4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I

well” I tell her

face lights up and a grin takes over. “Tell

to tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my

you?” excitement was written

to her registered. All she wanted to know is how the night

wanted to, but he didn’t. I don’t know whether

“Why?”

someone who actually wants me, but the other

ready for that yet”

see

I just

Rowan has never kissed you?” she

I saw him kiss Emma

Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it

I take a breath. “He has never kissed me like

because I don’t want her to see my shame. This is

pieces of my marriage to Rowan

just how much

did kiss you like that last Friday”

It didn’t mean anything. Besides it can’t erase all the

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you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when we had S**, he would

world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull

wasn’t looking at me with pity or sympathy That was the last

everything else was

I did see Rowan and Emma though

“You’re serious?”

drink Trying to forget how perfect they

sense Everyone saw it then and

to see it now,

I hope he saw how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go

beauty”

for my ego For once there was another

was Finally, someone

beauty in

that’s it? Nothing else

shake

I stop

slip up and say things they

is Emma ever finding out that Rowan came

that

and our conversation flows easily, but

her.

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