4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I

well” I tell her

up and a grin takes over. “Tell

at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my

kiss you?” excitement was written all over her

I said to her registered. All she wanted

didn’t. I don’t know whether I am still disappointed by that or

“Why?”

be kissed by someone who actually wants me, but the other part was glad he

ready for that yet”

see the wheels in her mind turning as she

I just told

kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring her beautiful

not like he meant it. I saw him kiss Emma

her lips on his. Like he could do

a breath. “He has never kissed me

her eyes because I don’t want her to see my

I’ve hidden the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart for so long. Not

to know just how much his

did kiss you like that last Friday”

fluke. It didn’t mean anything. Besides it

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so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me.

world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She has my hand in hers, offering me

wasn’t looking at me with pity or sympathy That was the

everything else was perfect?”

though Looked like they were out on

“You’re serious?”

of my drink Trying to forget how perfect they

right. She and Rowan just made sense

to see it now,

I hope he saw how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he

beauty”

Letty was good for my ego

with how beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t comparing me to my

rubbing her beauty

else

shake my

tell her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get me

people slip up and say

ever finding out that Rowan came to

all, that he kissed

after that and our conversation flows easily,

her.

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