Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0325

My heart stops as fear that she’s remembered everything crashes into me.

“Tell me what’s wrong, Ava; I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s wrong,” I plead with her.

More tears continue falling down her face. Pain and hurt shadow her eyes. It literally breaks my fucking heart to see her like this.

“I had a memory,” she begins before she starts laughing like she’s insane. “You know, I wanted to fuck you; I wanted to sleep with you; I even talked myself into talking to you about it because I wanted you so much. When I saw you jerking off in the shower, I wanted to join you. I even imagined myself giving you a blow job while you cummed on my chest.”

I frown, but stay quiet. Something told me that something had happened. That I wasn’t going to like what she had to say next.

“Here, I was horny for you, craving you, when my mind had to remind me of something that you said,” she hiccups. “You want to know what it was?”

I didn’t, because I knew it would destroy the small progress we had made, but I nodded none

the less.

even good at that. Every time I was inside you, it’s Emma I wanted,”

completely shatters because I remember the words very clearly. The words that

want me. I’m nothing but a slut to be used as a substitute. Why did you sleep with me if you didn’t want me, Rowan? You could have gone and gotten yourself

in the ass, but when I yelled them at her, I was so pissed that it didn’t hit me that I’d said them until it was too late and I

that?” I murmured, not able to look into her eyes.

still am.

I told you that. You’re the one who always came to me. You’re the one that sought me out. If you knew that you didn’t want me, then why sleep with me? Why use me? Why degrade me like that?

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her cheeks. I go to touch her, to wipe

and explain it to her, but I don’t know how to do that.

she whispers, standing up. “I can’t stand to look at you or be anywhere near you. If I’d known what you thought of me, I would have asked for a divorce and left you. I

she did ask for a divorce. She did leave me, and if I can’t get her to forgive me, then