Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 106 A note

The bright light coming through my window makes me open my eyes. Instead of getting up

immediately, I just stay in bed for a while as I rub my belly and feel my baby move inside me.

I look at the calendar on my bedside table and realize that today I just hit the sixth–month

milestone. It’s scary to have a baby. The whole journey is filled with uncertainty. I always make

sure to thank God each time I pass a milestone with my baby, knowing not all babies get to be

born.

After saying a small thank–you prayer, I get up and move downstairs. I could always shower later,

but right now I am hungry. With everything that happened yesterday, I forgot to eat.

Thinking about yesterday brings me to what happened with Rowan. I still can’t believe that I let

him kiss me or that I actually enjoyed it.

It bugs me so much that I wanted more. I wanted him to deepen the kiss. I wanted him to take it

further. I can blame it on the hormones, but we all know that I’d be lying to myself.

Rowan hurt me so much. The fact that I wanted him yesterday makes me hate myself just a little

bit. I promised myself to move on, yet there I was making out with him in my living room.

I want to believe that Rowan has changed, but I just can’t. Even if, by some miracle, he has, don’t

you think it’s a little too late for us? Too much has already happened for us to make something out

of the mess he created.

Taking out the ingredients for breakfast, I get to work. No matter what I try, I still can’t stop

thinking about the

hell did this kiss affect me

fucking

erase the feel of his lips on

Calvin’s voice startles me so much that I let go of the

holding.

scared the living day lights out of

beating heart.

us, given Gunner and Noah didn’t really get

find them munching on the

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a little bit lost in

grin slips from his face. “Are you still thinking

was a lie, but he didn’t need to know

different thing.

making for

fry up”

up in the air. “I love

food at

is happy. I’m hoping that one day Emma will see the error of her ways and

Noah

I’ll be done.

I finish up?”

they say at the same time, before

tools from me and proceeds to clean up

we should have given

that they wanted your

not that Calvin was a bad cook. He just

mine.

would have finished cooking and brought some

as I get back to frying

holding up, all things

“I feel relieved that now everyone knows

secret. After my grandfather died, I

being just the two of us, but I knew it was

had a family. Gunner deserves to

my eyes, Travis and Kate weren’t people worth knowing, but

was safe for Gunner

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my resentment towards them. They were no longer part of my life, so it

Emma didn’t have any right to keep