Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

I hear Alpha Graham's footsteps walk back down the hallway as he leaves the dungeon. Ryan tightens his grip on my neck, extending his wolf claws, making me yelp.

As soon the door slams, Ryan releases my neck and kneels in front of me. His face is contorted with anger. His eyes flicker black as his wolf, Dagger, comes to the surface. He grabs my shoulders, shaking me roughly, "What the Hell did you do to make him so mad?"

Why isn't he beating me like he told Alpha Graham he would? I stiffen my whole body, avoiding eye contact with him. I'm shaking so badly, I can't even speak now. The thought of two people beating me regularly for the rest of my life...it just can't be real. Can it?

How can the Goddess allow this to happen? I want to die. That's not an exaggeration. That's not me being dramatic. Please, Goddess, don't let this happen. Just let me die.

I shake so badly that I fall to my knees. I start to sob hysterically and my brain shuts down from being able to think rationally.

Ryan grabs my chin and forces me to look at him in his cold gray eyes. He looks at me in horror for a moment, "Wh-what happened to your eyes?”

He moves his hands up from my chin to just below my eyes. It feels like his hands are trembling against my face.

"A-are you a hybrid or something?"

All I can manage is to shake my head no between sobs. As I shake my head, I feel him starting to press his thumbs against my lower eyelids obstructing my vision.

He was going to blind me. I place my hands on top of his

is standing still because I'm in the middle of a traumatic situation.

Ryan's hands away from my face easily. The look of anger combined with confusion is stuck on his face. Next to him, a fly is

Did the Moon Goddess hear me? Did she have mercy on me? Did

quickly as it stopped, time starts again. Ryan starts screaming

again, not glowing purple. Seriously though, what the Hell just

eyes tight, waiting for Ryan to

will kill you," he says in my ear. Then he punches me in the stomach, knocking the air out of my

the hall, then out the door. I don't know how long I sit like this but when I

while longer, sobbing, shaking, and trying to catch my breath. He didn't hurt me? Surely he was coming back. I sniff the air but his scent is gone. I listened carefully but there

loud, just

Even if I try to run away, either he or Ryan would find me before I could get off the territory. I think he really would kill me at this point. Speaking

are pure violet now. The silver streaks are starting to take over my hair now. It isn't like an old person's hair. It is silvery white that almost shimmers, even in the low light of the dungeon. So weird,

murderous glares from Alpha Graham. I make sure to keep my eyes to the floor

flop down on my bed and close my eyes. June 20th, I think to myself. It's the last day of school. Well, for other people anyway, not me. You don't need an education to cook and stock pantries, Alpha

"Hello!"