4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

Letty has come to mean a lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to

went really well” I tell

face lights up and a grin takes

isn’t much to tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream.

was written all over her

chuckle at that. It’s like nothing else I said to her registered. All she

wanted to, but he didn’t. I don’t

“Why?”

how it feels to be kissed by someone

ready for that yet”

I see the wheels in her mind turning as

just told

Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a

I saw him kiss

her lips on his. Like he could do it over and

breath. “He has

her to see my

my marriage to Rowan in my heart for so long.

to know just how

you like that last Friday” that same annoying

Besides it can’t erase all the times I

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That my husband found me so unattractive

like the world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She has

and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me with pity

apart from that, everything else was

see Rowan and Emma though Looked

“You’re serious?”

I answer taking a sip of my drink Trying to forget how perfect

was right. She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it

to see it now,

I hope it sinks in that he

beauty”

told you Letty was good for my ego For once there was another human being

beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t

rubbing her beauty in my

else interesting happened?” she

I shake

tell her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get

slip up and say things they aren’t supposed to

wanted is Emma ever finding out that Rowan came to my

of all, that

settle after that and our conversation flows easily, but

her.

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