Chosen By The Moon

Chosen By The Moon

Chapter 187

Lewis POV

“I’m not ok…” I saw the gathered tears in her eyes finally fall down her flushed thin checks. “I’m not ok.‘ Her head shook quickly as she began to sob. It made my heart contact and before I’d even realized I had moved, I was pulling her into my chest, hugging her trying my hardest to calm her down, while being happy she was finally letting her pain

out. “I’m not ok!”

And so I drew my wolf sides pleasure and happiness at holding my mate in, forcing it down as I waited.

I waited for her to finally explain her thought process to me. I waited patiently while cuddling my girl, so she could explain everything in her own time. I didn’t have to wait too long as one admittance was enough to let everything

flood out of her.

not ok, I… I killed my mom, I killed her…” I shook my head but Dylan’s hysterical sobbing cut me off as she continued her sorrow filled admittance. “We didn’t get along that

her face was.” This was breaking my heart to see such a strong willed person crumple underneath all the guilt and trauma she had been dealt. “You kn e last thing I ever said to her was that I hated her. I called her a traitor, I swore at her and I will never be able to apologize for it. I’ll never get the chance to beg for her forgiveness.” Wow… I genuinely had no idea she carried around so much guilt. I just held her, and listened. For the first time since meeting her I remembered she was only 17. The entire world had put so many expectations and pressure on her shoulders she had absolutely no way of staying grounded. This selfish, sadistic new world had slowly sucked out every bit of

had left.

and my other hand held her head into my chest, my heartbeat definitely meeting her ear and hopefully helped to calm her slightly. “I can’t sleep without seeing him… without feeling him… without reliving everything he did to me.” A small shudder of disgust racked through her at the thought of josh, which caused me to tighten my

around my body.

mind set and yet, I was enjoying holding

and scarred, I’m tired all the time but can’t do a thing about it. Im starving and yet I feel so full off a single mouthful of food… I just feel like I’m drowning, I’m drowning and can’t find a way out without another tidal wave dragging me down.” I wasn’t sure when we had found a seat on the grass below us, but we had. Most of her weight was resting on me as she continued to

not taken everything because she still refused he advances, she still refused his mark, which meant she still had

not true… He’s taken a lot, I’ll admit that, but he’s not stolen everything. You can still fight.” Her head shook

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Chapter 187

bring him down. I know it and you know it.” She was so wrong, I fully believed her to

you are the one person who can unite everyone against the royals. You’re the only person who has enough fight in them.” She