Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

63. I love her

Ethan

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When put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest

hindsight known that has ever happened to me.

I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.

Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type you fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.

I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.

When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.

Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of

greed and if she never forgave, I would understand.

“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.

I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me. I was fucking ashamed. They took me in. They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by

trying to kill their biological daughter.

I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have

been so forgiving.

“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.

For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.

Something prevents the words from coming out.

I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before

leading me out of my cell.

I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I

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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner.

was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was

unlocks my

choke out as I take a seat

time I would see her. She was most likely

just looking at me was causing her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real. I will never have her again. Never have a future with her. I’ll never make her

inside my bones. My cold beating heart hurting in a way that it has never before.

even care or not,

a small unsure

that she’s unsure while talking to me, just shows how

betrayal.

Ava?” I ask her, my

her, I just wasn’t sure if she would let me.

had no

takes a deep

I try to stem the worry inside. Was something wrong? Why was she having a hard time telling me

“Ava…”

pregnant” she whispers, looking down at the

heard her correctly. She said she was pregnant, but that couldn’t be

fucking case.

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“What?”

She repeats. “I found out a week ago and

along

life together. I still remember the way her body felt against mine. How making

honored that she was carrying my child. I wouldn’t have picked

my baby.

crosses my mind

getting an abortion, right?” I ask

orbs. For a moment I see the old Ava back. The one she was becoming before I broke

snaps. “I admit, when I found out I wasn’t in my right frame of mind and I thought the baby would be better off

to my senses.”

sigh of relief. I don’t know what I would have fucking

to have my

wanted to know what you want to do. I know that you don’t really care about me so maybe you wouldn’t care about the baby too. Do you want to be

it

but the baby was better off without me. I

up and picks up her

pain that I

but then

demands. “Is it because you were just

the time I get out, he

to be a real father

things to their mom?” I ask, desperate to

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anything for a while. I think I’ve made her see reason, but she surprises

it won’t change that. You can be with us through every milestone, Ethan. I can include you if you want. You never have to miss anything. This baby derserves