Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

this baby is unexpected and

always wanted another child. I may not like his or her father right now, but

Laush

she tells me as the surprises fades and

sound happy about the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the

truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is

been through. This baby is your saving

takes a deep breath

Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see

managed to do. Pulling

about what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and

I’m willing to get the help

trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying. You

on me” I

thing makes

the sister I never had. Of course

know you

Moving away from serious conversations. By

was an hour

didn’t realize how much I had

I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet,

I am exhausted by the time I am done. I

front door open.

would dare enter my house without knocking or

is answered when I hear

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am

I stand up.

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

body crashes with mine. I hug him close to me

I had

over his face, I hold

giggle, but he doesn’t push me

you here right now?” I ask him

don’t let him go.

the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to have him

said you needed me. It was supposed to be a surprise, that’s why I

we talked

he mentions his father that I realize

but I just can’t figure out what

“Hi” I say softly.

has been by my house everyday just to check up on. He has been

was so different from

how to react to this version of

he got me a therapist who I

left surprised by his action. It was so unlike

Ava…how are you today?” he

good” I shrug. I was making steps to get better and that’s

and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re

me sheepishly while

tell him in

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wanting a sibling, so I don’t know how he’ll

huge smile takes over his face and he bumps his fist in the

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