Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

73. Undiluted jealousy

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My head was swirling with the new revelation. I always thought my love for Emma was eternal. Realizing that it wasn’t, was doing things to my head and heart.

I move quickly and sit down next to Noah. Now more than ever I wanted this whole thing over. I was desperate to get out of here. Already feeling like my skin was crawling.

“What were you talking about with Emma?” Noah asks the moment I sit down.

The disdain in his voice is very clear. No one needed to be told twice that the woman I had

planned to spend the rest of my life with was his least favorite person.

This hate is another thing that made me put a pause on my relationship with Emma. How could I date her? How could I be with her when my son clearly hates her? How could I consider a relationship with her when she also doesn’t seem to like Noah?”

Based on the things she said about him. It’s clear she resents him for either being Ava’s son or being the reason I had to marry Ava. Maybe it was both.

“Nothing important” I mumbled, feeling lost in thoughts.

We are quiet for a while until he opens his mouth again. The things he spews has be clenching my fists.

“I have a best friend now. Just like you and Uncle Gabe have Uncle Travis as your best friend” he begins.

“That’s good”

I was in no mood to chat. My mood was soured. Noah didn’t seem to get the hint though. He kept talking.

“His name is Gunner and he is our new neighbor. They moved in about a week ago”

I just nod my head distractedly. It’s not that I wasn’t interested in what he was saying. I just had a

lot on my fucking mind. His mother being at the center of everything.

“You know” he pauses “He has a really good looking dad.” He finishes.

That piece of information immediately catches my attention. I turn to him and it’s then I notice

his mischievous smile.

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and when Gunner and I were playing mom and Mr Calvin were downstairs talking and eating cupcakes. He even promised to help

about and who the fuck was this Calvin guy? Why would Ava invite a total stranger in

he hadn’t just woken

her laugh a lot. When Gunner and I came down for dinner, they were standing really close as

rose. I clenched my teeth just to stop myself from lashing out at my own son. My fucking heart was pounding and I couldn’t calm myself down

don’t like her, but you can marry her and mom can marry Calvin. He makes

kid you not, Noah gives me an evil grin before delivering the

more siblings, we’ll have to talk to them first but I’m sure they’ll

of my limit and blow up. My eyes narrowed into

I shout, banging my hand on the fucking

faces. They were all wondering what the hell was happening. This was the first time I’ve ever fucking yelled at

he hadn’t just unleash a raging inferno inside me.

he stands up, throws me a cat eating

my mother and

Gabe asks, sitting down next

joins us.

rage that was inside me at

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fucking image of Ava laughing while setting at the table with another man. It brought havoc. Tearing

rarely smiled. Let alone laugh. If she smiled, it was cold and detached. The fact that someone

you so mad?” Travis jumps

stuff about their new neighbor being cozy in Ava’s house and making her laugh” I ground out, fisting

at each other before laughing. I didn’t care though,

turmoil.

someone was there and it was fucking strong. All

red.

wanted to scream that she

dare come

part of me took me by surprise because I never considered her as mine. She has always just been Ava. The woman who destroyed

he’s trying to make you jealous” Gabe states after their laughter dies down. “It’s not a secret that he wants you and Ava back together. He wanted to see your reaction and from how you’ve reacted it just proves to him that you care about Ava and that you care a

I want to deny what he just said, but I can’t. If I was being honest, then I

want Ava to smile at me. To laugh a lot around me. I want to be the one in her

still. I am Rowan Woods for fucks sake, yet I don’t mind getting down on my knees, with my hands in the dirt to help Ava plant her garden. As long as I was next to her, as long as I was the only man near her, then nothing

cross my mind. I never would have imagined wanting anything to do with Ava, but here I

want Ava back?” Travis