Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

**Trigger Warning - This chapter has sensitive content related to S.A.**

Sam scoots back on his backside away from me, wide-eyed, then clambers up and runs away as fast as he can.

Suddenly, I'm thrust back into my normal state of mind and I fall back to the ground, exhausted. My hands are no longer glowing but they feel like they are on fire and full of static electricity. 

"Lex! What was that?" I scold her, but mostly because it scared me.

"I couldn't help it. He was threatening us."

"Okay, but what was with the glowy purple, burny hands thing?! That's not normal!"

"Kas, we've been through this. We are a child of the Moon Goddess. We are special. The 'glowy purple, burny hands thing' is a gift from our mother. There is more too. You will see after we shift for the first time. Until then, I'm not strong enough to show you. Besides, it isn't like I hurt him; his wolf will heal him before he is back in his office." 

"I-I don-, wait, you mean the Moon Goddess is my actual mom? Like she gave birth to me, specifically? Not just, like, mother of all werewolves because she created us a gazillion years ago?" 

"That's what I've been saying since I woke up. It's not my fault you didn't believe me." 

I pick up a towel to wipe the blood from my nose. Lex is already healing me from the break. But my face is clearly going to be bruised for a couple of days. I pull my hat down low so no one can see the bruises then pick up the first two platters and rush out to the dining room.

"Okay, well if you're able to do that to Sam, how come you can't do it to Alpha Graham or Ryan?"

"Well, I think it happened one time before I woke up, but I wasn't fully in control then. I can't do it now because he's our Alpha, Kas. I can't go against what he says. I can't attack our Alpha or our future Alpha." 

her. I'm just trying to figure out the rules. I'm kinda in uncharted territory here. I mean, it's cool territory

and put it in the box hanging outside Sam's office. That way, I don't have to face

and put supplies on the pantry cart for later. As I'm working, I hear someone clear their throat behind me. I look up to find Ryan

Ryan?" I try to swallow the panic that instantly builds in

when I'm Alpha, you won't be treated the way you are now," he takes a step closer, forcing

put my hands up and push lightly against him to get him to move, but he's stronger than me and

until he's fully pressing

Hell?! There is no way I heard him right.

father," I say in disbelief, "and you're no better, standing there watching him instead of

he slips an arm around my waist. I cannot believe this is

treat you like that. I want to hear you moan with pleasure when I beat you. I want you on your knees so I can whip you instead of him. I want you to be my toy, Kas, not his. You'd like that, wouldn't you? Bowing down to me with that pretty ass in the

push hard against him but he's too strong. He doesn't budge, "Get off

on by watching his dad torture me? What the hell is wrong with this

me to double over in pain. He elbows me in the back, dropping me to my knees. Then he bends over behind me, pressing his body against mine, and slides his arm under my shirt roughly massaging my breast while he grunts in my ear. He slides his other hand inside my leggings, rubbing his fingers against my lower area. He pulls me toward his body, pressing his erection against my butt, moving back and forth to rub himself against me, his mouth right next to my ear. He's breathing

have you. I wanted him to watch the first time I take you. I want to make him proud when I make you squeal in pain but I don't think I can wait,"

do is sob. I'm afraid to fight back or to even say

with his wolf claws extended. I feel him pressing himself against my entrance. I know what was about to happen and I can't take it anymore. I turn my mind off. Just like the night his father beat me within an inch of

tears the back of my shirt open and releases his seed on the skin of my scarred back. He kicks me in the stomach again and walks away. I

Kas," Lex commands

repeats. Her voice is stern but caring, "You're better than