4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

being honest, Letty has come to mean a lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I was too obsessed with getting Rowan

really well” I

and a

tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream.

excitement was

her registered. All she

I tell her. “I could tell he wanted to, but he didn’t. I

“Why?”

it feels to be kissed by someone who

ready for that yet”

at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning as

I just

telling me that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks,

but not like he meant it. I saw him kiss Emma when

taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it over and

a breath. “He has

avoid her eyes because I don’t want her to see my shame. This is the first time I’m

I’ve hidden the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in

just how

that last Friday” that same

a fluke. It didn’t mean anything. Besides it can’t erase all the times I wanted

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believe That my husband found me so unattractive that

in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She has

wasn’t looking at me with pity or sympathy That

that, everything else was

Emma though Looked like they were

“You’re serious?”

my drink Trying to forget

sense Everyone saw it then and finally

to see it now,

and I hope it sinks in

beauty”

told you Letty was good for my ego For once there was another

someone who wasn’t

beauty

Nothing else interesting happened?” she

shake my

to tell her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself.

slip up and say things

thing I wanted is Emma ever finding out that

all, that he kissed

after that and our conversation flows easily, but I noticed that something was eating

her.

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