4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

I’m being honest, Letty has come to mean a lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I was

really well” I

a

isn’t much to tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then

was

like nothing else I said to her registered. All she wanted

tell he wanted to, but he didn’t. I don’t know whether I am

“Why?”

feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me, but the other part was glad he

ready for that yet”

keeps quiet and just stares at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning

just told

Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring

it. I saw him kiss Emma when

over the taste of her lips on his. Like he could do it over

“He has never kissed me

I don’t want her to see my shame. This is

the broken pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart for so long.

know just how much

did kiss you like that last Friday” that same annoying voice

mean anything. Besides it can’t erase

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could, and that always hurt me like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to

going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me

her and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me with

that, everything else was perfect?” she

Emma though Looked like they

“You’re serious?”

I answer taking a sip of my drink Trying

made sense Everyone saw it then and finally I’m

to see it now,

he saw how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go

beauty”

Letty was good for my ego For once there was

how beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t

her beauty

it? Nothing else interesting

shake my

Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself. Don’t get me wrong. I

and say things they

finding out that Rowan

all, that

flows easily, but

her.

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