Chosen By The Moon

Chosen By The Moon

Chapter 187

Lewis POV

“I’m not ok…” I saw the gathered tears in her eyes finally fall down her flushed thin checks. “I’m not ok.‘ Her head shook quickly as she began to sob. It made my heart contact and before I’d even realized I had moved, I was pulling her into my chest, hugging her trying my hardest to calm her down, while being happy she was finally letting her pain

out. “I’m not ok!”

And so I drew my wolf sides pleasure and happiness at holding my mate in, forcing it down as I waited.

I waited for her to finally explain her thought process to me. I waited patiently while cuddling my girl, so she could explain everything in her own time. I didn’t have to wait too long as one admittance was enough to let everything

flood out of her.

hysterical sobbing cut me off as she continued

lifeless her eyes were. How still her body was, how messed bloody her face was.” This was breaking my heart to see such a strong willed person crumple underneath all the guilt and trauma she had been dealt. “You kn e last thing I ever said to her was that I hated her. I called her a traitor, I swore at her and I will never be able to apologize for it. I’ll never get the chance to beg for her forgiveness.” Wow… I genuinely had no idea she carried around so much guilt. I just held her, and listened. For the first time since meeting her I remembered she was only 17. The entire world had put so many expectations and pressure on her shoulders she

had left.

sniffles and whimpers. Her face buried into my chest as my arm gently squeezed around her back and my other hand held her head into my chest, my heartbeat definitely meeting her ear and hopefully helped to calm her slightly. “I can’t sleep without seeing him… without feeling him… without reliving everything he did to me.” A small shudder of disgust racked through her at the thought of josh, which caused me to tighten my arms around her. I knew she was struggling, and I knew she had been through so much, but even I hadn’t realised how traumatised she truly was. “I can’t go into the main dining area with everyone else because everybody stares at

around my body.

was enjoying holding her, and being there for her. I was glad she was finally letting someone in,

about myself. I’m ugly and scarred, I’m tired all the time but can’t do a thing about it. Im starving and yet I feel so full off a single mouthful of food… I just feel like I’m drowning, I’m drowning and can’t find a way out without another tidal wave dragging me down.” I wasn’t sure when we had found a seat on the grass below us, but we had. Most of her weight was resting on me as she continued to hold me and cry

taken everything because she still refused he advances, she still refused his mark, which

he’s not stolen everything. You can still fight.”

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Chapter 187

I’m not the one to bring him down. I know it and you know it.” She was so wrong, I fully believed her to be the one to bring

who can invoke change. Dylan, you are the one person who can unite everyone against the royals. You’re the only person who has enough fight in them.” She shook her head rapidly crying as she did so, I felt her knees buckling slightly