Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop

may not like his or her father right now, but

Laush

darling, congratulations” she tells me as the

the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who

is a blessing, and

recently been through. This baby is your saving grace.

deep breath as emotions

Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see

managed to do. Pulling you out of

and it’s true. It’s because of

I’m willing to get

Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still

me” I was close to

makes

I never had. Of course I wouldn’t give

you would

that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time we

up. It was an

nice talking to her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed

like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was

and I am exhausted by the time I am done.

front door open.

dare enter my house without knocking or ringing the

answered when I

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I am

up. I rush out of the

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

body crashes with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body just

I had

his face, I hold him

but he doesn’t push me

are you here right now?” I ask him

don’t let him go.

care. I was just

was supposed to be a surprise, that’s why I

when we

he mentions his father that I realize

emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out what it

“Hi” I say softly.

just to check up on.

still surprises me. He was so different from the Rowan I was used

react to this version of

therapist who I began seeing three days

nice, I’m left surprised by his action. It

he asks with a small

making steps to get better and

pulls at my sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true that

at me sheepishly while rubbing the back

I tell him

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has never said anything about wanting a sibling,

when a huge smile takes over his face and he bumps his fist in

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