4 He’s hurting

Ava

I’m still reeling from Rowan’s actions a couple of days ago. I don’t get what the hell has the inte him. Was he trying to jeopardize his relationship with Emma? Did he want to get me trouble with her?

She already thought that I was out to get her man That I was doing everything can to take hu away from her. What she didn’t understand is that I just wanted peace I didn’t want Rowan I’ve been there, tried that and learned my lesson the hard way.

“Are you sure about that?” an annoying little voice asked me. “You can’t deny that you liked the kiss. That’s how you always imagined him kissing you. With nothing but want and passion”

I shake the thought away. It was wrong. I was determined to move on from Rowan and find a life and love of my own. Just because my body betrayed me didn’t mean anything. My re pons- was purely biological. There was nothing more to it

“Keep lying to yourself” the voice argued

I wasn’t lying to myself. Or maybe I was, bottom line is I wasn’t going to read into Rowan

uncharacteristic behavior or his unexpected kiss.

Pushing thoughts of Rowan completely to the back of my mind, I focus on the door to the coffee

shop. It was five and I had just gotten out of work. Letty and I had made plans to meet up before

going home.

I take a bite of my cake just as the door opens and Letty walks in. Her eyes searches the sea of

people before finally landing on me. She rushes towards me, a smile on her face.

“I’m so sorry I’m late, we had a last minute meeting at the office” she says as she takes a seat

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I smile back at her. “It’s okay. No worries”

“I see you’ve already ordered” she points out.

“I missed lunch so I was a bit hungry”

She nods her head before making her order. When that’s done, she turns and faces me. Giving me

her full attention.

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“So tell me, how did your date with Ethan go?”

we’ve known each other. She is the best friend

went really well” I tell her

face lights up and a grin takes over. “Tell me

fancy restaurant and then he

kiss you?” excitement was written all

It’s like nothing else I said to her registered. All she wanted to know is how the night

to, but he didn’t.

“Why?”

just to know how it feels to be kissed by someone who

ready for that yet”

see the

just told

telling me that Rowan has never kissed you?” she asks, a frown marring her

not like he meant it. I saw him kiss

her lips on

take a breath. “He has

want her to see my shame. This

pieces of my marriage to Rowan in my heart for

how much his actions destroyed

you like that last

mean anything. Besides

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wouldn’t believe That my husband found me so unattractive that he didn’t even want to kiss me. Even

minute” Letty’s words

and sigh in relief. She wasn’t looking at me with

apart from that, everything

see Rowan and Emma though Looked

“You’re serious?”

my drink Trying

right. She and Rowan just made sense Everyone saw it

to see it now,

how freaking gorgeous you were and I hope it sinks in that he let go of

beauty”

laugh. I told you Letty was good for my ego For once there was

beautiful Emma was Finally, someone who wasn’t comparing me

rubbing her beauty in

else interesting happened?” she

shake

her about Rowan’s visit, but I stop myself.

and say things they aren’t

Emma ever finding out that Rowan came to my house

that

easily,

her.

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