Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That

not like

Laush

as the surprises fades and

thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

is a blessing, and this baby is who you need to pull you

This baby is your saving grace. He

takes a deep breath as emotions clogs

see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this baby

managed to do. Pulling you out of the

about what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this

willing to get

for trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept

me” I was

makes

like the sister I never had. Of

know you would do the

up after that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time we

It was an

to her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely

past few weeks. I felt more like myself, now. I

and I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse on

front door open.

would dare enter my house without

answered when I hear his sweet

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am home!” he

and I stand up. I

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body just

had

over his

giggle, but he doesn’t push

so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull away a

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to have him here with

for me. He said you needed me. It was supposed to be a

when we

was only after he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing

I see an emotion in his eyes, but I

“Hi” I say softly.

by my house everyday just to check up

me. He was so different from the

to react to this version of

got me a therapist who I began

by his action. It was so

he

I was making steps to

I look at him. “Is it true that you’re having a

who looks at me sheepishly while

tell

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has never said anything about wanting a sibling,

his face and

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