4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

is the best friend I never knew

went really well”

a

went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me

he kiss you?” excitement was written all

chuckle at that. It’s like nothing else I said to her registered.

didn’t. I don’t know

“Why?”

know how it feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me, but the other part was glad he didn’t kiss me because I’m

ready for that yet”

quiet and just stares at me. I see the wheels in her

just

that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring

he meant it. I saw him

over the taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it over and

I take a breath. “He has

because I don’t want her to see my shame.

the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart for so long.

to know just how much his

that last Friday” that same

didn’t mean anything. Besides it can’t erase all the times

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like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when we had S**, he

Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She has my

wasn’t looking at me with pity

that, everything else was perfect?”

did see Rowan and Emma though Looked like

“You’re serious?”

my drink Trying to forget

Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it then and finally I’m

to see it now,

were and I hope it sinks

beauty”

Letty was good for my ego

was Finally, someone who wasn’t comparing me to

rubbing her beauty in

it? Nothing else interesting happened?”

I shake my

to tell her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get me wrong. I trusted her

slip up and say things they aren’t supposed to

I wanted is Emma ever finding out that Rowan came

that

and our conversation flows easily,

her.

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