Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 95 There’s just something…

Calvin had called immediately he got the missed call notification. He’d explained that the reason he didn’t pick up is because he was in a meeting and his phone had been silent.

He wanted to come home right away, but told him that everything was now fine. That I had taken

care of the situation and that Gunner was fine. He wasn’t crying anymore. Neither was he sad.

That was enough for me.

He was reluctant, but he finally agreed given that his meeting would run late.

Now here I was cooking dinner for us. With thousands of thoughts running through my head. It’s like I can’t get a break from my own thoughts. They’re constantly there and now there some that are added concerning Gunner.

“What are we having for dinner mom?” Noah asks sitting down at the counter.

“Yes, what? I am starving” Gunner adds smiling at me.

There it was again. That damn smile. It’s not that I hated it. I could never hate any smile Gunner gives me. It’s just that it fucking bothers me so much. There was something about it that I just couldn’t place my finger on.

“I’m not sure” I tell them. “Why don’t we see

what my craving will pick?”

Noah smiles wide and turns to Gunner. “Mom has insan

cravings. Sometimes they’re really great

and other times it’s totally disgusting”

Gunner nods his head. “Can I help?”

“Sure. Why don’t you flow the chicken?” I tell him.

Noah wasn’t really that helpful in the kitchen. In fact he was a complete disaster. That’s why he normally never helps unless it’s something he can actually do. Something he won’t mess up.

I got out the marinating sliced chicken breasts and the Ziploc bag of seasoned flour and handed them over to Gunner.

He took them willingly with a smile on his face. One thing I learned about him was that he loved food and he also loved cooking. He was going to make a very lucky woman happy one day if he continued like this.

“As for you, Noah, you can help with the dessert” I turn to him

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“At least that’s easy and I won’t mess it up” he says grinning, making both me and Gunner laugh

He was self–aware. I liked that about him.

“Now, if you get the buttermilk marinade on your fingers, don’t get it near your eyes. It’ll burn,

because of the Tabasco and salt that is in it I warn Gunner.

“Okay”

We get to work. Chatting and simply having fun. I was so glad that I could give this to Gunner. So happy that I was able to give him happiness. I couldn’t take away all his pain and sadness, but

this had to be enough for now.

He was a lovely boy. Shy at first, but when you got to know him, you realize how amazing he is. I

just couldn’t understand why his mother would do this to him.

From what little I gathered. She doesn’t want to be in his life. I don’t know if it’s by choice or

all I know is that it was hurting Gunner. The last thing

to grow up with issues just

and prayed for” his low

“What?” Noah asks him.

“This. Having a mom by my side. Watching her

get

never be my

There goes my heart shattering into pieces for this little

world, but that is not sible. Some things

I to

honey?”

you, Noah and dad. That is enough. I know you’re not

like a

I am doing and give him a hug

“Damn!” Noah groans.

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chastise him

been pushing and pushing for you and dad to get back together without realizing how lucky I am that you’re both

open my arms for him and he immediately steps into them. I close them around him

kissing his forehead too.

tell him while

and hoping, but I’ll stop pushing so

“Thank you” I say

work and eventually finish cooking. They both help me

down to eat.

foot down for some left overs. Calvin was probably going to

cook something.

I make them shower and then it

the idea came to me. I had a five bedroom house. There was still an extra room

Gunner’s room.

could sleep there anytime he was over and it could also be his safe space while he was here. I quickly get excited about the idea. Immediately I take

what I would need.

have to

helpful when

know what he likes.

I was sure he’d agree. Well

the room. He knows

up the list of essentials when the doorbell rang.

Calvin on the door. I

“Hi” I tell him.

he says, giving

in. We

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Are they asleep?” he

“Yes”

say. I had so many question, but

was crying because

words, his face

understand that she doesn’t love me and she never will, it hurts, but I learned to accept that. Turning her back on Gunner is something else. I will never forgive her for that” he was breathing hard and his

I first fell for Rowan. I didn’t

she refuses to come see Gunner kills me. He is amazing,

he started to understand things. He started to understand that his mother doesn’t want him and she wants nothing to do

radiating from

out of my reach. I regret ever falling in

that is one thing I can never

those words from? Yeah from my own

regret

Our situations are the

I can tell you is, De there for Gunner as best as you can. Love him so much

Show him that he

can offer. I wanted to say more, but I didn’t