4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

best friend I never knew

well” I tell

up and a grin takes over. “Tell

We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my favorite

he kiss you?” excitement was

at that. It’s like nothing else I said to her registered. All she wanted to know is how the

he didn’t. I

“Why?”

do it, just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me, but the other

ready for that yet”

at me. I see the wheels in her mind

just told

has never kissed you?” she asks,

meant it. I saw him kiss Emma when

Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his. Like he

take a breath. “He

to see my shame. This is the

hidden the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart

know just how much his actions destroyed

you like that last Friday” that same

just a fluke. It didn’t mean anything. Besides

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he could, and that always hurt me like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that

the world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She has my hand in

look at her and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me

apart from that, everything else was perfect?”

I did see Rowan and Emma though Looked like

“You’re serious?”

taking a sip of my drink Trying to forget how perfect they looked

was right. She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it

to see it now,

and I

beauty”

for my ego For once there was another

beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who

her beauty in

else interesting happened?” she

I shake

Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get

people slip up and say things they aren’t supposed to

out that Rowan came to

that he

conversation flows easily, but I noticed that

her.

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