Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

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Rowan.

The date was nothing but perfect. If I had my way, it wouldn’t have ended. Every moment I spent with her was heaven, and I wish I’d done this sooner,

I honestly don’t know why I never gave myself a chance to be happy with Ava. It bugs me that we could have been happy all these years if only I’d let go of Emma.

The love I had for Emma was young love; it wouldn’t have lasted. The moment it was tested, it crumbled. What I feel for Ava is more mature, stronger, and deeper than what I thought love was at seventeen years of age.

I’m starting to believe that Gabe was right. Love doesn’t develop out of the blues, Just like he said, I think deep down I loved Ava; I just let the guilt of hurting Emma consume me. I held on to Emma because I felt I needed control, and marrying Ava and being with her felt like something out of my control.

I also believed that allowing my feelings for Ava to grow would be akin to betraying the love I had for Emma. What I didn’t realize then was that that love had died long ago.

Sighing, I take off my clothes before heading to the shower.

I don’t know how long I can fucking keep this up. Ava was slowly killing me. Slowly crumbling my resolve. I didn’t want to touch her until she knew everything, and until I knew her love for

me was set on stone.

Each day, though, it’s getting harder and harder to remain true to my resolve. Every time we kissed, every time she touched me, every fucking time I woke up with her ass cradling my dick, was pure temptation.

It’s not once or twice; I almost just said fuck it and took her the way I wanted. What stops me is the knowledge that if I do that before she knows everything and before her love for me is rekindled, then she’ll end up hating me. I couldn’t risk that. I wouldn’t be able to take it.

Pushing thoughts of the uncertain future aside, I focus on the present matter. My dick was painfully hard. I’ve had more hand action these past few months than I’ve had in my teenage

years.

Taking my swollen shaft in my hand, I close my eyes and imagine Ava in the sexy dress she’d won tonight. I imagine myself tearing it from her as her delicious body comes into view.

She didn’t have a bra, and as my mouth sucked and licked her nipples, my hands went to her panties. I dip my hand inside to find her wet and ready for me.

“Fuck,”

I enter one finger and

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her, begging me not to stop. Her juices drip down my fingers, coating my hand in the process. I rub her clit, and

harder, loving the way she moans my name. Each sound drives pleasure into me. She climaxes, her walls clenching my fingers in a tight fist. Watching her cum pushes me over the

lick her cum from them. She watches me with wide eyes, seductive yet

we’re both fucking breathless. Pulling away, I look at her because I wanted to see her reaction when I entered her. I align

the door, and my heart stops. Not caring, I rush towards her. Ava was

her, but I don’t get

were closed; she had tears running down

wrong, darling?”

on her shoulder to shake her when

she screams, scrambling away from me.

hell happened? She was okay a moment ago, but now she didn’t want

“Ava…”

and

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heart stops as fear that she’s remembered

I can’t help you if

shadow her eyes. It literally breaks my

know, I wanted to fuck you; I wanted to sleep with you; I even talked myself into talking to you about it because I wanted you so much. When I saw you jerking

told me that something had happened. That I wasn’t going to like

you, craving you, when my mind had to remind me of

would destroy the small progress we had made, but I nodded none

being a decent fuck, but you weren’t even good at that. Every time I was inside you, it’s Emma I

shatters because I remember the words very clearly. The words that I flung at her because I wanted to hurt her for hurting Emma.

but a slut to be used as a substitute. Why did you sleep with me if you didn’t want me, Rowan? You

her voice is my undoing. I knew those words would come back to bite me in the ass, but when I yelled them at her, I was so pissed that it didn’t hit me that I’d said them until it was too late and I couldn’t take them back.

into her eyes. I was ashamed of saying