Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

23. ot giving up

Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

friend since we started Uni She was my

Rowan She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing,

career to her

great” I

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man. That

dream. Instead here I am

mean? I thought everything was going great. Rowan asked

questions, her voice ringing

because I was just as

were, at first, but now I’m starting to

think that everyone might have been wrong about his feelings. That

might have developed some for Ava. I

up being the case.

you are in doubt and then we

best lawyers. I study the facts before coming up with

to think clearly so that I can disable my enemies. Yet, when it comes to

is thrown out

Ava. He thinks I don’t

and calling her. He hired bodyguards for

someone to look after

never told him that I knew because I wanted him to tell me himself.

didn’t give a fuck about her. In

normal for an ex–husband to

all that? Did something happen to ‘she who shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s puzzled. I

and a couple of weeks ago, her car got blown up and she was injured” I tell her everything that happened “Personally, I think she did all these things to steal

of importance to us,

you Emma. You’re a damn lawyer and yet you want to believe

I believe it. You can’t imagine what

their exes after said exes have moved

and girlfriends after they harmed others and their supposed loved one all

do crazy things when in love, and crazy is Ava’s middle name”

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as far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once she put green

did to you, but I think she wouldn’t stoop that low… Besides, isn’t she the one

that it might have been a manipulative trick she used, but

love with her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care

feel that something is

that’s not my worry. My concern is

cop called Ethan and he’s sniffing around Ava. The two times we saw