Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 34

  1. The past

Nine years ago.

My phones pings with a new notification waking me up from yet another restless sleep. For some reason, I haven’t been able to sleep well for the past two years.

Part of me thinks it’s because of Rowan. That my heart and head aren’t at peace because he isn’t near me anymore. My restlessness started when he joined university two years ago. During the time he’s away at Uni, I rarely sleep but when he’s home for the breaks, I sleep like a baby.

Groaning at yet another night without sleep, I wake up and check my phone. I’m surprised but it quickly turns to happiness when I see what the notification is.

I paid someone money to install an app that lets me track Rowan every time he’s around. Right now it just notified me that he was home.

Jumping out of bed, I get dressed quickly. He was probably back with Emma or maybe Travis or Gabe, but I didn’t mind. I just wanted to see him even if it’s from a far.

Once I’m done getting ready, I sneak out through my bedroom window. I had the furthest room in the house. It’s nearly Impossible for my parents or the maids to hear me leaving.

I get safely down and begin walking. Taking my phone out, I order an Uber.

“This is a terrible idea!” a voice niggles in my sub–consciousness

I ignore it. My head is already swimming with visions of my Rowan. I haven’t seen him in months and my eyes were dying to feast on him.

“Ava, go back home. You’re making a mistake” the voice continues shouting.

I stop in my tracks. That isn’t right. Nothing about Rowan would ever be a mistake. Cementing that in my head, I push all other thoughts to the back of my mind.

Minutes later, my ride arrives.

“Please, Ava, turn back” the damn voice pleads with me just as I am getting into the car.

I feel torn. Like I was fighting against my own mind and body. Finally I manage to push the thought aside and get inside the car.

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I should have listened to its warning.

Another thirty minutes, we arrive at a bar. I pay the guy and get out. I stare at the dingy place

wondering what the hell Rowan was doing here. This wasn’t his kind of scene. 1

Squaring my shoulders, I walk towards it and manage to get in using a fake ID. Quickly, I walk to a hidden spot and survey the place looking for him. I locate him within seconds, surprised to find

he was alone.

I stay hidden for a while. Waiting to see if any of the others will arrive but none of them do. He was here alone.

“You’ve feasted your eyes, now let’s leave” damn that stupid voice.

I ignore it completely. This might be my chance to get him to notice me. Now that he was here alone and Emma wasn’t by his side.

I take a deep breath and walk the short distance to him.

“Hey Rowan” I greet shyly.

He turns and gives me a blinding smile. Catching me off guard. We rarely talk and he has always gone to great lengths to ignore and avoid me, so the smile catches me off guard.

“It’s little Ava” he shouts. “How are you doing?” he asks.

It’s then I realize he was completely drunk. That was the only reason he looked so happy and receptive towards me.

I take the chair next to him. Immediately he orders me a drink. I take my first taste and it was disgusting. I have never drank in my life but I force myself to do it.

“So how’s school?” I ask, feeling myself relax little by little.

He smirks and nudges my shoulder. “Is that really what you want to ask me?”

“No, I want to ask what you’re doing here drinking alone but I didn’t want to come off as rude.”

He sways in his seat as he leans forward. “Aren’t you sweet” he says then goes back to drinking.

“Are you okay?” I ask in concern. He wasn’t acting like his normal self

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I should have listened to its warning.

Another thirty minutes, we arrive at a bar. I pay the guy and get out. I stare at the dingy place

wondering what the hell Rowan was doing here. This wasn’t his kind of scene.

Squaring my shoulders, I walk towards it and manage to get in using a fake ID. Quickly, I walk to a hidden spot and survey the place looking for him. I locate him within seconds, surprised to find

he was alone.

of the others will

here alone.

your eyes, now let’s leave” damn that stupid

it completely. This might be my chance to get him to notice me. Now

wasn’t by

deep breath and walk the short distance

I greet

rarely talk and he has always gone

he shouts. “How

was completely drunk. That

receptive towards me.

chair next to him. Immediately he orders me a

in my life but I force myself to

ask, feeling myself

my shoulder. “Is that

drinking alone but I didn’t want to come

seat as he leans forward. “Aren’t

okay?” I ask in concem. He wasn’t acting like

drinking too and just

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me” he says after

stare at him. I was already feeling a kind of

“Who? Emma?”

marry me. I had the ring and I proposed. I even took her to a special

down on one knee. I did everything right but she still turned me

he had asked her to marry him. I’m hurt,

it down.

to focus on school first. Why didn’t

Doesn’t she love me?” he ask, his

know what to say. Part of me was glad she turned him down, while

I could see that it was tearing

want to marry you then that’s her loss.

do so much better”

at me for a while before smiling. “You’re

glasses.

We talk, dance and drink. By the

him more

suggest I share his hotel room and I agree. I couldn’t go home drunk.

given I could barely

few minutes later we

closes behind us, he is on me. Kissing me and touching me.

off until I’m left in nothing but my

for so long” he slurs,

you sure you want this?

seem too good to be true. That I was finally

“Definitely”

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the bed. Everything is a blur. I feel his touch, his kisses and his love. It hurt at first since I was a virgin, but

her name as

but think that something was wrong.

the familiar panicked

in bed wondering what the hell was happening,

when I see him pacing the room shirtless. It’s then I

to get out of bed. Holding

start chanting. Fear and

They’re burning with rage and hatred. I try

What I thought

the hell are

anger lacing his voice.

words refuse to

was a mess but also because I didn’t know what to explain things. How do

I had an app that tracks his movement when he’s in town? How do

to sleep

up my clothes. My hands trembling. The fact that I was sore and

last night wasn’t a dream. I had slept with my sister’s

she planned on having a

asked you a fucking question” he shouts, throwing a lamp

we started drinking, that’s all I remember”

bits and pieces.

was livid Guilt was written all over his face. Rowan loved Emma

just lose her

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want me to believe that? You have been after

there?” he

and put my clothes as best as I can without flashing

all this?” I asks motioning

one who was drunk, Rowan” I

gone there intentionally but I hadn’t planned

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