4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

to mean a lot to me in the short time we’ve known each other. She is the best friend I never knew I needed. The one I never got to have in high school because I was too obsessed

went really well”

lights up and a grin takes over. “Tell

to dinner at this fancy restaurant and then he

he kiss you?” excitement was written

said to her registered.

could tell he wanted to, but he didn’t. I don’t know whether

“Why?”

part of me wanted him to do it, just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone who actually wants me, but the other part was glad he didn’t kiss

ready for that yet”

and just stares at me. I see the wheels in her mind turning as

just

that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a

like he meant it. I saw him kiss Emma when we were

heated. Like he couldn’t get over the taste of her lips on

I take a breath. “He has never kissed

to see

of my marriage to Rowan in my heart

just how much

did kiss you like that last Friday” that same annoying

was just a fluke. It didn’t mean anything. Besides

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so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even when

the world is going to end in the next minute” Letty’s words pull me out of my head. She

and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me with pity or sympathy That was the last

from that, everything

Rowan and Emma though Looked

“You’re serious?”

I answer taking a sip of my drink

was right. She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it

to see it now,

freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go of

beauty”

was good for my ego For once there was another human being who

how beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t

beauty in my

else interesting

shake

I stop myself. Don’t get

slip up and say

ever finding out that Rowan came to

that he

flows easily, but I noticed that something was eating

her.

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