4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

mean a lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I was too obsessed with getting Rowan to notice

well” I tell

and a grin takes over. “Tell me

tell, Letty. We went to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he took me

was written all over her

It’s like nothing else I said to her registered. All she wanted to know is

to, but he didn’t.

“Why?”

by someone

ready for that yet”

and just stares at me. I see

I just

that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring

it. I saw

couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on his. Like he

breath. “He

her to see my shame. This

pieces of my marriage to Rowan in

how much his actions

like that last Friday” that

a fluke. It didn’t mean anything. Besides it can’t erase

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could, and that always hurt me like you wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when we had S**, he would kiss anywhere except my

words pull me out of my head. She has my hand in

looking at me with pity or sympathy

everything

I did see Rowan and Emma though Looked like

“You’re serious?”

taking a sip of my drink Trying to forget how perfect they looked

and Rowan just made sense

to see it now,

he saw how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in

beauty”

for my ego For once there was another human being who

someone who wasn’t comparing me

her beauty

that’s it? Nothing else interesting

I shake

visit, but I

and say things they

last thing I wanted is Emma ever finding out that

that

our conversation flows easily, but I noticed that

her.

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