Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 95 There’s just something…

Calvin had called immediately he got the missed call notification. He’d explained that the reason he didn’t pick up is because he was in a meeting and his phone had been silent.

He wanted to come home right away, but told him that everything was now fine. That I had taken

care of the situation and that Gunner was fine. He wasn’t crying anymore. Neither was he sad.

That was enough for me.

He was reluctant, but he finally agreed given that his meeting would run late.

Now here I was cooking dinner for us. With thousands of thoughts running through my head. It’s like I can’t get a break from my own thoughts. They’re constantly there and now there some that are added concerning Gunner.

“What are we having for dinner mom?” Noah asks sitting down at the counter.

“Yes, what? I am starving” Gunner adds smiling at me.

There it was again. That damn smile. It’s not that I hated it. I could never hate any smile Gunner gives me. It’s just that it fucking bothers me so much. There was something about it that I just couldn’t place my finger on.

“I’m not sure” I tell them. “Why don’t we see

what my craving will pick?”

Noah smiles wide and turns to Gunner. “Mom has insan

cravings. Sometimes they’re really great

and other times it’s totally disgusting”

Gunner nods his head. “Can I help?”

“Sure. Why don’t you flow the chicken?” I tell him.

Noah wasn’t really that helpful in the kitchen. In fact he was a complete disaster. That’s why he normally never helps unless it’s something he can actually do. Something he won’t mess up.

I got out the marinating sliced chicken breasts and the Ziploc bag of seasoned flour and handed them over to Gunner.

He took them willingly with a smile on his face. One thing I learned about him was that he loved food and he also loved cooking. He was going to make a very lucky woman happy one day if he continued like this.

“As for you, Noah, you can help with the dessert” I turn to him

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“At least that’s easy and I won’t mess it up” he says grinning, making both me and Gunner laugh

He was self–aware. I liked that about him.

“Now, if you get the buttermilk marinade on your fingers, don’t get it near your eyes. It’ll burn,

because of the Tabasco and salt that is in it I warn Gunner.

“Okay”

We get to work. Chatting and simply having fun. I was so glad that I could give this to Gunner. So happy that I was able to give him happiness. I couldn’t take away all his pain and sadness, but

this had to be enough for now.

He was a lovely boy. Shy at first, but when you got to know him, you realize how amazing he is. I

just couldn’t understand why his mother would do this to him.

From what little I gathered. She doesn’t want to be in his life. I don’t know if it’s by choice or

forced circumstances, all I know is that it was hurting

with issues just like

and prayed for” his low

“What?” Noah asks him.

breath before answering. “This. Having a mom by

thing. Don’t get me wrong, dad is amazing but he is

never be

pieces for this little

world, but that is not sible. Some things just

to get back

honey?”

you, Noah and dad. That is enough. I know you’re not

but you’re like a mom to

am doing and give him a hug before

“Damn!” Noah groans.

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I chastise him and he

to get back together without realizing how lucky I am that you’re both

immediately steps into them.

kissing his forehead too.

forgiven” I tell him while

but I’ll stop pushing

“Thank you” I say

and eventually finish cooking. They both help me set

down to eat.

almost clean everything, but I put my foot down for some left overs. Calvin was

cook something.

dinner, I make them shower and then it is off

to me. I had a five bedroom house. There was still an extra room even after turning one of them into a nursery. The last remaining bedroom

Gunner’s room.

could also be his safe space while he was here. I quickly get

what I would need.

to

helpful when

know what he likes.

he’d agree. Well I hoped he

the room. He knows

up the list of essentials when the doorbell rang. I wiggle

it will Calvin on the door. I

“Hi” I tell him.

to you too” he says,

step aside and he comes in. We move

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Are they

“Yes”

say. I had so many

was crying because of his mother” I start

say those words,

again! She has done nothing, but hurt me and my son over and over again. What kind of woman abandons her son? I get and understand that she doesn’t love me and she never will, it hurts, but I learned to accept that. Turning

fell for Rowan.

see Gunner kills me.

do with him. I tried hiding it from him, but as he got older he started to understand things. He started to understand that his mother doesn’t want him and she wants

Pain radiating

but the one thing he wants is totally out of my reach. I regret ever falling in love with her. Regret ever meeting her.

is one thing I

heard those words from? Yeah from my own lips.

as I want to regret him, I can’t because it means regretting

have the right Is for you. Hell. Our situations are the same, but

is, De there for Gunner as best as you can. Love him

mother. Show him that he is enough and that it’s

to say more, but I didn’t have the words