Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t

another child. I may not like his or her father

Laush

darling, congratulations” she tells me as the surprises fades and

happy about the news. I thought you

baby is a blessing, and this baby is who you need

through. This baby is your saving

a deep

were drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this baby has done

managed to do. Pulling

it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I want to

to get the help I

pushing

me” I was

makes

bestfriend. More like the sister I never

you would do the

after that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time we say

It was an hour or

nice talking to her. I didn’t realize how much

weeks. I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was on my

by the time I am done. I collapse on

front door open.

enter my house without knocking or ringing

when I hear his

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Mommy I am

stand up. I rush out of the living

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

me as tears fall down my face. His body just fits

I had

all over his face, I hold

but he

How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

I was just so fucking happy

It was supposed

when we talked yesterday”

only after he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him.

eyes, but I just can’t figure out what

“Hi” I say softly.

been by my house everyday just to check up on.

was so different from the

to

got me a therapist who I began seeing three days

nice, I’m left surprised by his action. It was so unlike

today?” he

I shrug. I was making steps to get better

at my sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true

at Rowan who looks at me

tell him in

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anything about wanting a sibling, so I don’t know

smile takes over his face and he

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