Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 0506

I continue staring at my brother. It's suddenly hitting me that I've been so lost with what's happening in my life that I failed to notice anyone else around me.

That's the thing with depression. You fail to see the sufferings of others because you are too focused on yourself. I've let life pass me by these past few years. I haven't been involved with those around me. In fact, I've pulled everyone's focus on me because they were so worried about my mental health.

I didn't stop to think about what mom was going through with her own guilt. I didn't stop to think about Travis, who was carrying the weight of his own sins plus that of the company. I didn't stop to think about anyone but myself.

I feel terrible when I think of all those things. All the things I have put them through. The worry, the anguish, the pain. I know I wouldn't want to see any of them in the state I was in. It would be painful knowing that I can't really help them because they refuse to be helped. I understand that, so I understand what it must be like dealing with myself.

"I'm sorry," I whisper, running my hand through my hair.

I really need to book an appointment at the salon. I don't remember the last time I had my hair trimmed or even taken care of. It was a bit dry and the split ends were crazy.

"About what?" Travis asks, briefly looking at me before focusing on the road again.

"For what I've put both you and mom through these past two years. I've been so selfish, thinking only about myself and my pain. I was so blinded by my guilt that I failed to see what I was putting you two through."

address both of them. Mom leans

don't have to apologize, Emma. We will always be there for you no matter what," she says,

There is just something about being surrounded by your family. By their love. I know it's too late, but I wish that Ava had this when she was married to Rowan. That she had this kind of support

what's done is done. I don't like what she went through, but everything that happened, happened the way it was supposed to happen. What matters is that we are there for her moving forward. We lost the

will always be there for you, no matter what. You don't have to apologize for what you've been going through. We all have our

blink back the tears that threatened to fall. I give him a watery smile as I close my eyes to try and get my emotions

feel more in control, I open them. "How

wasn't welcoming to her because,

her provocations were spot on. She wasn't really provoking me, just telling me the truth I

well," he says after the

and downs, especially after I came back, because of Ava, but I'd

see how his eyes widen, even though he's focused on the road ahead of us. This time I chuckle, unable to

know she'd be happy with

I ask skeptically, doubt marring my

laughs a bit, his voice echoing in the car. "You'll grow

in a thin line. I'm doubtful but I am