Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

23. ot giving up

Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

friend since we started Uni She was my

She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I would have

career to her

that great” I

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that I would finally get my man. That everything

here I am worrying

you mean? I thought everything was going great. Rowan asked you for

questions, her voice

could join the club because I was just as

were, at first, but now I’m starting to doubt things. To doubt

ache to think that everyone might have been

have developed some for Ava. I

up being the case.

you are in doubt and then we can work from there” she says

best lawyers. I study the facts before coming up

think clearly so that I can disable my

is thrown out

thinks I don’t know but for the past weeks, he’s

her. He hired bodyguards for her,

someone to look after

because I wanted him to tell me himself. I didn’t

if he truly didn’t give a fuck

for an ex–husband

shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s

her car got blown up and she was injured” I tell her everything that happened “Personally,

I said before, Ava isn’t anyone of importance to us, so why would anyone

would have smacked you Emma. You’re a damn lawyer and yet you want to believe your sister is capable of

that I believe it. You can’t imagine what lengths

exes after said exes have moved

share of serving ex- wives and girlfriends after they harmed others and

do crazy things when in love, and crazy is

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any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once she put green

not Ava’s biggest fan because of what she did to you, but I think she wouldn’t

manipulative trick she used, but she doesn’t give me the chance to

for nine years. They also have a son. He may not be in love with her but that doesn’t

but I still couldn’t help feel that something is just

not my worry. My concern is how he behaves

called Ethan and he’s sniffing around Ava. The two