Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 106 A note

The bright light coming through my window makes me open my eyes. Instead of getting up

immediately, I just stay in bed for a while as I rub my belly and feel my baby move inside me.

I look at the calendar on my bedside table and realize that today I just hit the sixth–month

milestone. It’s scary to have a baby. The whole journey is filled with uncertainty. I always make

sure to thank God each time I pass a milestone with my baby, knowing not all babies get to be

born.

After saying a small thank–you prayer, I get up and move downstairs. I could always shower later,

but right now I am hungry. With everything that happened yesterday, I forgot to eat.

Thinking about yesterday brings me to what happened with Rowan. I still can’t believe that I let

him kiss me or that I actually enjoyed it.

It bugs me so much that I wanted more. I wanted him to deepen the kiss. I wanted him to take it

further. I can blame it on the hormones, but we all know that I’d be lying to myself.

Rowan hurt me so much. The fact that I wanted him yesterday makes me hate myself just a little

bit. I promised myself to move on, yet there I was making out with him in my living room.

I want to believe that Rowan has changed, but I just can’t. Even if, by some miracle, he has, don’t

you think it’s a little too late for us? Too much has already happened for us to make something out

of the mess he created.

Taking out the ingredients for breakfast, I get to work. No matter what I try, I still can’t stop

thinking about the

why the hell did this kiss affect me so

don’t fucking get it,

in frustration, wishing I could erase

me so much that I let go of the eggs I

holding.

living day lights out of me,” I

beating heart.

grins. “I thought you heard us, given Gunner

said boys to find them munching on

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I was just a little

slips from his face. “Are you still thinking about what happened yesterday with

he didn’t need to know that I was

different thing.

you making for

fry up” I

pumps his fist up in the air. “I love fry–ups; it’s like having

food at

I’m hoping that one day Emma will see the error of her ways and mend her fences with Gunner before

you almost done?” Noah asks.

few more minutes, and I’ll be done. Why

I finish up?”

same time, before rushing to the

takes the cleaning tools from me and proceeds to clean up the mess

when we should have given you more time to yourself. It’s

that they wanted your

that Calvin was a bad cook. He just didn’t make

mine.

finished cooking and brought some over anyway, so it’s not a big

as I get

holding up, all

He pauses. “I feel relieved that now everyone knows about Gunner. He’s

hidden away like a dirty secret. After my grandfather died, I had no one

being just the two of us,

a family. Gunner deserves to know his uncle and

Kate weren’t people worth knowing, but they’d treated Noah well, so I

safe for Gunner to be

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go of my resentment towards them. They were no longer part of my life, so it didn’t

have any right to keep