Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

and unplanned. That won’t stop me from loving

I always wanted another child. I may not like his

Laush

as the surprises

I thought you

am. I truly believe that a baby is a blessing,

your saving grace. He or she came

takes a deep breath as

drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe

managed to do. Pulling you out of the

about what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of

to

Even when I kept pushing

me” I was

single thing makes me

never

you

serious conversations. By the

up. It was an hour or

how much I

I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was on

by the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa, just

front door open.

frown. Who the hell would dare enter my house without

when

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Mommy I am home!”

my face and I stand up.

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

with mine. I hug him close to me as tears

had missed

him all over his face, I

giggle, but he doesn’t push me

here right now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

care. I was just so fucking happy to

He said you needed me. It was supposed to be a

when we

father that I realize

an emotion in his eyes, but

“Hi” I say softly.

my house everyday just to check up

so different from the Rowan I

to this

therapist who I began

his

Ava…how are you today?” he

good” I shrug. I was making steps

at

me sheepishly while

I tell him

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has never said anything about wanting a sibling, so I don’t know how

his face

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