Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

23. ot giving up

Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

my best friend since we started Uni She

with Rowan She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I would have continued being depressed and failing

career to her

great” I

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would finally get my man.

have my dream. Instead here I am

everything was going great. Rowan

he?” she questions, her

I was just as confused as she

at first, but now I’m starting to doubt things. To doubt his feelings for

ache to think that everyone

point he might have developed some for Ava. I don’t know how

up being the case.

me why you are in doubt and then we can

I study the facts

able to think clearly so that I can disable my enemies.

is thrown out of the

Ava. He thinks I don’t

and calling her. He hired bodyguards for

hired someone to look

wanted him to tell me himself. I didn’t

doing all these things if he truly didn’t give a fuck about her.

for an ex–husband to do for his

who shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell

blown up and she was injured” I

of importance to us, so why would

there, I would have smacked you Emma. You’re a damn lawyer and yet you want to believe your sister is capable of doing all that to herself just to get

lawyer that I believe it. You can’t

exes after said

harmed others and their

love, and

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far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once

she wouldn’t stoop that low…

been a manipulative trick she used,

you’re worried but Rowan has been married to Ava for nine years. They also have a son. He may not be in love with her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care for her. After what you’ve told me happened to Ava, it’s

but I still couldn’t help feel that something is just

my worry. My concern is how he

he’s sniffing around Ava. The two times we