1. Dead love

Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

nothing I do distracts me from thoughts of her.

obsessed I am with her.

eaten or not. Or whether she’s

if I should hire someone to

me to my core. I’ve never been one to

the need to take care of her is almost consuming and it’s

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

parked outside my parent’s house. I don’t know how

got here. I was so lost in my mind

know how fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I have Noah in the car with

help myself. Thoughts of Ava keep consuming

your grandpa has saved some stake

away. 3

dad?” He asks instead of

like that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my current

of his beautiful mother.

a lot on my mind,

unbuckles his seatbelt. We

car, we walk towards the house. The door opens before we

before running to

missed you

bends down and catches him as his body

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been obvious that Kate and James love Noah despite

just didn’t love Ava because of

against me and Emma,

an invite” She asks, straightening and

her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited.

to notice, but I

be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a

her to forgive and accept her. Ava

reason I was even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and

the cold like she has

next time then” Kate gives him

of tears. About to lose it.

breakdown in front of him. He will start to question

truth of how Ava has been treated,

above anyone else. If he finds out how

be considered his enemies and he

for us” I walk towards them and

the house.

and goes to the bathroom while

groan when I realize everyone has shown up.

even spare her a fucking glance.

he isn’t afraid of showing

finally here son” my dad claps me on

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knows it irritates me when he does that, but he still does

wanting this whole thing to be over and done

sure sound excited being around family”

at him. He doesn’t even flinch. Maybe it’s because

at

Give me a hug” mom says smiling at me.

around her waist and

back. Her eyes red and

at the table with

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