Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

23. ot giving up

Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

been my best friend since we started Uni

one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I

career to her

great” I

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thought that I would finally get my man. That everything was

Instead here I am worrying

you mean? I thought everything was going great. Rowan asked you

he?” she questions, her voice

club because I was just

but now I’m starting to doubt things. To doubt his feelings

everyone might have been wrong about his feelings. That

developed some for Ava. I don’t know how I would

up being the case.

why you are in doubt and then we can work from there” she says softly and

study the facts before coming up

to think clearly so that I can disable

thrown out of the

been obsessive with Ava. He thinks I don’t know but for the past weeks,

checking on and calling her. He hired bodyguards for

hired someone to

I wanted him to tell

he truly didn’t give a fuck about her. In

an ex–husband to

not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s puzzled. I

got blown up and she was injured” I tell her

of importance to us,

yet you want to believe your sister is capable of

I believe it. You can’t

exes after said exes

they harmed others and their supposed loved one all in the name of winning back

when in love, and crazy is Ava’s middle

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as far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan

think she wouldn’t stoop that low… Besides,

tell her that it might have been a manipulative trick

her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care for her. After

feel that something is just not right

my worry. My concern is how he behaves when he sees

cop called Ethan and he’s sniffing