance? "It's fucking everywhere! Front page on three national werewolf outlets. Hell, even some

interviews lined up, brand deals sniffing around, ad revenue tripled overnight. You basically made this

I can't breathe.

camera trauma? His media blackout? The meltdown at the Maldives hotel? All of it. You

is dry. Like

I nod.

what else am I

the King you're all dragging is the man I

and I would give anything-anything-to take it

Yeah. Didn't think so.

glance across the room

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her chest, lips pressed into a thin, disapproving line. Her eyes seet

sanile. She

just shudes her bead-slow,

it guts t

Because she knows

In the Maldives. When Enoch danced around me like a damn puppy. When he pressed kisses to my jaw and trand to build me a damn blanket fort. She saw how he looked at me like I was his whole

1 betrayed him.

Maybe I did

passes me a tablet with the article on the

the Crown: The Lycan King's Media Terror and

By Taryn Sinclair.

front like a fucking signature

deleted

it in the first

to scream. Rip the sign down. Tell them all to shove their viral metrics and champagne up their asses. But my voice is trapped under

even get that info?" another coworker asks, awe in her

I don't answer.

I can't

out his family. I knew he couldn't sleep unless he heard my heartbeat. I knew the sound he made when he laughed too

And I used it.

didn't mean to-even if the

words to destroy him.

tablet. The words blur. My

to

the

air.

Fuck.

I need to

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how fucking quiet the city can be until I'm back in

apartment.

in it yet. I'm just standing in front of the damn

front of Liam fucking Calloway, who is currently juggling my suitcase like a damn

it is mine. My luggage. My boxes. My sad, thrown-out-of-the- palace belongings. The final nail in the "Taryn, go fuck yourself" coffin. "Here," Liam says, not even winded, as he drops the last duffel bag on the welcome mat of my tiny apartment unit. His sleeves are rolled up, his hair messy from

trauma.

asks, watching me like I might

lie through

look like you're about to crawl into that

Not the worst idea I've

up and get inside before someone mistakes

daddy."

lock clicks under my palm, and I push the door

counter. My welcome mat still says Bite Me, which

was here, I was still stupid. Still

Enoch with his stupid bed hair and his warm hands

was the

remembers everything except how to not fucking

of the bags inside, ignoring how my

his at the top-black, oversized, the one he

like a goddamn blanket

God, I'm pathetic.

eyes sting, and I blink up fast,

me like I didn't just get emotionally bodyslammed out of the

damn day. Probably scared I'd snap if she said the wrong word. Not

Just sat there like a mannequin, smiling

me the promotion of a lifetime like it was a consolation prize for being dumped by a

Liam had said, voice too

hurt more than

now, stepping in behind me and

"Don't tell me you didn't pay your bill while you were off

being emotionally manipulated

past me, flicking on the lights with one hand while the other

neck. He looks too casual for someone I once thought was an absolute

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now he's carrying my bags and staying late and not saying

why I'm

doesn't do nice. He does sarcasm and critique and brooding glares

version of him-

off.

stumble to the fridge, opening it

course. Just like

"Wine?" Liam asks.

look like I need wine or

"Too bad. Wine