Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 33
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Drowning my pain
My phone rings for the hundredth time today. Letty’s name flashes but just like those other times,
I ignore her calls. She’s been trying to call me since yesterday.
I wasn’t in the right frame of mind to talk to her. She was still connected to the world and people I
wanted to stay away from. That left me at crossroads. 1
“Give me another” I ask the bartender immediately after my phone stops ringing.
Today was my birthday and this is how I was celebrating it. Alone in a bar, drinking some fruity kind of concoction, still hurting from Rowan’s vile words.
I’ve tried so much to push those thoughts away. I’ve tried harder to forget every word he threw at me, but it’s hard. They’re imprinted in my damn head like a fucking tattoo.
We’ve been married for years, yet it never crossed my mind that he thought of me as nothing but a slut. That he was using me as a substitute for Emma in bed. My heart has broken over and over again since that day at my house.
I should have been surprised that he chose to believe every single word Emma said but I’m not. It’s typical of him to believe everyone except the woman he has lived with for nine fucking years.
Whoever said that words hurts more than punches was right. This time I fear that Rowan might have broken me beyond repair.
“Here” the cute bartender tells me.
He looks at me in sympathy, probably knowing that I was here to drown my sorrows. He must have seen this kind of thing thousands of time.
I take the drink from him, while avoiding his eyes. I didn’t need his sympathy. What I need is a new brain. A a new heart that isn’t tainted by pain and heartbreak. A soul unmarked by Rowan’s cruelty.
If I knew this was the future that awaited me years back, I would have ran for the hills. If I knew loving Rowan would destroy me in this manner, I would have flee to another continent, hell, another planet, just to escape him.
I wish I could smack some sense into my younger self. Maybe then I could have avoided all this heart ache
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into nothing. My mind completely lost. I wasn’t drunk yet but I was starting to feel the buzz. That’s what I wanted. I needed a break
give me that reprieve even if
There were people dancing. I haven’t danced in such a long time. I wanted to let
I start to move to the beat. Feeling my problems start to fade for a little bit. Here in this moment I could pretend
after song. Trying to chase a type of numbness. I feel people come up behind me
to come with them, but I
start to seep into my bones, I stop, open my eyes and head to the bar. I sit down on the barstool and order another
it was Letty, but instead I see Ethan’s name
decided to accept the
I frown because my voice
Ava, are you okay? Would you mind telling me why Letty woke me up completely out of
that I gave it to her. She had insisted on having it the first day I went out with
talk to her right
too loud but it
he asks just as someone screams that the
“Sort of”
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“Are you drunk?”
though I was planning to drink myself to oblivion this
have
out to play and I liked that. I also liked that he was concerned about how
to take a
Give me ten minutes” he says
why he said that. Deciding that it wasn’t that important, I
the back of my mind. Today was all about
the seat next to mine. I look
here?” I ask
ten when we talked, don’t
like he was a dream. Still unable to understand how he was here and how he
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In Chapter 33 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 33 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 33 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 33
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 33