4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I

well” I

and a grin takes

to tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my favorite part of the

he kiss you?” excitement was written all over her

else I said to her registered. All she wanted to know is how the

tell he wanted to, but he didn’t. I don’t know whether I

“Why?”

to do it, just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me,

ready for that yet”

just stares at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning as she thinks

just

that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring

has, but not like he meant it. I saw him kiss Emma when we

heated. Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it

“He has never kissed me

her to see my shame. This is

my marriage to Rowan

just how much his

that last Friday”

anything. Besides it can’t

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hurt me like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss

minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head.

me with pity or sympathy

that, everything

though Looked like they were

“You’re serious?”

taking a sip of my drink Trying to forget how perfect

just made sense Everyone saw it

to see it now,

gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go of

beauty”

laugh. I told you Letty was good for my ego For once there was another

beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t comparing

beauty in

else interesting happened?”

I shake my

but I stop myself. Don’t get me wrong. I trusted

people slip up and say things

I wanted is Emma ever finding out that Rowan

of all, that he

flows easily, but I noticed that something was

her.

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