Babysitting The Amnesiac Lycan King

Chapter 91

I pull back.

Fast

Like I just touched a damn stove. The heat of Liam's breath is still lingering near my lips, but I shove him off so hard he actually stumbles back.

I don't even process it-my hands just react before my brain extches up

“Fuck.” I breathe, stumbling a step back, like the distance will undo the last five seconds of whatever the hell that was "Shit."

Liam's brows draw together, confused, maybe hurt-but i don't care. I don't fucking care. My fingers shake as I wipe my mouth, even though nothing really happened, and 1 pace like I'm about to be sick.

"What the fuck was I thinking?" I mutter to myself, gripping my scalp. "What the actual fuck, Taryns

Because it was so close. My eyes were closed. My lips were parted. I was ready to move on.

Except-no.

Because his voice slams back into me like a freight train.

Mates don't do that shit to each other.

My knees nearly buckle.

I stare at the floor, but all I see is Enoch's face. The way he looked when he screamed at me.

When I left him in that hallway, bleeding with more than just his wounds.

And now I almost kissed someone else.

"Why would you-why would you even try that? You knew-"

"Because he's not here," Liam cuts in, his tone might be flat but eyes are sharp. "And he won't be. Not after what you did."

I flinch.

Like a slap across the face. Open-palmed. Brutal. Because it's true, isn't it? \\

That damn article. That stupid, twisted article with my name on it. I didn't write it, but it has my fucking name. And maybe it doesn't matter what the truth is anymore because he's gone, and now I'm here-dripping in regrets and desperation.

"Don't," I manage. "Don't use that against me."

He steps forward. "I'm not. I'm just telling you the truth."

"You don't get to decide that," I snap.

"Are you seriously still hung up on him?" Liam asks, voice lower now. Less

heated, more... fucking patronizing. "He's gone, Taryn. He left you. After everything. And you think he'd still want you after what you did?"

I blink up at him. "Get out."

He takes a step forward instead. Wrong move.

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"He's the King now," Liam says, like it's a fact that should end the whole damn conversation. "And you're now the girl who aired his secrets like dirty laundry. He's not coming back for you."

"I said get the fuck out, Liam."

He doesn't.

His hand shoots out, gripping my arm. Tight. Too tight.

"Just listen to me for once-"

"No!" I try yanking back, but he's stronger. Bigger. Angrier. His voice rises as though he's trying to knock sense into me with brute force, but I don't hear it anymore. My skin's crawling. My heart's in my throat.

"Liam," I warn, voice dropping. "Let me go."

And still-still-I can't shift.

"Eris," I whisper inside my head. Begging. Pleading. Do something. Please. Snap

his wrist. Bite his throat. Anything.

Nothing.

Dead silence.

My own fucking wolf has gone mute.

"Liam-" My voice cracks. I try to say more, but my throat burns. "You're hurting me."

That's all it takes.

That small, broken sound. The kind that escapes before pride can choke it back. Liam jerks his hand off me as though I'm made of acid. His eyes go wide, like maybe he just realized he was gripping too tight.

Or maybe he just saw me for what I am now-powerless.

I step back. He steps back further.

"Taryn, I-"

"Get. Out." My voice is steadier now, but my eyes sting. "Before I start screaming."

He looks at me for a second longer. His lips twitch like he's gonna say something

else. Apologize, maybe. Justify himself. But he doesn't.

He just turns and walks out the door.

He doesn't even close it properly.

I don't move until I hear the elevator doors slam shut.

And then I sink.

the goddamn

these ugly, uneven bursts. I dig my

it doesn't.

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the fuck

almost kissed someone

who isn't

My mate.

God.

is

him once. That was enough. That was

swims back into my brain, clear as day. His stupid soft eyes. The way he used to hold my ankle when I got hurt like I was made of porcelain. His voice when he

Liar.

I still love him. God help me, I

legs folding under me like a

earlier sits

celebrate my "promotion"

congrats on not being

It's half-full.

depending on how pathetic you

grab it. Screw the

死

and drink straight from the

and merciless, but it's still not enough to

yet.

the bottle next to me and let my head fall back against

stares at me.

lips still tingle. But

I close my eyes.

comes rushing

hair. My toes in the sand while he

His voice whispering "I feel

He lied.

I lied.

all fucking lie,

take another swig. Wipe my mouth with

a phantom

my

I can't do this.

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I drink again.

And again.

My phone rings.

I ignore it.

It rings again.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

ready to

But my hand freezes.

Caller ID: Gamma Abel.

given a damn about me

return.

stare at the

then I swipe to

I reply. "I saw it." His voice is low

that.

The article is still

byline still says

choke on a laugh that dies as quickly as it comes. My throat is raw. My heart's already

wrote into something so

I scroll down.

there. Paragraphs of poison. Speculation. Accusations.

wasn't the one who almost got fucking murdered by

details I scribbled in a moment of desperation-when I thought I could find closure by writing everything down-are all twisted

And the worst part?

goddamn word in a good

fucking praises too.

didn't

tremble as I scroll further, pausing on

sea-glass

His grandmother?

Whoever

him.

Shit.

they get their hands on my

W-who...

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shut, turning to my

didn't publish it," I croak, nose running, voice

you didn't, kid." His voice is steady,

that?"

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even look at me. He threw me out of the goddamn palace gates like I was-like... I was nothing." There's a pause, and I can hear him sigh on the

still in the pack," Gamma Abel says, quieter now, "I've

man. Seen how he looked at you when you weren't looking. Hell,

man more obsessed in my life. Like a starving wolf with a single fucking lamb in the

palm to my chest to keep it

Taryn. Make him fucking

if he doesn't want to?" I

make him remember why

at the phone after the call ends, breathing like

My lungs burn. My stomach flips. Something inside me

It's not courage.

It's clarity.

head lifts, and I hear her.

Eris.

as though she's

a fucking spine.

mate back, bitch." she

still fresh on