4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend

really well” I tell her

a grin takes over.

at this fancy restaurant and then he took me out for ice cream. Which was my

kiss you?” excitement was

nothing else I said to her registered. All she wanted to know is how the night

to, but he didn’t. I don’t know

“Why?”

me wanted him to do it, just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me,

ready for that yet”

at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning as she

I just

Rowan has never kissed you?”

but not like he meant it. I saw him

Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it over

I take a breath. “He has

to see my

my marriage to

how much his actions

you like that last Friday” that same annoying voice

mean anything. Besides

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so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when

the world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my

and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me with pity or sympathy That was the last thing

everything else

I did see Rowan and Emma though

“You’re serious?”

I answer taking a sip of my drink Trying to forget

right. She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw

to see it now,

I hope he saw how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go

beauty”

good for my ego For once there was another human

Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t

beauty

Nothing else interesting happened?” she

I shake

tell her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get me wrong.

up and say things they

thing I wanted is Emma ever finding out that Rowan came to my house after their

that he kissed

and our conversation flows easily, but I

her.

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