Divorce to Destiny: Reclaiming My CEO Husband by Anney GW

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384 Permission To Hope

(Winona)

"It is positive, Winona. You are pregnant."

The words echo inside my pounding head, sending shock waves through me. My vision blurs, the walls close in. I can't breathe, can't think. This can't be real.

I feel tears on my cheeks but I'm so far away from reality right now. My anxiety has taken over. I clutch my chest and my breath won't come out of my lungs so I can take another breath in. "Winona, focus on my voice," Klara says gently, her hands on mine. "Breathe. In... and out. Slowly."

I try to follow her instructions, her calm voice guiding me through each breath. It's hard. I just want to run away. Gradually, the panic recedes, leaving me feeling raw but steady.

She reaches into her bag again, pulling out a small vial. "Here. This will help. passionflower and lavender. Just breathe the scent in."

I inhale the soft, calming scent, feeling it ground me as it fills my lungs. The tension in my chest loosens, and I look at Klara, grateful beyond words.

"Thank you," I whisper, barely able to speak past the lump in my throat.

She nods, her eyes understanding. "It is a lot to take in. But know that you do not have to carry this alone, yes? I am here to listen. I will not judge. We are all human."

Something in her words breaks through my fear. "There's... there's a lot to think about. To figure out."

"I'm here as long as you need."

"I-don't even know where to start," I mumble, but then it all comes tumbling out. "It's like... I never expected this, you know? When I was told I'd never be able to carry another baby... it shattered me."

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told myself that Abby was a miracle. I was

"What if I get my hopes up? What if I start to imagine a future, only to have it ripped away? The doctors told me the chances are next to nothing." Klara's face is gentle but serious. "There is no real way not

if I lose it... I'm not sure I can go through that. I don't know if I'm strong enough." Klara reaches across the table, resting her hand on mine. "What you're feeling is perfectly

too far along... if the baby goes close to a safe delivery time but I still lose the baby, then I'll have to deliver. I'll have to hold a baby I'll never

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"No one can predict the future. We only take one step, then

Jayden might not be the father." I shake

at Klara, nerves prickling under my skin. "How soon can I find out how far along I

through blood tests-they'll show us certain markers that indicate roughly how far along you might be." She pauses, studying me. "But a more precise

and give us some answers, but it takes time. And as

serious.

"The...the paternity?"

lab Gus used-they have

mixing with my fear. "How long

a few days,"

together to steady myself. "I just... I need

this baby," she says. "I know how hard this is, but there are ways we can support your body holistically, along with the medical advice you receive. Every little bit

approaches we can use together-nutrition, gentle herbal remedies, rest, meditation. And we can work with your doctors to complement their advice, using the strengths

of hope burns in my chest. "So... there is a chance? Even with everything the doctors

me daily. You are now on a journey, one step at a time.