Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

6. A new version

Rowan

There is something that happens inside you when you see your ex–wife, the mother of your son, shot and bleeding on the cold cemetery ground. Something I never thought I would feel towards Ava. 1

When I saw the men with guns pointing at us, I didn’t fucking think. I knew Noah was safe with my parents so my instincts took over and I dived for Emma. I would die for her and I was prepared to do just that..

I was relieved when the shooters ran after seeing the police but my relief was short lived when one of the officers shouted for an ambulance. I turned around wondering who was hurt, only I didn’t expect it to be Ava and seeing her hurt almost brought me to my knees.

It was a flurry of events after that. The ambulance arrived and the officer refused to let Ava go until he made sure she was safely in the able arms of the doctor.

I was pissed at his reluctance to let her go, she was my wife, I mean ex–wife but more importantly I was pissed at myself. I should have protected her. If something worse had happened to Ava, how would I have explained it to Noah? How would I justify the fact that I had failed to protect his mother?

So here I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room. So fucking worried because we hadn’t gotten a word since Ava was rushed to the emergency room. No one had come out to inform us of the prognosis.

“Please let her be okay” Kate, her mother whispered.

This is the first time I’ve heard any emotion in her voice when she talked about Ava I guess losing her husband and then almost losing her daughter softened her a bit.

We were all here with the exception of Noah Travis was seated next to Kate who was next to

Emma

I sat down unable to control the anxiety inside me. I needed her to be okay for Noah’s sake. I kept telling myself

I don’t know fo

ow long we were waiting, but when I looked up I saw Ava. She was over at the nurse’s station handing off papers. Her left arm was in a sling as she took her credit card and put it in her bag.

With difficulty, she managed to get out her phone, while still holding her bag. You could see that it wasn’t an easy task by the frown on her face.

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“Ava” I called as she was about to walk past us. Her eyes still on her phone.

She looked up. I immediately noticed that something about her was different. I couldn’t place my

finger on it but it was there.

“What are you doing here, did someone else get hurt?” she asked. Her voice flat and devoid of any

emotion.

“How are you doing?” her mom asked instead of replying.

“Unfortunately for you, I’m not dead yet”

Her answer took everyone by surprise. Not only because of how she worded, but because of how cold it was.

I decide to cut in. “Where are you going”

“Home” was her only answer.

“Your hand is in a sling, you can’t drive” I reason.

“That’s why I called an Uber”

to talk. It’s about you father” Kate whispers making Ava turn to

was something missing. I could

stared at her mother. “I don’t see what that has to do with me, the last time I

consider

Ava doesn’t pay any attention to her. It’s

all her feelings leaving

towards the door but then stopped.

answered. His eyes drilling into

“Looks like you’ll get that talk

you” I

a frown from Emma but she’s got to understand.

she is hurt. Not forgetting

down. “No need. I’ll use the

else, she turned and left. We stare

be close to me. So we were

she rejected my offer.

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before she gets home and leaves before we’ve had the chance to talk” Kate says softly. Her

together, so we all jump into my Cadillac Escalade and drive off. Breaking every speed limit, we get to Kate’s house just

the car and get out. Getting inside the house we find my parents, Gabe and Ava who was basically ignoring them. It was weird seeing this side of her. Most of the time

just get this over with” she says in irritation as

to me with a business proposal that he wanted to partner with

was later that we realized that the company belonged to a criminal gang. Neither James nor I wanted anything illegal to touch our companies. We knew that it would be inevitable if we continued with them so we found a way to terminate

dragged the word, her brows were furrowed as if she was confused

the gang members were among the most wanted, they didn’t take it well that we had ousted

his wife and children. They blamed him because he was the one that had approached them even though he didn’t they were involved in illegal business. We thought that they were bluffing

I look at Emma to find shock and fear etched on

Ava and the same dead and cold look

has to do with me” her voice is cool as she looks

up. “I’m going to

Ava, you’re not taking this seriously” I say

meant? How much danger she was in. How‘ things

planning

am and like I said I

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feeling. “You were shot today

him. “All it tells me is that I

speak but Ava cuts her

They were after the three of you, not me. Everyone in this damn city knows that none of

the use of going after

if she died?”

through the air leaving us.cold. This was so unlike

me. Her eyes are devoid of any emotion. It’s like she was dead

at me bothered me. I hated that I

her eyes

whose safety should be your priority then. it’s the woman beside you. She was his perfect little princess, so stop dragging me in

he created” she pauses then faces the rest. Staring each and every

need it and if it turns out I’m danger I will deal with it by myself. I’d rather die than accept any of your protection” she finishes in

at her in surprise. Unable

1. like Ava

and stares her down, trying to intimidate her. In the

but not this

being such a little bitch, just like always you want everything to be about you” she

don’t know which hole you’ve been hiding dear sister but nothing is ever about me. It’s always you but that’s not what we’re discussing right now. I’ve lived without these people’s protection for as long as I can remember, I don’t know why they’re all of a sudden interested in my safety. It’s fake and I’d