1. Dinner date

Ava

I was a nervous wreck as I prepared for my date with Ethan. It’s been two weeks since I was discharged from the hospital and I was all better. The doctor gave me the clear and I even gotten

back to work a few days ago.

In the two weeks, a lot has changed. Letty and I have gotten closer and so has Ethan and I. He’d

asked me out a couple of days ago. I had agreed whole heartedly.

Ethan was good for my ego. He made me laugh and relax. With him I was at ease. When I was

around him I forgot about Rowan. I forgot about my broken heart.

“Hair up or down?” I ask Letty.

We were on video chat and she was helping me get ready.

If I was being honest, this is the first time I’ve ever gone out on a date. Like I mentioned before, I

wasn’t the kind of girl that boys asked out before.

When I was married, Rowan never took me out. In fact we never did the normal things couples did.

when they were in love. There was no dinner dates for me. It would be a surprise if Rowan even

made it home for dinner most days.

“Definitely up, you have a beautiful long neck, you should flaunt it.” Letty says pulling me out of

my thoughts. “Ethan will definitely imagine kissing it and running his tongue down it the entire

time.”

My cheeks color at the picture she painted. I was married for fucks sake, yet such a comment.

made me blush.

“I’m sure you’re exaggerating” 1 mumble, trying to Hide my embarrassment.

“No I’m not. You’re a beautiful woman and any man would be lucky to have you”

“I’m not beautiful” I say automatically. It was sort of a knee jerk reaction.

I wasn’t beautiful. I knew that. Hearing everyone tell you how beautiful your sister is, nails in that fact. It also didn’t help that other parents used to tell my mother that I wasn’t poised, elegant, neat or put together like Emma was

“Yes, you are…you’re the only one who doesn’t see it. All you need is a confidence boost and I

swear men will be scrambling and falling over themselves to have you”

I put my hair up in a messy bun, with loose tendrils framing my face.

I really wanted to believe what she said, but it’s hard to break years of beliefs Beliefs that were

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I sigh and push back the painful memories

“If you say so”

“I say so, now turn, I want to see how you look” she commands.

I didn’t want to go all out incase things didn’t go as planned, so I settled on a little black dress Something that I wasn’t used to. Rowan never took me out when we were married so there wasn’t any need to dress up.

heels and did a nude

look amazing Ava, Ethan won’t be able to take his eyes off you”

you, Letty” I

but I hope you have a wonderful time” she smiles kindly at me. “Let me know how the date

and

just in time, because

head downstairs. I open my

up well and looked mighty

at me

you” I say

you’ve guessed, I’m not good at taking compliments. Especially

chin with his finger before handing

grateful. Rowan has never once bought me

I was important to him. In his mind, I was an inconvenience that

with.

them in water and then we can

in a

to do or say. I mean what do you do during dates? What do you talk about? And who is

of my element that I was afraid

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I’ve gone on more dates than I can count?”

breaking the silence.

anxiety that

nervous the whole day.” I

focus

back. They could tell that my

out on

had to file a report repeatedly because I kept messing it up” he chuckles and I grin at

knowing that I wasn’t

and I couldn’t help but think how easy things

Rowan Instead he decided that

decided that I didn’t deserve

“We’re here” Ethan says.

place where we had parked. The

before. I was also curious because it

I thought we could try it” he tells

he rounded the car then came and opened the door.

His hand at

Ethan asks the twenty

checks her list before speaking.

keeps throwing glances at Ethan. I don’t blame her thought. Ethan

if we were in a relationship, I would feel

A minute later, a waiter arrives with a bottle of wine. He then

orders after pouring

a high end restaurant?” I wasn’t being rude or

curious.

like the kind of place where

before answering “You could

“Parents?” I ask confused.

he told me his dad wasn’t in the

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overdosed after I was born. When the FBI took out my dad, I was put into the system. I thought that was the end for me

and got adopted by a really wonderful

by him. The more I got to know him,

you’re trust fund baby?” I joke

if we are being honest, then you’re also a trust fund baby”

him.

tell him he couldn’t be anymore wrong without revealing

up my past

between me, Emma and Rowan went down, he cut me

and cut me off his will.

him after what I did to his

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