Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

and unplanned. That won’t stop me from

another child. I may not like his or her father

Laush

me as the surprises fades

the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the

is a blessing, and

This baby is your saving grace. He

a deep

it. Everyone could

managed to do. Pulling you out of the

and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that

That I’m willing to get the

Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still

up on me” I was close to

makes

bestfriend. More like the sister I never had. Of course I wouldn’t give up on

I know you would

that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time we say goodbye

was an hour

much I had missed her. Just how

myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was

cleaning and I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa,

front door open.

the hell would dare enter my house without knocking or ringing the

question is answered when I hear his

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Mommy I am home!”

I stand up. I rush

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

crashes with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body just fits

I had

over his

but he doesn’t push me

missed you so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull away a little though

don’t let him go.

but I didn’t care. I was just

was supposed to

we talked

that I realize

eyes, but

“Hi” I say softly.

everyday just to check up on. He has been

still surprises me. He was so different from the

to this version

therapist who I began seeing three days

by his action.

today?” he asks with a small

was making steps to get better and

look at him. “Is it true

at me sheepishly while rubbing

I tell him

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anything about wanting a sibling, so

surprised when a huge smile takes over his face and he

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