Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from loving

I always wanted another child. I may not like his or her father right now, but

Laush

she tells me as the surprises fades and joy

thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

a blessing, and this

been through. This baby is your saving grace. He

time.” She takes a deep breath

it. Everyone could see it. I believe

managed to do. Pulling

because of Noah and this child that I

willing to get the help

you for trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying. You never

up on me” I

makes

the sister I never had. Of course

you would do the

that. Moving away from serious conversations.

an hour

her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how

weeks. I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet,

am done. I collapse on

front door open.

hell would dare enter my

question is answered when I hear

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I am home!” he

big smile takes over my face and I stand up. I rush out of the living

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body just fits

I had missed

over his face, I

he doesn’t push

now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to have him here with

It was supposed to be a surprise, that’s

when we talked yesterday”

after he mentions his father that I realize

eyes, but I just can’t figure out what it

“Hi” I say softly.

to check

me. He was so different from the Rowan I was used

to react to

a therapist who I began seeing

his action. It was so unlike

you today?” he asks

making steps to get better and

my sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re

me

I tell him in

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wanting a sibling, so I don’t know how he’ll

takes over his face and he bumps

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