Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 33
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Drowning my pain
My phone rings for the hundredth time today. Letty’s name flashes but just like those other times,
I ignore her calls. She’s been trying to call me since yesterday.
I wasn’t in the right frame of mind to talk to her. She was still connected to the world and people I
wanted to stay away from. That left me at crossroads. 1
“Give me another” I ask the bartender immediately after my phone stops ringing.
Today was my birthday and this is how I was celebrating it. Alone in a bar, drinking some fruity kind of concoction, still hurting from Rowan’s vile words.
I’ve tried so much to push those thoughts away. I’ve tried harder to forget every word he threw at me, but it’s hard. They’re imprinted in my damn head like a fucking tattoo.
We’ve been married for years, yet it never crossed my mind that he thought of me as nothing but a slut. That he was using me as a substitute for Emma in bed. My heart has broken over and over again since that day at my house.
I should have been surprised that he chose to believe every single word Emma said but I’m not. It’s typical of him to believe everyone except the woman he has lived with for nine fucking years.
Whoever said that words hurts more than punches was right. This time I fear that Rowan might have broken me beyond repair.
“Here” the cute bartender tells me.
He looks at me in sympathy, probably knowing that I was here to drown my sorrows. He must have seen this kind of thing thousands of time.
I take the drink from him, while avoiding his eyes. I didn’t need his sympathy. What I need is a new brain. A a new heart that isn’t tainted by pain and heartbreak. A soul unmarked by Rowan’s cruelty.
If I knew this was the future that awaited me years back, I would have ran for the hills. If I knew loving Rowan would destroy me in this manner, I would have flee to another continent, hell, another planet, just to escape him.
I wish I could smack some sense into my younger self. Maybe then I could have avoided all this heart ache
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nothing. My mind completely lost. I wasn’t drunk yet but I was starting to feel the buzz. That’s what I wanted. I needed a break
off was going to give me that reprieve even if it’s just for a
the dance floor. There were people dancing. I haven’t danced in such a long time. I wanted to let
the beat. Feeling my problems start to fade for a little bit. Here in this moment I could pretend that
a type of numbness. I feel people come up behind me to dance, I still don’t open my eyes, even when I’m grinding
to come with them, but I decline. I ignore them and
my eyes and head to the bar. I sit down on the barstool and order another drink, just
was Letty, but instead I see Ethan’s name
decided to
my voice was a little high pitched than
you okay? Would you mind telling me why Letty woke me up completely out of her mind with worry saying she hasn’t been able to reach
got his number, but then I remembered that I gave it to her. She had
to talk to her right
it was
just as someone screams
“Sort of”
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“Are you drunk?”
answer, though I was planning to
you have a
that. His cop character was coming out to play and I liked that. I also liked that
plan to take a taxi” I
you won’t Give me ten minutes” he
said that. Deciding that it
the back of my mind. Today was all about forgetting and letting
feel someone sliding in the seat next to mine. I look up and I’m surprised to
you here?” I
when we talked,
staring at him like he was a dream. Still unable to understand how he was
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In Chapter 33 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 33 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 33 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 33
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 33