1. A mess

Rowan

Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I

saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.

“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.

There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks

on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.

That was until I realized said woman was Ava

She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display

and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.

Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered

with her.

I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not

like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me

seeing red

She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.

“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.

It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.

I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava

Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.

I can stop her, she hails a

didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was

was so fucking torn, and I was confused as

know how to explain why all of a sudden

affected me so much.

in my car, I drive off and head towards her condo because I know

long before I’m parking outside her

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spare key, so I unlock the door and get

nothing.

I call to her

eyes red and puffy. I feel like an asshole. This

love is. Yet here I was hurting her, after promising never to

here?” she

fucking sorry

mine. “Do you know how painful it was to watch

watch you drool

that she was out with

guilt that eats at me is ravenous. Either way, I still couldn’t

her like that wasn’t something I was prepared

cuts me off and stands

to pace, her hand gesturing wildly. Something she does when she’s pissed but

how to

that it? Then why the hell did you ask me

demands.

not in love with,

know if I were in love

standing,

otherwise”

I care for her but

then why did I feel like I

shake those thoughts

with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily

it just in time and it hits

down and let me explain”

want your st* pid explanation. It’s bound to

you right

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