4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I was

really well” I tell her

a grin takes

went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my favorite part of

you?” excitement was

nothing else I said to her registered. All

I tell her. “I could tell he wanted to, but he didn’t.

“Why?”

wanted him to do it, just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone

ready for that yet”

stares at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning as

I just told

Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring her

but not like he meant it. I saw him

Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his.

take a breath. “He

want her to see my shame. This is the first time

I’ve hidden the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart for

know just how much his actions

that last

It didn’t mean anything. Besides it can’t erase all the times I wanted

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could, and that always hurt me like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when we had S**, he would kiss anywhere

words pull me out of my head. She has

looking at me with

from that, everything else was perfect?”

Emma though

“You’re serious?”

a sip of my drink Trying to forget how perfect they

She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it then

to see it now,

how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go of a

beauty”

you Letty was good for my ego For once there

with how beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t comparing me

beauty in

it? Nothing else

shake

visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get me wrong. I trusted her

slip up and say things they aren’t supposed to

I wanted is Emma ever finding out that

of all, that he kissed

our conversation flows easily, but I noticed that

her.

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