1. Dead love

Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

nothing I do distracts me from thoughts of her.

scares me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or twice that

she’s up to. Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s

should hire someone to help

been one to take on more when

is almost consuming and it’s wrecking havoc

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

were already parked

was so lost in my mind that I had been driving

Especially when I have Noah in the car with

myself. Thoughts of Ava keep consuming

saved some stake for you” I say just so

away. 3

dad?” He asks instead of

I was worrying him. I also couldn’t

of his beautiful mother.

lot on my mind, but it’s nothing to worry

nods his head and unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at the

towards the house. The door opens before

before

you my

catches him as

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has always been obvious that Kate and James love Noah despite what happened with

loves Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of

against me and Emma,

her an invite” She asks, straightening and looking behind

Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because they were on a

seem to

for her knowing that Ava

too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava

even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and also because

have tossed me in the cold like she has

then” Kate

the brink of tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t

his grandma breakdown in front of him. He will start to question things

truth of how Ava has

to his mom above anyone else. If he finds out how cruel we’ve been to Ava,

be considered his enemies and he will

the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them and

the house.

and goes to the bathroom

everyone has shown up.

even spare

he isn’t afraid of showing

here son” my

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when he does that, but he

I mumbled already wanting this whole thing

sure sound excited being around

doesn’t even flinch. Maybe it’s because he is my

cower at

a hug” mom says smiling

and hug her to

separate just as Kate comes back. Her

the table with a plate chatting

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